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Ruby can you pm me? I am very confused right now, not sure even how to pm you.

[network]

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Mands,
I am not suicidal I love life. I am just in a little dark place atm. Its all my fault. I know it. I feel so guilty and ashamed. I am a man. I have to be tough! Just it is not that easy at the moment.

[rubywillow]

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Mands;1269465 wrote: Hiya Netty

I am new, so I don't think we have "met" here before.

One of the things I have discovered is their are things out there that screw with your brain chemistry - alcohol, lack of sleep, depression

And the decisions you make when your brain is affected can be "compromised".

Well at least thats how it works for me.

You are in sydney, australia - right?

Are you able to call lifeline on 131114

or something similar?


Talking it out to someone else may help.

Lovely, Mands. Hang in here. Let me know if I can help (scare!) you. Best wishes.
Ruby

[Nelz]

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I feel somewhat qualified to jump in here, I did the same thing you did only with Oxycodone's

At a certain point I did stop breathing.....its probably advisable that you seek some sort of help. I was lucky enough to have my wife by my side when I did it.

The darkness sounds very much like depression, when this incident passes, I would HIGHLY suggest seeking some sort of treatment for that as well....alcohol, valiums, and depression is a BAD combo.

Never be to "strong" to ask for help, just because you are a male, we need help too

I trust you will do the right thing

[Mands]

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Network

just thought I should mention it as their website says they cover the whole range from suicide prevention (as you picked up)

all the way to stress and anxiety

I can so relate to the "guilty and ashamed", it feels awful - and it was paralysing for me.

Anyway have a think about it - at worst you'll make a fellow Aussie worry less

:aussie:

look we even have our own icon!

[choice]

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Hi Network,
Just sending some light to you. That dark place is a terrible place to be. I'm worried about your breathing and hope it's getting easier. I get scared to leave the house too when I'm in the dark spot... but I just hope if your in an emergency situation you get some medical attention. Praying for you to get well soon. :h

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Thank you Choice and Ruby and everyone else. I decided to go cold turkey. When I type sweat of my palms runs to the keyboard. Can anyone know how much valium is safe? I took 40mg, but I don't feel sleepy at all. Very,very anxious and I just walk in circles.

[Doggygirl]

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Netty, dextoxing from alcohol can be deadly. I know you have valium but are you sure you know how to dose yourself to prevent seizures? The safest thing to do would be to call 911 and go to the hospital for a safe, medically supervised detox. I hope you will consider doing that. There is no shame in asking for help.

Wishing you the very best...

DG

[techie]

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network;1269451 wrote: No. Have to tough up and get over it. Have to be strong. Just have to remember to keep breathing.

Get to an ER quickly network!

[rubywillow]

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Net, talk to me more. Think of this as a one time big episode to get over the big hump, AL and drugs, then start to work on the rest. Cold turkey is sometimes NOT the right way, and you know what I think right now. Let's think about some kind of medical help, just to get through the next 24 hours. It will make the rest of your journey SO much easier, OK? PM me back, hon.

[choice]

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Hey Net, I am familiar with valiume and 40mg and not feeling sleepy is reaching too high of a level and can be deadly. That your sweating onto the keyboard isn't a good sign either. I'm praying you call for help now as I'm not too sure your coming down safely. You may not be in the right frame of mind to make this decision right now about cold turkey. Be kind to your poor body, you are tough, but our bodies can only take so much. It sometimes just comes down to biology. Please call for help. :l:h

[network]

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Sorry guys. Went out and bought some beers. Not Vodka. Will try to recover slowly with beers. My gf will kill me as I promised not to drink today. Oh well...
I cannot believe how weak I am. Postponed all the business meeting today, but will have to face it tomorrow.

Thanks you for you help! You are God send to me. I wonder, I really wonder if I ever beat this addiction. It is slowly, slowly killing me and I know it.

Please to all the people reading this. Do not be like me. Please

[struggles]

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Network, can you reach out to your gf? You need to go to emergency. please, please, please. There is hope out there, you just need to reach out for it.....I finally did and I am here to offer it to you. Please go to emergency, it's the only place qualified to help you.

Maybe PM Ruby again.

[SKendall]

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Network, you may not be suicidal, but you are taking a prescription for suicide - vodka and valium - a deadly combination it depresses the respiratory system. Thinking you have to tough it out without asking for help is addictive thinking. Please listen to the other posters.

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Took more 40gm of Valium. I think it will finally put me to sleep.