24 hours alone feeling too low!

[dixon]

Hi
Tonight I am feeling very low..I am living in abroad without family.I can see them but get no love.Either I can accept my wife or leave her totally.I have two kids of 10 and 13 but am in depression and AL problem.Now am feeling again no worthy living..please advise how can I live without family?
Bored and too much lonely
Dixon

[rubywillow]

24 hours alone feeling too low!

Dixon, you're not drinking, are you? AL is a terrible depressant. Have you made any friends where you are you can turn to? Maybe you should consider a good support group right now. It's hard to be alone, and as I've read that leads to stress. There must be someone you trust to turn to, isn't there? Stay here and keep chatting. What time zone are you in? I can go to the chat room around 8 PM US EST and talk with you. I rarely see my husband too, and he's home early for the first time in ages, so I don't like to be on the computer till he goes to bed. But I'm sure if you ask, there are others who can go now. Please take care, consider an antidepressant, even a natural/herbal one. It takes a while for them to work, but they really help. And get involved in your area. Taking a walk works wonders to help, as does exercise. Google herbal antidepressants, and keep posting.

[dixon]

24 hours alone feeling too low!

Rubby n Doo
actually I have no energy to open a computer for chatting.I drank in day time now lying down on bed and thinking of my family.I can't say to the community that am depressant and my family living in refugee.I am now jealous seeing others and feeling totally worthless .Omg what a terrible moment.Now I can't believe in women...without them can't think of living as well.am writing from mobile and have no energy to go for chat..
Thank you for your hug..
Dixon

[Unwasted]

24 hours alone feeling too low!

Dixon, I'm so sorry you're feeling down. Just wanted to send you a cyber hug.:l Tomorrow will be a better day.

[dixon]

24 hours alone feeling too low!

Unwasted;1280608 wrote: Dixon, I'm so sorry you're feeling down. Just wanted to send you a cyber hug.:l Tomorrow will be a better day.

Thank you fellow,
I managed last night anyway ,was very hard to fall asleep !
Today is my driving test ..and feeling hopeless! any support please?
My hug to you all who are fighting for a good life.
Dixon

[Unwasted]

24 hours alone feeling too low!

Dixon, good luck today on your driving test!!

[K9Lover]

24 hours alone feeling too low!

Dixon,
Sorry you are feeling down and lonely. We've all felt that way at one time or another. I just wanted you to know I'm thinking of you, and that you are not alone. You can talk to any of us anytime!
Stay strong!
K9

[dixon]

24 hours alone feeling too low!

experienced failure first time in life..

Unwasted n K 9 how aee u today?
I was totally down yesterday so can't pass the driving test.I was driving but regretting a life so not concentrated..failed.
Tonight I cancelled my job and drinking now!
But feeling better.Yesterday I was really sucidal..
Dixon

[dixon]

24 hours alone feeling too low!

May be doggygirl fogot me but she was saved my life a year back.And now Rubbywillo acting same role alongwith you all..

[dixon]

24 hours alone feeling too low!

dixon was diagnosized depression in 2003..

Dear fellow,
I was known about depression in 2003 when I felt constipation and low mood.My wife dint know about depression at that time.Now she knows and decided to leave me rather than assist me.I understand she doesnt have knowledge about depression and just feels that it is dangerous.if she was collabrative I could conquire this diseases.Meantime I had done so many good works with bitter relationship with my wife.within period of 9 years I lost her and my kids...
Cause she believed that I am in depression and could be harmful to them anytime.But I was different and never wanted to harm others..
Dixon

[rubywillow]

24 hours alone feeling too low!

Dixon, I take the meds too, but have an uncle with such terrible depression it's scary. Bright, successful man with a beautiful house and family, now he can barely function, rarely leaves the house. So someone always has it worse, right? We just do the best we can and get treatment.

[dixon]

24 hours alone feeling too low!

Rubby n doo-doo
yes am taking the med...there big mood swing.Everybody blame others but its our weakness ? Isn't it?

[dixon]

24 hours alone feeling too low!

doo-doo;1281071 wrote: i don't know wot to tell you.. take your meds. properly and try not to drink. the rest falls in place. its up to you.. sending hugs.

Thanks a lot ! DOO-DOO:thanks:
Does anyone knows depressed person also has hand shaking and faster heartbeat ?
Thanks for sharing !
Dixon

[panicprincess]

24 hours alone feeling too low!

Hi Dixon, I'm also on antidepressant and find I'm way more depressed and anxious when on Al. It's just no good. I was in a relationship for 7 years and he always told me no one would want to deal with me instead of trying to help me. He just wanted to break me down so I wouldn't leave him. After I finally left him I got my college degree and found a great job and so much more self esteem. Now I have a wonderfully supportive husband who practices tough love but is compassionate and kind. There is someone out there for you that will love and support you, not tear you down. We are here for you and for each other. Just keep posting and stay strong. Where are you located? I'm in the US but usually get on at night. We can do it!