I just feel sick at the thought of him heading back over there. He is also grieving for all the soldiers who will be sent in this new "surge." He said if this had been done 2 years ago it might have meant something. Now, the Iraqis are hardened against Americans and the positions are drawn between Sunni and Shiite. He said that they can't trust the Iraqi troops that they train at all. The "surge" guys will be sent to Baghdad and embedded in the city - much slaughter is going to happen. I thought my son was in a fairly safe area, in Samarra, but he had picture after picture of blown up cars from IEDs. Nowhere is safe in Iraq. This has been the most mismanaged way in this nation's 200 odd year history.
What, as Americans are we going to do about this? The President says on prime time that he doesn't care what anyone thinks. King George, our dictator will have his way. I can hardly believe, as an historian, that I am living through this deplorable epic in our history.
I know that I have to get back on the sober wagon and stay strong, but for now, the flood of feelings are just too overwhelming. This has to be the lowest point our nation has reached since its beginning. I wish Donnie would go to Canada but he's too committed to his unit and the guys who are his life now. He spent so much time on this leave buying things to send to his buddies in Iraq - he thinks of them 24/7/. He and I have spent quality time together and it's just breaking my heart that this is that way our nation is going under the leadership of this incompetent who should never have been in the highest office. To those of you whom I offend - do some reading and research. This guy is playing God with our country.
Thanks to all of you for your messages of support - they are SO appreciated. Hopefully, I can get through this phase too but I don't think I'll really be O.K. until this nightmare is over. Em
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