Been respectful to Bonnie and not bugged her with calls.. but it's 6:15 called house & mobile ...no answer.....
she just called back, was asleep....and I'd woken her & BF up, Ollie's playing on the WII...shit.... said I can come round later and visit Ollie.........if this isn't enough to drive me crazy I don't know what is....... fuck sake I am really trying to do everything right...
at least call me so I can see my son.......
it's driving me nuts...
sorry again me moaning.....
yeah great mothers day I'm having....! :upset:
a very happy one to all you army Mums..:l
Sometimes when we focus on other people for a change and maybe read back and have a look at other people's problems, it actually does help us not to be so wrapped up in our own stuff all the time and gives us a welcome break from focusing on ourselves so much.
Also, try to stay positive and grateful, instead of seeing the negative in the situation, try to see the positives, like Ollie being with his sister instead of in a centre somewhere and fact you are now sober and dealing with things.
Just a thought. x
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