Some of you remember me from my somewhat infrequent posts here. And as I have done so many times I wish to thank each and every one that have replied to my posts and given me strength to fight this drug that I am so addicted to.
I decided some time ago to not drink in 2012. With the help of antabuse I did not drink for over three months. Every single day I was happy and smiling as I drank my Antabuse every morning. Not sad and trying to keep my food as I have been the last 5 to 7 years of heavy alcohol abuse. I was happy, feeling good, and looking great physically. (I got lots of compliments about not looking tired, and looking well trained.)
Social life was lacking though. Going to partys without drinking is for me not interesting. I did not see many of my friends, and I spent most of my spare time in the gym, at home, or with one of my very few AF friends.
However, I felt very good, and that by a really big margain outweighted the negatives of drinking.
Also I am getting old and want a wife and kids soon. The last 6-7 years I have lived the life of a "cocky bachelor", with new girls all the time, lots of partying etc etc. I feel my life AF will comply much better with "family guy" than "cool party dude".
Anyway, as I wrote on this forum. I quit my Antabuse because 1. I wanted to drink, and 2. I used the excuse that I could not take antabuse on the plane abroad blah blah excuses excuses. BIG FAULT! I should have never stoppet taking it. Now I am drunk again and feel great, because I drank so much yesterday and have felt like crap all day, so feeling normal now is what I consider feeling great. I was afraid of vomiting at dinner with my parents at 8 o'clock, which basically was my breakfast....
So I decided I need to:
A: Never stop taking Antabuse every morning, or:
B: Get an antabuse injection or implant
After googleing it, it looks that here in Scandinavia, Antabuse implants are not performed anymore. And injections I find very little info on. Any info on this is greatly appreciated, as my three AF months were the best months of my life for the last 5 or 6 years...
I decided some time ago to not drink in 2012. With the help of antabuse I did not drink for over three months. Every single day I was happy and smiling as I drank my Antabuse every morning. Not sad and trying to keep my food as I have been the last 5 to 7 years of heavy alcohol abuse. I was happy, feeling good, and looking great physically. (I got lots of compliments about not looking tired, and looking well trained.)
Social life was lacking though. Going to partys without drinking is for me not interesting. I did not see many of my friends, and I spent most of my spare time in the gym, at home, or with one of my very few AF friends.
However, I felt very good, and that by a really big margain outweighted the negatives of drinking.
Also I am getting old and want a wife and kids soon. The last 6-7 years I have lived the life of a "cocky bachelor", with new girls all the time, lots of partying etc etc. I feel my life AF will comply much better with "family guy" than "cool party dude".
Anyway, as I wrote on this forum. I quit my Antabuse because 1. I wanted to drink, and 2. I used the excuse that I could not take antabuse on the plane abroad blah blah excuses excuses. BIG FAULT! I should have never stoppet taking it. Now I am drunk again and feel great, because I drank so much yesterday and have felt like crap all day, so feeling normal now is what I consider feeling great. I was afraid of vomiting at dinner with my parents at 8 o'clock, which basically was my breakfast....
So I decided I need to:
A: Never stop taking Antabuse every morning, or:
B: Get an antabuse injection or implant
After googleing it, it looks that here in Scandinavia, Antabuse implants are not performed anymore. And injections I find very little info on. Any info on this is greatly appreciated, as my three AF months were the best months of my life for the last 5 or 6 years...
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