I just broke up with my Girlfriend and I will drink myself stupid tonight.

[SKendall]

I just broke up with my Girlfriend and I will drink myself stupid tonight.

Yes, you can help me with one thing.

Curtail your relapse into a shorter time - ok?

[Scandinavian]

I just broke up with my Girlfriend and I will drink myself stupid tonight.

SKendall: Curtail? English is my third language, and I do not easily understand such words.

[Scandinavian]

I just broke up with my Girlfriend and I will drink myself stupid tonight.

Shorter relapse is no option. I will drink myself silly as much as I can until april 4.th, and after that I hope to stay sober. I hope it so so much...

[red67]

I just broke up with my Girlfriend and I will drink myself stupid tonight.

Scan, thats the alcohol talking right now and it is evil and you know that. You can take the power back! Read this thread tomorrow, read it and then see if you feel any different. I have a feeling you know this is not the right way to go. Go to bed and rest.

[Scandinavian]

I just broke up with my Girlfriend and I will drink myself stupid tonight.

I will drink 24/7 until april 4.th. And after that I hope to stay sober for the rest of 2012. And maybe forever...

[red67]

I just broke up with my Girlfriend and I will drink myself stupid tonight.

Scan, if you drink 24/7 till April 4th you may not be able to stop or it will be extremely dangerous. Why the 4th? Why not tomorrow? I can't even imagine the hell you are going to put your body thru til then. You are killing yourself and i am not saying that lightly. You can get alcohol poisoning drinking like that. If you try to stop after drinking 24/7 without medical help you can get seizures and die. This is no joke. Do not play russian ruellette with your life.

[sugarbeat]

I just broke up with my Girlfriend and I will drink myself stupid tonight.

Just read this thread, wow, in a funny way it helped me, gave me a good reminder of the powerlessness and utter sadness that kicks in when drink grabs you again, scary, and would not like bring my good self there again

its probably no use but God drinking solid till next wednesday, non of us are invinsible, the longer you drink the higher your tolerance, the more you drink the greater the damage, try and curb it before it leaves a permanant mark

Best of luck scan, we'll be here when you are ready, and try and mind yourself

[Scandinavian]

I just broke up with my Girlfriend and I will drink myself stupid tonight.

Just woke up. Eyes are very red. Managed to eat a little. Took a shower. But I drank all my repair beers last night it seems. Also I have redecorated a little in my living room.


Anyway, now I go to the store to buy beer for breakfast.


The last couple of days before april 4.th I will try to drink as little as possible, and only beer, no spirits, to make it easyer on my body when I quit.

[red67]

I just broke up with my Girlfriend and I will drink myself stupid tonight.

Ok Scan, I guess it doesn't matter what anyone says, you are not going to accept our help at this point.

So I ask, as KateH did, please do not post if you are going to actively drink and post about it. You obviously do not want help right now. When you do seriously want help let us know.

[Marshy]

I just broke up with my Girlfriend and I will drink myself stupid tonight.

Scandinavian;1287941 wrote: But I drank all my repair beers last night it seems. Also I have redecorated a little in my living room.

Anyway, now I go to the store to buy beer for breakfast.
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I used to do all that too. I know how it is.

Why have you set the date of April 4th?

[K9Lover]

I just broke up with my Girlfriend and I will drink myself stupid tonight.

Scan,
I hope you can at least slow down if you are determined to keep this going until April 4th. You are hurting your brain and every organ in your body. Please don't do this. You got drunk last night, ok, but how about trying to sober up today? Don't do permanent damage to your body because you broke up with your girlfriend. We have all gone through painful emotional times and we DO understand, but you're only making it worse by doing this. I'm here for you, you can PM me anytime.
K9

[LibraryGirl]

I just broke up with my Girlfriend and I will drink myself stupid tonight.

Thinking about you Scan. I hope you changed your mind about continuing drinking through April 4th. What is the reasoning behind that? Why can't you stop now? Is it just a way of prolonging the drinking time, as I think it is?

Get help. You need more help than anyone at this site can give you. Come here too, but please go to a doctor or treatment center ASAP!:l

[Willow23]

I just broke up with my Girlfriend and I will drink myself stupid tonight.

Oh Scan, I feel for you. I guess we could say don't do it until the cows come home, but it sounds like you've made your choice. Like someone else said, it's not going to bring your girlfriend back. And even if she did, do you want her to be with you out of pity? She may not want to be with you, but I'm sure she still wouldn't want you to be like this.

Take care of yourself, I feel so sad for you.

[K9Lover]

I just broke up with my Girlfriend and I will drink myself stupid tonight.

Check your private messages.
K9

[Running4life]

I just broke up with my Girlfriend and I will drink myself stupid tonight.

Hi Scandinavian:
I know that you are going through a rough time and it also looks to me like you have followed through on your wish to drink. I would encourage you not to keep drinking until April 4th. (Why did you choose April 4th?) Please quit right away.
I too had a very rough couple of weeks myself and let my Antibuse wear off. I convinced myself I did not need it and I could do this on my own. It was not long before I caved after almost 5 months sober. The next morning my problems were still there and I felt just horrible. I can tell you that during the 5 months free of alcohol I did not miss feeling like that! I realized that I do not want to go through life feeling rotten. I took a double dose of the Antibuse the next day. So I had a one day slip. I am not going to beat myself up for it. I think it helped me to see that I just don't want to feel that way anymore.
You mentioned that you do not want to miss sunny days! You must love being active as I see that you have posted about your motorcycle and boating. If you are drinking too much you will definately not be enjoying these activities, not to mention you should not be driving a boat or motorcyle while intoxicated.
I urge you to stop now, take your antibuse after a sufficient number of hours free of AL and then keep posting here! Your friends here will help you through this.
Take care of yourself, I hope you consider the advice you have received here.
R4L