Forgot to mention that i had a dream I drank last night! I was overseas on holiday and figured I just wouldn't tell anyone here I'd done it but all I could think about, after the deed was done, was that Nelz would certainly find out and I was devastated! He will have 12 months up in just a few days!!!!
Yep, no matter what the situ, we always pay a price for things we choose to do. We as the human race seem to want it all and for some of us it just can't be. Not that drinking was ever something that truly gave me anything in return...... So, Mylife I did pay the price and surrended my years of sobriety but I do view it now as a price worth it. I know the price forever, no doubt and that is a good thing! I really am stunned at the response I got from that post. glad though it helped some!
Right, now into the shower and off to wrestle the troops!
Nicey
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