I need some encouragement

[mama bear]

I need some encouragement

yes...we need Madam Rusty to guide our guttersnipe selves....
yes Rusty...still AF...and no drugs...no Campral, no AB....

[K9Lover]

I need some encouragement

Mama,
You'll be glad to know that after watching Joaquin's "documentary" I am less than enamored with him now. He was mean, dropping the F bomb every 2 seconds, and he's basically a stinky fat slob in it. What happened? I didn't finish it because it was my bed time, and now I'm not sure I want to. I do have another movie he was in called "Two Lovers" and I think I will watch that tonight to get the "Hollywoood Version" of him back into my head. LOL
Gosh, he was such a bloated mess...and worse than that, he was NOT a nice person. I can't stand mean people!
I think it's time to switch my affections...look out Henry! LOL
K9

[mama bear]

I need some encouragement

I am sorry your heart is broken...but I TOLD YOU SO!!!:H:H
I am PSYCHED that henry is Superman 2013 and I cannot wait to see my true baby daddy in Dark Shadows!!!!
What was the documentary about anyway???

[K9Lover]

I need some encouragement

It was about his supposed transition to becoming a rapper (??). Then I heard the whole thing was a hoax. Either way, he was a bloated mean mess and I was not impressed. Like I said, I need to see him in another movie now to get that image of him out of my head. lol

[mama bear]

I need some encouragement

I'll look on youtube....do you think he has addiction issues???
I saw a good movie on Netlfix the other night with him.....Paradise something.......
he gets busted for having opium in a foreign country and his buddies have to come be on trial with him or he will be executed

[K9Lover]

I need some encouragement

He was snorting drugs throughout his whole documentary. Then he hired some hookers. It was just gross. And need I even mention that hair and beard? What happened to my beloved JP? It's sad really. This is what happens to all the men I love. LOL

*sigh*

[mama bear]

I need some encouragement

cocaine?????
OMG

[K9Lover]

I need some encouragement

I guess...I honestly have no idea. He was using the arm of his sunglasses to snort it...he's just a mess. And not a hot mess either.

[mama bear]

I need some encouragement

that's so sad....

[K9Lover]

I need some encouragement

Hi Mama!

Good luck on your trip...are you still taking Antabuse? It scares me that I think I might have drank if I weren't taking it. When will this end??? Ok, I promise to snap out of this soon.

[mama bear]

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nope.....we'll see...not too worried....but I will keep my guard up....if I drink....it will be in moderation.....I promise

[K9Lover]

I need some encouragement

Good luck...I'll be thinkin' bout ya!!!

[mama bear]

I need some encouragement

ok.....I drank. And now I feel like crap physically and mentally
I guess it's good to feel this way so you remember. And I am posting here to help me remember.It was hard not to drink at this event...there were beer trucks and even "Root Beer" Vodka....gross...
but I wasn't any funnier or more attractive or smarter......so why did I do it? I have no idea. But I am done....I need to hold on to the crappy way I feel right now......

[Nelz]

I need some encouragement

mama bear;1320189 wrote: ok.....I drank. And now I feel like crap physically and mentally
I guess it's good to feel this way so you remember. And I am posting here to help me remember.It was hard not to drink at this event...there were beer trucks and even "Root Beer" Vodka....gross...
but I wasn't any funnier or more attractive or smarter......so why did I do it? I have no idea. But I am done....I need to hold on to the crappy way I feel right now......

Hang in there Mama......I think that is a great idea to remember whats goin on and how you feel now, as motivation the next time an urge hits.....keep on tryin!

[mama bear]

I need some encouragement

thanks Nelz....I know I sound like a broken record, but I really do appreciate the support