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[Cashregister]

And it was scary.

And it looks like I will be going to hospital - when they have a bed - to detox.

I knew I had some little symptoms - but...well...oh hell.

The fear lost out and I did it - that's the main thing. I asked to be put somewhere - somewhere safe where I can stay off the roundabout for a while. At least now I know why I keep going back - it's to stop the withdrawal.

thanks so much to all of you here - if I had not stumbled across this site I would never havve come this far in so very little time.

You are all champions - just for being here and sharing.

When I get better (notice when, not if) I am going to be here every day helping newbies.

Cashy
xxxxx

[Cashregister]

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you are so sweet kate, love you heaps

One thing I got told was to stop beating myself around the head with a wet fish - i'm too good at it apparently.

Cashy
xxxx

[tawnyfrog]

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Cashy,

That's brilliant! And you know ... all the other stuff will probably get better too.

Keep talking to us.

[Cashregister]

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Anyone in chat??- i keep going in but people keep dropping out.

I'm not paranoid, but....

Thanks Tawny, you're a mate in the true Oz sense of the word.

C
xxx

[Rags]

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Cash,
I got your message.
Been hanging in chat till 6:45. Will go back in and stay till 7pm.
Fran

[Rags]

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Geez, just lost my post to you as well Cashy.
You're not the only one paranoid round here.
I'll go back into chat and hang round till 7pm Eastern time.
If I miss you I'll pm you.
Fran.

[Popeye]

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Hi Cash
Good luck to you.

[SKendall]

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Hey Cash,

That's great news. I wish only the very best for you.

Hugs.

Hilary

[lorisunshine]

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Hi Cashy from snowy Canada,
way to go girl. I wish you all the best on your journey. It's ok to ask for help, it really is. Please stop that fish thing, it's really smelly and serves no purpose at all unless you want all the neighborhood cats after you.
Please let us know how you are making out, WHEN you get back.
Hugs and all that stuff
Lori

[Rocky]

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Cash

A great new day is begining for you! We will all be sending our hopes and prayers and we look forward to hearing from you soon.

[Newyear]

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Hi Cash---I can't wait to hear all about it when you get back. You are much stronger than you think.

Best of luck to you-
Lisa

[YoungAtHeart]

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Way to go, Cashy!

[abby1]

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Cash,

I wish you the very best.... think of this of a new journey with grand experiences awaiting you.
I look forward to hearing from you. Good luck.
Abby

[Guest]

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Cashy. You are doing a really brave thing. I really respect and admire you for it.I know you will come thru it all with flying colors. Your postings have helped me you have been nothing but kind to me and everyone else
Godspeed My Friend

[Waves 2]

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Hope you get the bed soon, cash. We are all rooting for you on here.

Love and luck and hugs to you.