i am such a hypocrite!!!!
i talk & talk about sugars & GMO & nitrites & all that shit, but i can't seemt o do more than a day or 3 off the sauce!!!! FUCK ME>
i don't know what you all think of me (drama queen? false promise? attention seeker?) but FUCK me if i can't seem to get a commitment to what i want to do.
it's funny, sometimes I say, well, no-one else is living my life. SO fucking WHAT!!!! does that make me special?????uh -----NOOOO!!!! kerrr-ryst, am i a princess or what. i'd like to beat myself over the head with a piece of 4 by 2. Hard.
so to all of you who think i'm alright, thanks.
to all who think i'm a complete dick drama queen, hey, i don't blame you.
i need to go somewhere, & i can't. it shits me.
SO I AM NOT AF!!!!!!!
disregard me if you like. but i think i need to be here, like others.
it's friday night.
with sunny's amazing new life being born, i will just put this out there & prolly delete soon. That amazing woman needs more than this.
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