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    #1

    been a while

    so i guess eveyrbody figured when i disappeared I fell off the wagon, not hard but y'know, it's there, its background noise. i was stressed, busy, all normal except lately somethings been kind fo wrong, a glitch that I just couldn't tlak about anywhere else. Latley i laugh, and I watch myself and I don't feel it, I'm making jokes and I'm just thinking 'jesus, why do i have to be on the whole time'. everythings a show, and all I keep thinking, is maybe I don't want to be here anymore. i don't want to kill myself but it came up, joining the army, doing something to even those odds on surviving every day. i have so much to live for, making headway as an artist and musician, a fiance... so why can't i keep it going? why do i just want to drink, do drugs, screw up? lord knows i'm lost right now. and i dunno what you're supposed to say, i know what to do, i know the proper advice but i don't want to take it, i just want to talk. so help me, maybe? who knows

    xIC
    I have faced it, a life wasted, and I am never going back there again

    To ya'll my name is inchy. I am an alcoholic - and priority number one is making it to the end of this day AF. No excuses.

    18.08.13
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    #2
    been a while

    hey inchy, im here to listen if u wanna chat
    I love people who make me laugh. I honestly think it's the thing I like most, to laugh. It cures a multitude of ills. It's probably the most important thing in a person.
    Audrey Hepburn

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      #3
      been a while

      hey lpc, dunno what to say really, kind of just gone out my head this past month haha
      I have faced it, a life wasted, and I am never going back there again

      To ya'll my name is inchy. I am an alcoholic - and priority number one is making it to the end of this day AF. No excuses.

      18.08.13

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        #4
        been a while

        its good that you came back though, maybe u learned something over the past month?
        I love people who make me laugh. I honestly think it's the thing I like most, to laugh. It cures a multitude of ills. It's probably the most important thing in a person.
        Audrey Hepburn

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          #5
          been a while

          just that I'm no happier sober LPC, sucks haha
          I have faced it, a life wasted, and I am never going back there again

          To ya'll my name is inchy. I am an alcoholic - and priority number one is making it to the end of this day AF. No excuses.

          18.08.13

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            #6
            been a while

            ur healthier when ur sober though?
            I love people who make me laugh. I honestly think it's the thing I like most, to laugh. It cures a multitude of ills. It's probably the most important thing in a person.
            Audrey Hepburn

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              #7
              been a while

              don't see much point beign healthier if i'm not to bothered about sticking around dude, can be as sick as I want really
              I have faced it, a life wasted, and I am never going back there again

              To ya'll my name is inchy. I am an alcoholic - and priority number one is making it to the end of this day AF. No excuses.

              18.08.13

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                #8
                been a while

                do you think if ur situation changed then u think about taking ur own life
                I love people who make me laugh. I honestly think it's the thing I like most, to laugh. It cures a multitude of ills. It's probably the most important thing in a person.
                Audrey Hepburn

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                  #9
                  been a while

                  sorry i meant to say that do u think the suicidal thoughts would stop if ur circumstances changed?
                  I love people who make me laugh. I honestly think it's the thing I like most, to laugh. It cures a multitude of ills. It's probably the most important thing in a person.
                  Audrey Hepburn

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                    #10
                    been a while

                    i'm not suicidal i just don't like living that much, i figure i cannever do enough to make myself happy with what i've achieved.
                    I have faced it, a life wasted, and I am never going back there again

                    To ya'll my name is inchy. I am an alcoholic - and priority number one is making it to the end of this day AF. No excuses.

                    18.08.13

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                      #11
                      been a while

                      Hey Chains....

                      You are showing the same feelings and thoughts that my wife has been fighting off. She has been diagnosed with clinical depression. She says the EXACT same thing...and it seems to go in waves. One day everything is great, the next day....BAM! The difference in moods

                      We recently changed up her meds, and I have seen a HUGE difference....Id urge you to maybe check into that.....it worked for her anyway....I wish you luck. I know how hard it can be


                      Feel free to PM if you have ANY questions, if you can find help, you will be amazed at the difference
                      Living on Planet Sober since 05/02/11




                      DAREDEVIL COOKIE MONSTER

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                        #12
                        been a while

                        inchy sending good positive vibes ur way, im off to bed chat again soon
                        I love people who make me laugh. I honestly think it's the thing I like most, to laugh. It cures a multitude of ills. It's probably the most important thing in a person.
                        Audrey Hepburn

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                          #13
                          been a while

                          thanks everybody, goodnight from me. might not be bacxk for a while, but i'm ok
                          I have faced it, a life wasted, and I am never going back there again

                          To ya'll my name is inchy. I am an alcoholic - and priority number one is making it to the end of this day AF. No excuses.

                          18.08.13

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                            #14
                            been a while

                            InChains;1316540 wrote: thanks everybody, goodnight from me. might not be bacxk for a while, but i'm ok
                            I've missed you Inchy!:l I hope you come back. Sometimes just reading a bit/posting a bit can lift you out of your blues. Or at least know you're not the only one. :l
                            x

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                              #15
                              been a while

                              xIC,

                              I think of you often and hope you're ok. I'm glad you posted and let us know you're doing. It's good to know you're not alone, we do understand, and we're here for you when you need us. Please stay in touch!!

                              K9
                              :heart:I love my daughter more than alcohol:heart:

                              Believe in yourself. You are stronger than you think.

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