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[dixon]

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today is my 50th day!

Madmans,
I agree with you that time will heal everything.
Most important points you have raised here is this could be the space of time to correct myself without family pressure.Of course I am doing that way thinking its a kind of fire ordeal is taken by God.
I have lots of will powers with me now comparing with past.Hopefully,I will maintain infinitum.
My spiritual thinking getting stronger.
I remember,
Time will heal..
This is an ordeal...
any other members please put your
experience and thoughts.
Dix

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51 days.....

Hi all,
This morning I have felt that my memory started working!!!!!
I could now remember what I read out.
But tonight it is gone bacj.k
Might be a sign of regeneration of my memory?
Any sharing please..
These days I am too busy so less posting.
Dix.

[dixon]

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52 days...

Just an update fellows...
My mood is stable as per 51 days.
Dix

[techie]

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dixon;1344220 wrote: Just an update fellows...
My mood is stable as per 51 days.
Dix

Wonderful Dixon. Just keep moving ahead. Hold those gains brother!!!

[dixon]

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Techie,
I have no craving at all now but lets see the future!
I am now thinking about my kids.
All is going well thanks you guys and MAP team.
I have given my blood for liver function test .I am sure its improving anyway I will post here once I get that.

Dix

[techie]

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dixon;1344272 wrote: Techie,
I have no craving at all now but lets see the future!
I am now thinking about my kids.
All is going well thanks you guys and MAP team.
I have given my blood for liver function test .I am sure its improving anyway I will post here once I get that.

Dix

Remember Dix folks like us need to focus on one-day-at-a-time. Down look further out than that that my friend. You'll be fine. All those little things like the improvement in our skin, our bodies, overall health, are wonderful. Most importantly is regaining our self respect, and rebuilding relationships with friends and loved ones. There are priceless and its what keeps me energized and focused.

[dixon]

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Techie,
You are true that I have already noticed some changes in my body.
Tommy down,bright face,shiny skin,throat and,legs are getting thinner.I am really aware with my eating... green veggie and fruits,very lower fatty foods.
Encouraging me to keep on friend...
I am feeling normal on overall health but to regain memory concentration.I forget things and can't catch up what others saying...
Its,I think cause of regrets and healing time required for brain.
Thanks folks,
Dix

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Congrats Dixon! Keep up the great work!

Have ya ever gone to an only mens AA meeting 4 support? Get some F2F support can be helpful for some. Or an on-line one? The men can be very supportive. I member some men in those meetings dealing with similar fam things. Or perhaps get some counseling about this. I think Madman gave ya some good advice also Techie & others.

I was told to try & not tell co-workers anything about my alkie, fam problems, ta hide it & put on a happy, fake smile. I know it's hard, but it's better to not let them know. Also someone told me when I was future trippin as my alkie thinkin will do, is ta look down at my feet, ta remind me to stay in today.

I feel 4 ya & know ya hurt. All ya can do is make a living amends 4 now. Maybe one day when she sees after a said period of time, she will have faith again. But, if she doesn't we can't control, nor do we have power over other people, only ourselves!

I do agree she can't keep ya from ur kids, unless ya did something real bad in the past to them. I don't want ta know if that's the case! If that's not the case, she's harming them imo from keeping them from their pops.

Keep focusing on you by what your currently doing, eating right, supplements, working out, connecting here ~ elsewhere, & for the most part ur keeping an up beat attitude & connecting with a HP I think.

Take Care,

Wildflowers

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Keep on improving one day at a time Dix. It will all gel together, life's big moments come from little moments we're super prepared for. That's why life just passes by actively drinking alkies like we used to be, we were never prepared for anything but getting drunk. Time to get the living on!!!

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53 days.....

Fellows,
Good news to you all,
I have got my liver back to normal in 50 days AF.
Kidney,blood pressure,cholesterol,sugar everything are very normal.
I have to get back myconcentration power back.Depression is not bad.
Thanks to all.
Dix:h

[techie]

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Awesome Dix. Our bodies have amazing rejuvenation ability. Keep making progress as life improves immensely as we continue to maintain our sobriety !

[dixon]

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Wildflower,
Yes I have been to AA Meeting a couple of times but could not manage the time for the same meeting.Going different meeting,Ifound waste of time.Now I am on family matters forum like MWO for AL.Its really helping.
Regarding the family,I am more worried about her though she has just been showing me her dogmatic behaviour.
Well,
I am thinking to do something to be connected with my kids.
Thanks for your concern on my family issues as well.
Allswell,
I would do my best to make you happy for your continuous
supports
Dix

[dixon]

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54 days..

Just an update...
I am now at meditation camp.Hope to enjoy spirituallu not alcoholy.Lol
Can't wait 55 days.
Dix

[allswell]

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Enjoy the meditation camp Dix. 60 hard earned days are right around the corner!

[dixon]

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I enjoyed a lot Allswell..
Now taking a rest.
Good luck to you as well.
Dix