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[dixon]

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100 days today !!

Folks,
I am doing my 100 days AF today !

To be honest , I have completed these days with out any AL craving, its because of you all here.+
My journey threads from -----Feeling suicidal ( 27/12/2010 )to now (18/08/2012) live a socialy responsible life !!!

Once again I would like to thank everyone here and MWO.
Cheers !
Dix

[allswell]

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Congratulations Dixon on 100 days! I remember those posts from back in December and it's amazing how much improvement can come from not poisoning ourselves. Alcohol no longer has any grip and with this new freedom we can choose mindfully how we live our lives and pursue our goals. There is no better feeling than knowing each day is spent doing something worthwhile.

[dixon]

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Hi Allswell,
Of course every happiness counts with sober mind.
Although there is no guarantee of happiest life just being a sober but there is no path to happiness being a binged,that's true!
Thanks again for allyour support and may I invite you for tonights celebration ?
It's a 100 days..
Dix

[dixon]

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Hi all,
Celebration is now over and having a rest to get back to work again.
Thanks for your support.
Dix

[dixon]

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101 days..

ratitude mode today!
I have participated a programme and acted as a member organising committee of a quiz contest programme for secondary level students.The programme was a huge successful.There were 24 contestant teams of 2 each group.Local television and news paper were present to collect the news.I really enjoyed today and seeing all friends and being a performer of the programme add my self esteem up a little bit.
My attempts will always be to add something good so that negative stuffs won't get big space in my mind.
That's all today.
Dix

[dixon]

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102 days AF..

The journey of AF is going on now without any complication.
Now ,my attention is for recovery-changing life style,friendship,habits etc. to give strength for abstinence.
Today my mood is average.I have time but just lying down on sofa,don't have sufficient will power to do exercise or even a meditation.
How you doing?
Dix

[dixon]

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103 days !

I have done 103 days today !
A mild headache for the first time in my life for a couple of days especially in the afternoon ! .May be cause of lots of stresses ...Always think about my kids future ! They might get depression in their early age due to my abuse to her MOM .
I have given a word for not to drink at all to the social worker so that me they can ask me anytime for my a blood test.So I probably conquer the AL .I want to do anything for the future of kids but cant negotiate with wife ,what a problem?.
Don't know how to get in contact with them..other is fine !
Dix

[dixon]

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104 days..

Feeling good..today!
Dix

[dixon]

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105 days...

Today,
Extremely fine!
But little boring...feeling alone!
Dix

[Doggygirl]

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You are not alone Dix!

DG

[dixon]

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Hi Doggy,

Of course we are a good community here !
But sometimes I feel alone cause I am aside from all of my family.
I had everything before and nothing now.I must turn this challenge into an opportunity in any cost.
Thanks to be here now.
Dix

[dixon]

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106 days AF..

Everything is fine nothing business with Al but there is great dealing required with the mind.
Now my mind is less capable to memorize anything or get stressed to learn any thing .
Is it because of transitional period or not?
Anyone has any experience to sharing here?
Would be thankful to seeing here.
Dix

[dixon]

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107 days!

Hi,
Everyone please see my 106 days posting..
Dix

[CanToo]

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Hi there Dix. Is there someone on MWO who you can send a PM too?

You sound stressed..... I understand the alone feeling but have not fully worked my way out to offer any good support.

[dixon]

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CanToo;1368723 wrote: Hi there Dix. Is there someone on MWO who you can send a PM too?

You sound stressed..... I understand the alone feeling but have not fully worked my way out to offer any good support.

Hi CanToo,

You are now with the right advice !
May be I must think of that .
My whole attention is to treat my mind now,otherwise I will get more depressed and caught of dementia. Because my mum is now fighting with dementia ..It could be a cause of heredity?.
Dix