Army Thread 21st May 2012

[pingu1997]

Army Thread 21st May 2012

Just sent mollyka a long message, shall I fwd it to you too? Fucking head done in big time...

[one2many]

Army Thread 21st May 2012

Pinguluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu, hope you are ok xx

[pingu1997]

Army Thread 21st May 2012

Crying again. I am not trying to be selfish, honestly, I'm not like that, but I am just a mess and I want someone to look after me and give me some sensible advice, someone who actually knows what this shit feels like.....

[Anjicia]

Army Thread 21st May 2012

Evening army just back on. After hanging out me washing it was such a lovely afternoon i took the chance to mow the grass out back which must have took about an hour an half it was so long and full of weeds. Still nackered and just had dinner. O h took washing in after gthat. Still sunny here but gone a bit cooler. I've been snifing a bit since so looks hay fever is back so nose spray and panadol if i need it later. Whats up Pingu is it the kids as well?

[Anjicia]

Army Thread 21st May 2012

Oh dear Pingu what has happened?:l I know i felt awful like a meltdown when i cane off ant-depresants a few years i did it without my dr's supervision as i thought i was fine and didn't need them no more.

[one2many]

Army Thread 21st May 2012

Awwhh Pingu, whats happened hon ?

[stirly-girly]

Army Thread 21st May 2012

pingu1997;1320348 wrote: Just sent mollyka a long message, shall I fwd it to you too? Fucking head done in big time...
pingu1997;1320351 wrote: Crying again. I am not trying to be selfish, honestly, I'm not like that, but I am just a mess and I want someone to look after me and give me some sensible advice, someone who actually knows what this shit feels like.....

I haven't gone through what you're going through so I don't know what it feels like. I just hope that perhaps what I said in my PM will maybe help you figure what's going on, based on what things look like from my angle.

Please, don't apologize and say that you're being selfish. FFS, that's what this forum is about. Support first and foremost. It's not a social gathering, it's not Farcebook. It's a forum for alkies who need support. Every second, every minute, every day. That's what were here for. To give it and get it. If you can't ask us for help, then I who the heck can you ask? Some couselor who hasn't an idea what it's like to be an alkie? So please, don't apologize. Just stick close to here and we'll do our best to help you figure things out and send you a few :l:l along with our thoughts.

[startingover]

Army Thread 21st May 2012

Hi guys.
Pingu, its quite normal to have these wobbles every so often I think also dont forget you have been changing your meds about too. Did you cut down on your ADs? That always sends me spiralling down hill unfortunately

[JackieClaire]

Army Thread 21st May 2012

Evening all,

Sorry a bit late was on the phone.

Have one of these Pinguupants.:l and never, ever worry about opening up.

[stirly-girly]

Army Thread 21st May 2012

startingover;1320444 wrote: Hi guys.
Pingu, its quite normal to have these wobbles every so often I think also dont forget you have been changing your meds about too. Did you cut down on your ADs? That always sends me spiralling down hill unfortunately

Hiya Startypants.

I only took AD's for a couple of months and then stopped because I'd quit AL at the same time as I started them and realized that AL had caused the depression and I didn't really need the AD's. Besides, they presented other problems. Like increasing my appetite. Big time.

Sorry to love youz and leave youz but I've got to walk the dogger and then I'm off to bed. I don't feel like I'm deserting Pingu since she's talking with Jackie at the moment. I don't know where the other Army members are tho'. I guess they're otherwise occupied.

Wishing you all a restful sleep and


Sorry Jackie, almost missed you there. I hope Pingu is feeling better after talking to you. :huggy

[kapone12]

Army Thread 21st May 2012

Aloha all - pingu - hang in here, this is the best place to be for you at the moment....it's such a blessing to know we can put our blue days and bad moment out here and NOT be judged or have our feelings set aside and told to 'buck up' etc...the beauty of one alcoholic helping another is the biggest gift of all...I jst hope you work through this the right way...and keep your thoughts positive and hopeful...ALL things pass, you WILL look back on this SOON and say,"well I got through THAT, so that's pretty dam cool..." and then you'll be able to help someone else down the track who is in the same boat.....BEAUTIFUL!

Update on my dad, he is out of hospital and being extremely worried about the autumn leaves in the guttering,,...THEREFORE, he is dam fine and on the mend :H:H

The kids have started a road trip yesterday, they are taking three weeks off and headed up the east coast, taking three days to get to Jordy's dad's for a week then off to Golden Bay for a bit. Ah the resilience of youth....winter is approaching and they only have a couple of grand but they have all they need, tent, good bedding and warm safe and roadworthy car...so I just 'give them to God' and wish them well....

Off to get ready to go work again shortly...

Oney, hope your babe's communion practice run went smoothly, grandmum or no - don't let that throw you, 'mistake' or not that the trip was booked, is it ROOOOLY worth the negative energy you will possibly spend over being pissed off about it....sorry, it's all the AA seeping out of my pores...:H:H

Wishing you all a serene and beautifully AF Monday evening...from a cold VERY cold dark Tuesday morn...

[pingu1997]

Army Thread 21st May 2012

thank you for the hugs and PMs and to JC for the phone call, Im trying my best...

[JackieClaire]

Army Thread 21st May 2012

Look Kapo, I get to wish you a proper good morning.

Pingupants, you know where I am, love.

[pingu1997]

Army Thread 21st May 2012

JackieClaire;1320463 wrote: Look Kapo, I get to wish you a proper good morning.

Pingupants, you know where I am, love.

I know, thanks, And I am looking at trains ... if it's worth it for you?

[kapone12]

Army Thread 21st May 2012

Thanks, dear JC - and wishing you a proper good evening n all!