Army Thread 4th June

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Army Thread 4th June

Zenstyle;1328962 wrote: I'm fine Starty. Pulling myself out of the quagmire again! ) With a different mindset this time. I've truly accepted the fact that I'm an addict and I'll never be able to drink socially like the rest of my friends and acquaintances so I've let go of the dream. Had a good hard look at myself, wasn't pleased with what I saw, and realized just how much AL alters my personality for the worse and how it sucks the very essence of myself out of me and leaves me a shell of myself. That's where I'm at right now in a nutshell! :H:H:H

In other news... and it is very SAD news... the Zenners laptop died last night. Totally fritzed. It won't even turn on. The screen came up with crazy lines before it went down so I reckon it is a major problem that will cost more to fix than replace. So I am off up to Boynton after the gym to go to this one place that sells cheap laptops as I can't do without one. I'm as poor as a church mouse... so onto the credit card it will go. :upset:

And that is a fucking good place to be!!! That is where I was when I quit for good.

I do hope you can find a replacement lappy, I can imaging you are lost without it :l

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Zenstyle;1328970 wrote: I was so sick at the mess of everything that there was no room for sadness Mollers. I've calmed down now... and it's well... just acceptance.

I was there yesterday drinking my diet coke (I came up with a stellar reason! Told them I had a hangover! hahaha!!!) chatting away, playing pool, and you know what... it was no better or worse than doing the same thing with a drink in my hand. So, really, what am I missing out on? A hangover? Feeling disconnected and discombobulated the next morning? I think it's going to be a win-win situation as my body will be very thankful if it doesn't have to process the poison.

Its like everything, you WILL get used to it and it will become a new way of life.

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mollyka;1328980 wrote: OK - finally decided to do SUMMAT today --- gonna iron and make dinner - yuck - back laters x

I shall go dogging then

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Me and Starty going to Glastonbury! yay!

Zennified, Hope ya get a DEADLY lappy hon x

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I am just looking at flights to Bristol airport from Dublin and I think they are dirt cheap!!

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Whoooohoooooo! EXCITED!

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Tordown Bed & Breakfast and Healing Centre, Glastonbury.

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Ohhh I LOVE it!!!

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startingover;1328990 wrote: Tordown Bed & Breakfast and Healing Centre, Glastonbury.

:upset: I wanna come!

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Good evening Army.

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Hiya Patty! How was your day?
You would be very welcome to come along if you like?

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I wish I could Starty but I don't think it's possible at the moment. Trying to get the kids finished up with their school year..work, and broke as usual.
But -I'm pretty happy overall. Apart from going to the A &E and shite!

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Reccie--are you out there lurking?
Trying to read back and catch up.:l

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expat3;1329029 wrote: I wish I could Starty but I don't think it's possible at the moment. Trying to get the kids finished up with their school year..work, and broke as usual.
But -I'm pretty happy overall. Apart from going to the A &E and shite!

I read about that. Are you OK now? Was it a wake up call for stress management?

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startingover;1329031 wrote: I read about that. Are you OK now? Was it a wake up call for stress management?

Yes!:upset: It is amazing what our bodies put up with! I'm still eating crap, smoking like a chimney, insomnia...Not good. I need to find something to relax. Yoga....I don't know.