Major shit kicked off in the house last night with Joey and the weed an all - don't think I've seen Joe so upset since before I went to the centre -- so just saying to explain absences. There are major things I'm gonna have to deal with - his problem is much worse than I even thought. Will hopefully be round tonight if anyones 'home' - but please excuse me if I ain't - it won't be my addiction causing me to be AWOl :-(( xx
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Army Thread Thursday 21st Junio
mollyka;1338331 wrote: Very quick dip in here from work computer - left my phone at home and feel a bit detached sorta! Dying to comment on Zens kindling etc. just haven't time right now - will be home laters.
Major shit kicked off in the house last night with Joey and the weed an all - don't think I've seen Joe so upset since before I went to the centre -- so just saying to explain absences. There are major things I'm gonna have to deal with - his problem is much worse than I even thought. Will hopefully be round tonight if anyones 'home' - but please excuse me if I ain't - it won't be my addiction causing me to be AWOl :-(( xx
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Army Thread Thursday 21st Junio
Zenstyle;1338334 wrote: :H:H:H
True dat! I may need to re-configure me plan. I can only be responsible for SO many people's relapses!!! :H
All kinda spiritually & nice I'd say :h
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Army Thread Thursday 21st Junio
Morning
pissing rain go away
got new music
unsore ear
and um hi everyone. including insomniacs ...I have a drink problem, I have been AF since 15 March 2011 and I am working hard to stay that way
They don't call me Pingu Purple Pants for nothing....
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Army Thread Thursday 21st Junio
Got Fab new t shirt. my boobs are modelling it on farce book....
Im good Thx satz. finally admitted a problem and took up the cello. how's you?!?I have a drink problem, I have been AF since 15 March 2011 and I am working hard to stay that way
They don't call me Pingu Purple Pants for nothing....
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Army Thread Thursday 21st Junio
This is a quote from Zennerooney and it sums up my problem with quitting al for good :
I, for one, find myself at a loss if I don?t do things involving AL. All my friends / family drink. So, as much of a pain in the arse as it is going to be, I must push myself to find other activities. (I?ve always operated on the theory that I have to learn to be around AL. It?s worked fine with cigarettes and I can be around smokers? but I?m not sure that I am REALLY strong enough to do it successfully with AL.) (
Any tips anyone to get over that hurdle ?
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Army Thread Thursday 21st Junio
pingu1997;1338387 wrote: Got Fab new t shirt. my boobs are modelling it on farce book....
Im good Thx satz. finally admitted a problem and took up the cello. how's you?!?
In what context Ms P - are you not al free for yonks ?
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Army Thread Thursday 21st Junio
Howiyis,
WRECKED.com here, had bio energy this morning and shifted a lot and I have been doing a lot of readings and been doing a lot of work on my new facebook page (anyone who would like to join me there just pm me for details) so I am a bit burnt out....orf to scroll back x"It's not your job to like me, it's mine!"
AF 10th May 2010
NF 12th May 2010
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Army Thread Thursday 21st Junio
satz123;1338390 wrote: This is a quote from Zennerooney and it sums up my problem with quitting al for good :
I, for one, find myself at a loss if I don?t do things involving AL. All my friends / family drink. So, as much of a pain in the arse as it is going to be, I must push myself to find other activities. (I?ve always operated on the theory that I have to learn to be around AL. It?s worked fine with cigarettes and I can be around smokers? but I?m not sure that I am REALLY strong enough to do it successfully with AL.) (
Any tips anyone to get over that hurdle ?
Drink robbed me of a lot, I had NO idea who I was, what I liked to do, what my passions were, what made me happy etc. So when I stopped drinking, I was in a sort of limbo, not knowing which way to go or how to fill the gap that it left.
It took a notepad and pen and a lot of soul searching, I sat one night and wrote down the things I USED to do that I loved, I wrote down the things I always wanted to do but never got round to it (coz of lethargy due to drink) I tried to imagine different things in my head and when I felt a flurry of excitement or a flash of the younger, world at my feet me..I wrote it down.
Everything pointed to spirituality for me, I joined classes, did workshops, met some AMAZING friends and discovered talents and gifts within myself that I never knew existed or that I had not had since I was a child.
I say find your passion, find the things that make your heart sing..try something new, something you have never done before, be brave, be adventurous and be open minded.
Only you know what lives in your heart, listen to it in quiet times and you will get your answers...
Drink robs you of ambition, drive, dreams and a sense of wonder...
It is a big wide world out there...so much to do, people to meet and places to see.....don't worry that you cannot live without drink, worry that you cannot live WITH it. x"It's not your job to like me, it's mine!"
AF 10th May 2010
NF 12th May 2010
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Army Thread Thursday 21st Junio
satz123;1338392 wrote: Admitted problem with al ???
In what context Ms P - are you not al free for yonks ?
so I hope that by actually admitting to myself that there was a problem in the first place (which I had managed to convince myself that there wasn't!!!!) then I can move on and work towards a sober life
that's kind of it
and I wanted to learn the celloI have a drink problem, I have been AF since 15 March 2011 and I am working hard to stay that way
They don't call me Pingu Purple Pants for nothing....
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Army Thread Thursday 21st Junio
pingu1997;1338401 wrote: yeah yonks but it's one thing putting it down but if you are bloody tormented with the idea of picking it up again then it screws your head
so I hope that by actually admitting to myself that there was a problem in the first place (which I had managed to convince myself that there wasn't!!!!) then I can move on and work towards a sober life
that's kind of it
and I wanted to learn the cello
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Army Thread Thursday 21st Junio
satz123;1338337 wrote: I am ANCIENT with brain cells of a gnat probably and am off now to learn summit new. I am taking a leaf from Oney 's book and have signed up for a day long workshop - Introduction to the Chakra System - don't ask ........ cos I don't know. Was just drawn to it. And went for it .
All kinda spiritually & nice I'd say :h"It's not your job to like me, it's mine!"
AF 10th May 2010
NF 12th May 2010
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