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[coriander]

hello.
i've been here for a few yrs. some awareness has happened, but no real improvement.
currently, i wish to end it all. sure, you've heard it all before. sorry about that.
i wish i could get on here more, it could prolly help me.
i'm sorry for all the shit i may have caused, what a fuckwit i am. what a waste of space & oxygen.
i know you're all good people, so thus i am sorry to come on with a downer.
i am so happy for those reaching your goals, i just don't seemed to be destined to be one of you.
i am sorry.

[Guitarista]

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Hiya Cozza,

You don't cause trouble for anyone, and it's always great to see you.

What's up mate?

[tiptronic_ct]

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Hiya Done-ya

I'm sorry you're feeling like this. I don't have any quick-fix recipes for you, but have a few :l:l:l s.

[coriander]

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Give me 1 reason fellas.

[greeneyes]

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I am so sorry you're feeling this way now.
What sprang to mind when I saw your name was your lovely glowing smile in the photo of you on your horse. Remember how you felt when that was taken? I believe that captured your spirit and you can feel that way again. :l

[Guitarista]

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coriander;1343567 wrote: Give me 1 reason fellas.

I'll give you a few.

To me, from what i know of you, and what i see from here.......

You are the real deal.

You are important. And you are important to others who may or may not show their appreciation.

You mean something. Your life means something, and you stand for something, for many things.

You have a positive and meaningful impact on me and i know many others, when we interact.

You are very talented, sharp, smart, beautiful, witty, and a lot of fun.

I haven't even begun. Lot's more.

What do you think of that?

[Lavande]

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I am also sorry to see you feeling so low today :l

Depression is a tough hurdle but you can get over it - I did.
What have you tried so far, what can you try next? There are lots of treatments out there & one is right for you.

You have been a kind friend to me over the years & I really want to see you overcome this. Let's work on tackling the depression & in turn tackling the drinking :l

Please be kind to yourself.
:h Lav

[startingover]

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Corrie/Beags. I too know that horrible feeling of depression. Its crippling.
BUT it will pass, the trick is to keep it away for longer periods and learn coping strategies when its knocking at your door.
Your animals bring your great joy and you do to them. Use them in times of extreme distress. They are there for you because you are for them.
Also, try different things to treat your depression What are you trying now?

[Guitarista]

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I've just spoken at length with Coriander, and she has assured me she will be ok tonight (Aus time)

I will speak with her again tomorrow.

[greeneyes]

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Thank you G :l

[Zeppie2]

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Hiya Cori - Hope you are feeling better today - Just know that we are all here for you, I know that you certainly have helped me out when I was feeling low. Keep fighting hon, it's well worth it.:l:h

[mama bear]

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thank you G....I hate AL and how it affects us all....
xoxo Cori

[RingingCedars]

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Where's that "Beags on the Trail" I met many moons ago? You are an amazing woman with so much love and respect for the "right" things. imho What happened with the dude? What happened to you? I don't know what you need to make a difference for you, but I know you know. The worst mistake in life is knowing what you know and ignoring what you know. You know?:l

[mama bear]

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I know I know!!
what works for me that is....
love and hugs Cori

[techie]

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Sweetheart you know this is a tempy state. I've been there too and it lifts...it always gets better. I'll reiterate what Mr. G said. You are very talented, sharp, smart, beautiful, witty, and a lot of fun. YIKES, he didn't say babe. You are a BABE too. How do I know, I'm looking at you right now. Remember?

Techie :l:h:l