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    #1

    FEELING DOWN

    I am in Charleston WV to see my daughter. She got off the Lincoln
    and got married, I've seen her this evening
    I have to admit to a twinge when I saw my ex and his wife
    We were down on the riverfront where there's live
    music. I left early and came back to the hotel
    I'm lying around here crying. It just seems like everyone has a life. Has someone
    Except me. My recent bf left and I am already so tired
    of being alone. Just pity party tonight
    I'll be ok and PF course no chance of drinking
    I'm certainly depressed enough

    Thanks for listening
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    #2
    FEELING DOWN

    Hi Ann,

    I was looking at your Avatar and I noticed that gorgeous , strong sun trying to burst out from behind that deep dark cloud.

    You listed some pretty intense changes in your life.I can't imagine feel
    Ing any other way than you do right now

    BUT ... It sound cliche I know, but you are so not alone (well maybe physically in the hotel room! ) I have never felty so connected with MWO. You have us!

    What did you mean ' she got off the Lincoln' to get married. I'm pretty naive!

    Big Hugs

    :l:l
    On My Own Way Out Since May 20, 2012
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      #3
      FEELING DOWN

      So tempted to google, lol. I'm guessing...got off the lincoln...penny? Got married for more security?


      "I like people too much or not at all."       Sylvia Plath

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        #4
        FEELING DOWN

        Hi Ann,
        There is nothing other than a wonderful dawn after a dark..
        Just stay AF..
        Big hug !!
        Dix
        A learned habit surely be unlearned !!

        2012: Continuous AF for 7 months from May to Oct.

        Big Relapses : 6th November and 12th December 2012.

        2013 : So many ups and down !!

        2014: Has a conviction to stay with a healthy life.

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          #5
          FEELING DOWN

          Is the Lincoln a train?

          I'm so sorry you feel alone. It is hard when you feel like everybody else has someone.

          Gem x
          Free since 26th February 2012

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            #6
            FEELING DOWN

            I'm sorry you feel depressed & alone! I felt this way today. I picked up a pizza sat in the driveway & cried b4 I came in the house. I even have somebody waiting in the house to come home to. Still felt alone & depressed. I think we both knew why we felt the way we did, which I guess is good. Sometimes I don't even know why. At least we didn't drink & hopefully tom will be a better & happier day. Know there will be more happy days ahead!...

            My first thought was that the Lincoln was a train.

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              #7
              FEELING DOWN

              sounds like...

              You handled things really well. Instead of trying to force yourself to have fun while feeling bad about your ex or drinking to cope, you went back to your hotel room and you will recover from the mood. Granted you are feeling really bad. But good for you.

              Take care of yourself. What can you say to yourself to make yourself feel better? Is it really true that everyone has someone but you? A truthful answer to that one may help you.

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                #8
                FEELING DOWN

                I agree with Nancy.please don't try or force to suppress the emotion like pain,anger or simply watch without giving any importance . Just watch them when you are alone remember either you give them importance or ignore at all.By doing so theyfeel that you do not have enough space for them.
                They will disappear their selves relatively quickly.
                Dix
                A learned habit surely be unlearned !!

                2012: Continuous AF for 7 months from May to Oct.

                Big Relapses : 6th November and 12th December 2012.

                2013 : So many ups and down !!

                2014: Has a conviction to stay with a healthy life.

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                  #9
                  FEELING DOWN

                  I am impressed that you left. I might have gotten drunk rather than deal with all the pain.
                  YOU have come a long way and I am proud of you.
                  Hugs sweetie!
                  I love my family more than alcohol.:h
                  Live in the Solution....not the problem

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                    #10
                    FEELING DOWN

                    Hope your feeling better today Ann. My day has been so much better!... I slept well & got into action!... I'm always so very grateful these teary, lonely & down days pass!... That we don't have to drink at people, situations, or feelings. Just like Nancy & Dixon commented on, we are coping, without drinking the poison. It's OK, even healthy, to feel our emotions & to question whether or not some of our feelings ~ thoughts, are even true.

                    Take Care

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                      #11
                      FEELING DOWN

                      Hey guys

                      Sorry -I had mentioned before that she was in the Navy
                      She has been on the aircraft carrier Abraham
                      Lincoln for 8 months.
                      The party for them was tonight. It was very nice .
                      All put together by the stepmother and her daughters
                      They are all very happy and I have no ill will
                      toward then Frankly I'm a bit envious.
                      I'd like to be happy with someone again.
                      I'll be drivIng 5 hours home tomorrow. Plenty to keep
                      me busy there.
                      Thanks all for the help

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                        #12
                        FEELING DOWN

                        I'm glad the party was nice Ann. I understand that nearly anyone would be envious. I'm surprised that they didn't have the courtesy to ask you being the Mom, to be more involved. I hope you were made to feel special & honored as you are her Mother!

                        I hope you will find someone & be happy again to! It happens for many ~ many people, it may well happen to you to! Put some effort into making it happen & your success rate will have a better chance. Staying sober & positive will be a big plus!

                        It's good that you have lots to keep you busy. Drive safe tomorrow!

                        Take good care!.....

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