Just up having coffee and looking at movies to rent online for tonight. It occurred to me that this is what a NORMAL Saturday is like for a lot of people. Much better than sleeping the day away with a hangover!
Also I was thinking last night about how drinking (not news but just thoughts) takes up so much space in our heads. Sometimes barely recognizable thoughts like-" I'd better do
(insert task) before the party since I'll be drinking after that." It's just the lousy drinking lifestyle. Where you know that once you have a drink that is it-all bets are off.
Previous commitments no longer matter. Nothing really matters except the drinking
and telling ourselves it's "fun".
Still trying to figure out how to go out to the art museum with a man who seems very nice, without drinking. I know I can do it. It's just sad that life had to become scary
without such a poison in it.
One week today-plodding ahead. I started some art projects last night and all is well.
Everyone have a wonderful day!
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