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[Zenstyle]

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xxx

[mario]

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Ann 221;1371317 wrote: Just back from the hospital. I'm OK and starting some intensive OP treatment.
Thank you all for your concern, I generally assume moone cares about me at all.
Except maybe my daughter.

Thanks and love to evveryone

Of course people care Ann :l

[Zenstyle]

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Yeah... people DO care Ann...

I was very upset today... and worried about you... and I think there were many people that felt the same way.

Just stay safe... OK. You have valuable input and it would be a frikken shame if you didn't fulfill your quota! OK... xxx

[daisy45]

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AMEN!!!!

[mama bear]

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glad to know you are ok
yesterday was awful for most of us......
please get some help hun

[LibraryGirl]

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Glad you are ok. I hope you get the help you need.

[Slaythefear]

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Brave girl! I've been in your place many times and I have never went to the hospital, so kudos for you in reaching out for help. That shows courage, girl. You know it's in there. I'm a stranger, but a big hug and unconditional love as a fellow human being.

[Slaythefear]

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Depression is a wicked opponent. What you all say is true, but depression muddles the mind and you don't think correctly. Many people don't truly understand what depression is like in someone's life. It's the devil with his game on!

[mama bear]

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very true Slay.......benn there...have the t-shirt

[Zenstyle]

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Slaythefear... you are so correct. Clinical depression is awful and very difficult to deal with. Like alcoholism/addiction it has a stigma attached to it which makes it worse still. So, yeah, Ann was very brave and very wise when she took steps to help herself... x

[K9Lover]

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So glad you're OK Ann :l

[Nelz]

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Slaythefear;1371625 wrote: Depression is a wicked opponent. What you all say is true, but depression muddles the mind and you don't think correctly. Many people don't truly understand what depression is like in someone's life. It's the devil with his game on!

Wise words right there

[Struggles 106]

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OVERWHELMED

I cannot tell you all how much your support means to me! I am overwhelmed by the kindness and caring here. Thank you.

I will get better.

[techie]

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I thought it might be a good idea to share this. I've seen some of the worst horrors in life. As a young guy still recovering from the war, our war, their war, senseless war, I struggled for years trying to make sense of it. Suffering PTSD, Luckely I had very good care. I was better and made huge strides. I made a life for myself. I enjoyed a successful career, a happy marriage, and a deep love of the arts. I was a social drinker.

On September 11, 2001, I was in my office at 32 Avenue of the Americas. I was going to meet a friend, Joe for coffee. Joe was in the financial business and worked in tower one of the WTC on 102nd floor. Since I was on a call, I told him to give me 20mins to get to their lobby. On my way the first plane hit.
My life spiraled out of control at that point.

On the 10year anniversary I placed a huge printout of all my MWO friends avatar's at ground zero. I remember seeing a small note that the wind blew out from a bouquet of flowers. I picked it up. It read....

My Dearest Tom,

?We all miss you dearly. Grandma died in 2009. I've remarried and the kids seems happy but ask about you a lot. We will never forget you....!?

I also remember walking into a bar, one that I use to frequent and then finding the strength of will to walk out. Somehow throughout all the senselessness I found life. I KNOW that's was all those unfortunate souls would've chose. So, I remain truly yours.......Techie

Ann

From the inside out ? The choice is yours!,
Magnificent and resplendent ~ As
the sun sets
over the ocean?
Life and love
intertwined
A magic,
or golden moment
Art and Life
Lovers with Soul..
A gaze which is not mine,
But a gift from my Soul.

[scottish lass]

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Ann, just found this thread, and have been feeling pretty sorry for myself until I read this. I can't let myself get this low - nor can you! Please....find strength, pull yourself up and out - you deserve better and you can get there.
I am so sorry you feel so low...
Techie puts it really well, life is important and precious and we do need to work out how to survive all that is thrown at us...:l