How come........

[Jeremy78210]

How come I can go AF for 1, 2, 5, 10 days without a problem then suddenly.... I wouldnt call them cravings but something that draws me back!!!! I wish I understood... :-(

[struggles]

How come........

I'm in the same boat. I don't know, I don't know if anyone knows. IT SUCKS! And while on that question, why us? why was I chosen to have this and my friends don't? I struggle daily with the same as you, it's not like a craving, but then I just do it and WHAM....here I am again. Hang in there, we will get there, one little step at a time. :h

[Jeremy78210]

How come........

Thanks Struggles.. I really don't get it.. Last year I went 3 months.. then for some stupid reason...... Back on that rollercoaster.. As I said, it is not a craving, more of hey.. I can handle this, one won't hurt & voila.. the cycle continues..

[DriftyAlison0]

How come........

You need to learn to tell yourself that one will hurt. I know the feeling completely and I know that you can do this!

[TheSunFlower]

How come........

ALL of have been there.....done that....and done it again.

I hate to say this....but, until you are truly done....you never will be. I chased my tail for so many years.

Its baby steps.....each day makes a difference.

[kuya]

How come........

Jeremy78210;1394375 wrote: How come I can go AF for 1, 2, 5, 10 days without a problem then suddenly.... I wouldnt call them cravings but something that draws me back!!!! I wish I understood... :-(

I reckon it usually follows a strongly emotional day. Not bad emotions in fact, for me, good emotions. A very successful day, event, or strong feelings leads to that 'I want to celebrate' feeling.
Does that resonate with you at all?