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    #616
    One Step at a Time - November 2012

    Happy Thanksgiving to everyone. I hope that everyone has a wonderful day.

    I am thankful to have you all in my life.
    "Only I can change my life. No one can do it for me.".....Carol Burnett
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    AF - 7-27-15

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      #617
      One Step at a Time - November 2012

      Happy thanksgiving to everyone!!!
      Alcoholic (or Ally)

      "Only a fool knows everything.
      A wise man knows how little he knows."

      Please feel free to block/ignore my posts through your control panel.

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        #618
        One Step at a Time - November 2012

        Happy thanksgiving to all. I am so very grateful to have all of you in myi life.

        I'd be grateful to have the internet back.

        Sorry you sick, Mama. Does this mean I'm going to get sick again too? lol. I probably will since i ate two huge dinners. Damn they were good. My favorite meal...

        Big fat hugs to all.
        "Remember, you are responsible for creating your life by every thought, action, choice. Choose well." Oprah Winfrey

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          #619
          One Step at a Time - November 2012

          After almost 6 months af, I drank today, I hate myself feel as though I'm back to my lowest self, dont know how to get myself back, feel so isolated the drinking will kill me, so afraid.
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            #620
            One Step at a Time - November 2012

            Paula.....you drank one day.........cut yourself some slack. SIX MONTHS SOBER is AMAZING.

            I know you must be disappointed, I know you must look at why BUT. ........ Be kinder to yourself my dear. :l:l

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              #621
              One Step at a Time - November 2012

              Thank you Kuya, I will try.
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                #622
                One Step at a Time - November 2012

                Paula - Kuya is so right. You have been doing remarkable during this whole time. I know that you regret drinking but that is one day during 6 months. The important thing is not to let it pull you in again. Please come here and let us try to help you with this pain you are feeling. You have suffered such an incredible loss. You need to grieve. Please allow yourself to grieve.
                Paula - you are such a wonderful woman. Please remember that. I care about you.
                :h:h:l
                "Only I can change my life. No one can do it for me.".....Carol Burnett
                ..........
                AF - 7-27-15

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                  #623
                  One Step at a Time - November 2012

                  Thank you, Nora, i am going to try and get some sleep now.
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                    #624
                    One Step at a Time - November 2012

                    And another thought I just had....... I don't know if I would have the courage to come STRAIGHT back here like you have....... You are a very courageous person, Paula, that takes a strength of character that few possess.

                    All you have to do now is find the WHY....... There can't be many triggers left or you wouldn't have gone six whole months

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                      #625
                      One Step at a Time - November 2012

                      Paula - I hope you can sleep. Sending you big hugs my dear friend. :l
                      "Only I can change my life. No one can do it for me.".....Carol Burnett
                      ..........
                      AF - 7-27-15

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                        #626
                        One Step at a Time - November 2012

                        I feel so bad, I do appreciate the last 6 months, but it is so true that once you start drinking again it's like you never stopped, in fact it feels like I'mback to square one. I do appreciate your kind words. I can say things on here that I could never say to my family, I know that people understand. I'm at my lowest ebb at the moment so I guess the only way is up. The old feelings that go with drinking, i.e guilt,remorse, fear are all back again.
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                          #627
                          One Step at a Time - November 2012

                          Had my first sober Thanksgiving in ages.

                          Paula, hang in there...you've done so well!:l

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                            #628
                            One Step at a Time - November 2012

                            Paula - I also can say things here that I never share with anyone else. That's because we all understand. I'm sorry that you are feeling like you are back to square one and feeling guilt, remorse. Please stick close here. :h
                            "Only I can change my life. No one can do it for me.".....Carol Burnett
                            ..........
                            AF - 7-27-15

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                              #629
                              One Step at a Time - November 2012

                              Fennel - congratulations on your sober Thanksgiving. Same for me.
                              "Only I can change my life. No one can do it for me.".....Carol Burnett
                              ..........
                              AF - 7-27-15

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                                #630
                                One Step at a Time - November 2012

                                Thanks for your support, I have to get through today, god knows how.
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