Army Thread Wednesday 28th November

[satz123]

Army Thread Wednesday 28th November

Howyiz Skivers
Just spent the day giving out free Christmas Hampers to the greedy buggers here - spoilt rotten they are - ungrateful shower the lot of them

The contents are worth ?80 - 2 bottles of wine / Apron/ Hot Chocolate / cookies and a Christmas pudding in a beautiful box.
And they still moan:confusedmonkey:

[satz123]

Army Thread Wednesday 28th November

OK eyes hanging out of my head here! Need to go hommmmmmmmmmmmmmmme
Mr S just rang & has decided to copy something I made and cook it :egad:

Jazus - it will be CREMEATED :upset:

[JackieClaire]

Army Thread Wednesday 28th November

Evening all.

[RunningCourage]

Army Thread Wednesday 28th November

evening. back home.

[Quest for the key]

Army Thread Wednesday 28th November

Evening Jacs x

Well, I'm not going to lie - I've slipped - the temptation proved too much and I've had a couple.

Ill be back with yer all tomorrow - I know I can't do this on me own - I'm gonna see me GP.

Why have I done it ? Pissed off cos hubs wouldn't sacrifice kids rugby training to come shopping. Lame !!!

Not only that - I had physical symptoms late this afternoon - anxious, manic (a bit) and a sicky feeling that I knew could be alleviated with a couple (as if) v&t's :-(

Now I'm on me own, in me kitchen, with a glass. Great.

FFs ! I giveth uppeth. And I didn't have to fess up - I wanted to. Maybe I just want someone to knock on me door, take the glass away and help me.

Omg so sorry to put a dampener on yer nights !!

Anyway ill check in tomorrow - dint know what time cos the internets fecked at work !!

[Quest for the key]

Army Thread Wednesday 28th November

Evening RC - x rotten post

[JackieClaire]

Army Thread Wednesday 28th November

Rightio Questy...................firstly.................. ....AAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Nextly. Get rid of the fecking booze in the house. If it's not in the house and you've got and get it and at this time of year it's a right palaver. Getting yer coat on, getting the car out, feeling a complete shit 'cos you're that desperate for a drink you'll charge round the streets like a maniac to get one. I knows I was that woman.

Tomorrow's another day. Rugby training was on tonight. Seems like a given that when rugby's on then it will be trained. So plan not to drink when rugby training is on, it makes you very resentful and angry which leads to H.A.L.T.

Hungry
Angry
Lonely
Tired

[Quest for the key]

Army Thread Wednesday 28th November

I know Jacs - sorry to make yer arrrrggghh !!

Perhaps I should've kept me gob shut ?

[RunningCourage]

Army Thread Wednesday 28th November

Quest - gonna stick ma oar in here, and feel a little hypocritical cos i'm struggling just now... BUT...

There's a pattern i see forming. You're getting af days, up to 6 days i think, but more regularly 2,3,4, days and then BAM, it's back to the booze. WHY is this? I mean, like deep down, what are you thinking to yourself? Is there a wee, wee, wee part of you that is saying "in a few days, you can have a drink?" Is there a part of you that wakes up after a binge and believes "never again!" And so you commit to being AF. For that day. That first day. ...

But is it that after that first day you feel better? You feel stronger? You feel more confident? You feel - way, way deep down - that maybe, one day, you can have A drink. Just one. No more.

And then roles along an excuse - be it Friday night, Saturday night, hubs being an arse, kids playing up, work shitting in yer face, life just being a total "C U Next Tuesday" (please mind my french, awful awful word that, but sometimes it just works a treat), - and that excuse is enough to dive wholesale into a glass or however many we choose.

My question is simple, fundamental, basic - and i am saying this to you as much as i am to me, ok? - what is your ATTITUDE to killing this addiction, this habit that erodes us? What and where is your CORE BELIEF that yes, THIS TIME, you will kick it.

NOT another round of 3 days on the wagon and 2 days off. But the quit. THE quit. And like I say, I'm writing this as much to you as I am to me.

Quest - inside you i believe you have the attitude. I really believe you have the core believe to slay AL. I do. It's blatantly fucking difficult. One high fucking hurdle. But you - YOU - can leap it. YES, YOU CAN.

And to paraphrase whatisface, Obama, this is not about the audacity of HOPE - it's about the audacity of FAITH and BELIEVE. You CAN do it. And you WILL do it.

Sorry if I sound harsh - just wanting to help us here. :l :l :l

[RunningCourage]

Army Thread Wednesday 28th November

Back to fannying aboot a'body. Av said ma piece (and jam) :H

[Quest for the key]

Army Thread Wednesday 28th November

Wow RC - straight to the heart

[RunningCourage]

Army Thread Wednesday 28th November

read and believe.

[mama bear]

Army Thread Wednesday 28th November

hugs questy
everyone here said it brilliantly...

[Mick]

Army Thread Wednesday 28th November

Rabsy..a peh at fev it used to be in Lochee land..........oh yeh all hae a piece too if theres wan gaun....kninell sounds like I just fell oot the Broons or oor Wullie!!

[RunningCourage]

Army Thread Wednesday 28th November

Mick;1418440 wrote: Rabsy..a peh at fev it used to be in Lochee land..........oh yeh all hae a piece too if theres wan gaun....kninell sounds like I just fell oot the Broons or oor Wullie!!

:H:H:H

Fa's 'at min, eh? Foo's yer doos, ken?