I went back to work today!! after nearly 11 months off (went back for bout 3 wks in between).
This morning i was a mess...my nerves were shot to pieces, kept thinking everyone was gonna hate me, be nasty to me and think id been taking the p**s. I couldn't have been more wrong...they were all so lovely and everyone came over and told me how glad they were to see me back...i even got some hugs, it was actually pretty emotional...I suppose with being away and developing quite a low self esteem i didn't realise that these people actually do like and care about me...it was a really nice welcome back. Even my managers were fantastic.
I'm so glad iv gone back...felt really good to be back in the real world and feel like the old me again...and i couldn't have done it with out the help and endless support iv received here. Thank you so much guys, you've helped me get my life back...which is the most wonderful gift i could ever be given.
Love you all many many millions
Lou-Lou x x x x x x
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