Army Thread Sunday 2nd December

[Mick]

Army Thread Sunday 2nd December

JC....minus 12 tbis,morning......hat was defo needed..thanks

[Slaythefear]

Army Thread Sunday 2nd December

RunningCourage;1420528 wrote: Black out.

My flatmate has just asked me "Hey, were you drunk last night?"

I can't remember seeing him.

I said yes I was.

Ever get the feeling peeps are thinking things about you that you think about yourself, but don't let on to anyone and hope they can's see? That you hiv a problem?

Hmmm...

Slightly mortified.

There aren't enough fingers and toes on the both of us to count up the number of times, RC. Today's encouragement and yesterday's are with you in mind, friend. :l

Love,

Slay

[Slaythefear]

Army Thread Sunday 2nd December

mollyka;1420624 wrote: Hi Slay - nice to see you in these parts! How are you doing these days?

I rarely enter this side of the pond, but I know RC is struggling, so I'm hunting him down. LOL!! Poor guy has no idea what kind of sword I can wield when my course sets upon a mark. :yeahright:

We all feel each others struggles. Me thinks RC has some internal wars to be fought and won...don't we all? There is something standing in his way. I can feel it.


I'm doing alright. I'm a bit cranky today, but it will pass. Just a bit too much stimulation around here this morning. I've kicked them all out now. :H They can return when I stomp out my grumpy feeling. Maybe I ate too many of those darn Christmas cookies I made. RATS!

I caught a small part of your current worry. You know us moms can't stop caring ever, but we don't have a lot of control over what occurs in our children's lives. You can just be there to give them love, but don't try to carry too much of that load. We all know where that can take us. The weight of the world...

:l

[Mick]

Army Thread Sunday 2nd December

Good glad tour ok ..Satzy you gonna do owt today..bet your stil in jammiesl:H

[Slaythefear]

Army Thread Sunday 2nd December

You and me both cranky so Slay And yes, you're soooo right ---- the weight of the world ain't good! I was being the typical addict tho - turning it into me me me - feckin nonsense!

Pretty normal. All these lessons in life is what gives us the right to wisdom in our older years. Hey, we have to get something as we lose other things. Now, I'm off to look for the fountain of youth. I demand both...how dare the Gods sacrifice my youth! Pulls out sword...I'll be back!

[Quest for the key]

Army Thread Sunday 2nd December

Omg I've had a feckin internal alcoholic war raging for the last hour and half !!!!

Went out to do a bit of Xmas shopping but had to come home early due to the monthly from hell !!! (Change of clothes - ladies you know the score ?!?!)

So, came home and sat down to do a bit of work but I was so not in the mood !!!!

Then the voices started : I was hungry, mega angry and very tired - and I just wanted a drink !

Hubs made chicken korma for tea, but in my mind I wasn't going to eat it - I wanted a drink. After all, the injustice of it all - me having to work, everyone else chillin out - in fact I'm still a bit pissed off.

Anyway, had a couple of mouth fulls, but I wasn't going to finish it. I wanted a drink. Even asked hubs if he would join me in a couple to which he said he wasn't that bothered - omg talk about internal turmoil !!!

So, I finished me tea, and I'm just having ice cream. Don't ask me if I'm happy about it, cos I'm still angry, tired and pissed off. But I'm sober.

Just thought I'd share. I could still cry. I feel like someone's got their hands round me windpipe and they keep squeezing it tight. FFs I wish this would just fuck off and leave me alone.

[Quest for the key]

Army Thread Sunday 2nd December

Thanks molls

I've put the work away - it was irritating me too much.

I hate this feeling though - I think I've just got a bit of late pmt !!!

[Quest for the key]

Army Thread Sunday 2nd December

mollyka;1420663 wrote: Glad you've put the work away anyhows, that's a good start. And do you know - whatever caused it - it IS just a feeling - that's all - and it will go away. I know the way I was feeling today would ALWAYS have caused me to drink in the past, and I had to resort to 'tricks of the trade' that I haven't had to use for a long time. The main 'trick' today was 'I will not drink NO MATTER WHAT' --- sounds simple, but it just takes drink out of the equation, a lot of this is mindgames - alcohol has been playing tricks with us since forever, so time for us to use a few tricks of our own.
Get into your jammies and put your feet up and just do something that appeals - be it stupid television, read the newspaper, eat ice-cream - just something that distracts you. I think you're great:l:l:l

Well, jim jams on, kettle on, and I've got me Christmas cards out to write !!!

I'm gonna pinch meself to see if its really me lol !!

And without you molls, and the rest of the troops, I wouldn't have had the strength to battle the monkey on me back.

From the bottom of my heart, I thank you xx

[pingu1997]

Army Thread Sunday 2nd December

In a curry house in bath...

[Mick]

Army Thread Sunday 2nd December

Pingu...very nice...had to read the small print twice..thought it said in a curry house in a bath!!! duh

[Quest for the key]

Army Thread Sunday 2nd December

Awhhh lovely !!!

[pingu1997]

Army Thread Sunday 2nd December

Nah. Not in a bath. In the town, bath. Eating curry. Nom nom

[Mick]

Army Thread Sunday 2nd December

Hi Molls at home now..its -5 outside fk that sitting at the fire..just had me trough......glad you are ok mrs McGinty..you know where I am...

Questy well done you........pity telly is crap tho!!!!

Today off he goes & I'll be meeting him and HE is leaving his car so he can drink. It's AMAZING and I'M LOVING IT !!!........Satzy...Iknow that feeling..the number of times I have blagged it so that I didnt have to drive so that either I had been drinking or intended to...now I dont mind in the slightest...just one of the benefits of af

[Mick]

Army Thread Sunday 2nd December

Pings..had a ruby when I came in tonight..........and a cup o tea with it

[JackieClaire]

Army Thread Sunday 2nd December

Hoy us a poppadom ower here, Pings. I'm starvin' Marvin'