Hey Babe,
This is really, really hard. We?ve been together so long I don?t know if I can live without you?or even how. Heard from some of your ex?s. I?m sure you?ll find this as shocking as I did, but apparently many find life much better without you.
But still, there?s just something about you that I find irresistible. I know, I KNOW, we?ve had some bad times. The situation reminds me of a line from Broke Back Mountain??I can?t quit you.? Even when I have the underlying desire to do just that.
You?re a good lover. Big reason I?m in this situation. I LOVE hanging out with you on a warm summer day, or in the winter coming off the ski slopes. I WILL NOT. CANNOT. DENY, WE?VE HAD SOME REALLY FUN TIMES. Sometimes I?ve even been too infatuated with you to even remember.
Problem is; I?m growing up, getting older. And while we?ve been operating the fun machine; life is slipping by. I find myself in pretty much the same place you found me decades ago.
If we just had bursts of craziness here and there, I?d be your girl forever. Problem is that I?ve become dependant on you.. You?re always on my mind. It seems whatever I am going through, even as simple as waking up; I need /want you. . You?re getting between my work, my word, my dreams, and now even my hope.
I know I have always loved you more than you?ve loved me. This is why I am not expecting you to buy into my plan. You want me to play small and not to my potential. How do I know this? First, from people in your past. Then, by taking a step back and analyzing how our relationship has affected me in the big and small pictures that make up my life.
30 Days, Babe. I?ve given you way more time in hung-over, lost days. Show up as a bottle of red wine on Valentine?s Day and we?ll renegotiate. No promises. I just know neither of us are ready to say ?Goodbye Forever? right here, right now.
NP
This is really, really hard. We?ve been together so long I don?t know if I can live without you?or even how. Heard from some of your ex?s. I?m sure you?ll find this as shocking as I did, but apparently many find life much better without you.
But still, there?s just something about you that I find irresistible. I know, I KNOW, we?ve had some bad times. The situation reminds me of a line from Broke Back Mountain??I can?t quit you.? Even when I have the underlying desire to do just that.
You?re a good lover. Big reason I?m in this situation. I LOVE hanging out with you on a warm summer day, or in the winter coming off the ski slopes. I WILL NOT. CANNOT. DENY, WE?VE HAD SOME REALLY FUN TIMES. Sometimes I?ve even been too infatuated with you to even remember.
Problem is; I?m growing up, getting older. And while we?ve been operating the fun machine; life is slipping by. I find myself in pretty much the same place you found me decades ago.
If we just had bursts of craziness here and there, I?d be your girl forever. Problem is that I?ve become dependant on you.. You?re always on my mind. It seems whatever I am going through, even as simple as waking up; I need /want you. . You?re getting between my work, my word, my dreams, and now even my hope.
I know I have always loved you more than you?ve loved me. This is why I am not expecting you to buy into my plan. You want me to play small and not to my potential. How do I know this? First, from people in your past. Then, by taking a step back and analyzing how our relationship has affected me in the big and small pictures that make up my life.
30 Days, Babe. I?ve given you way more time in hung-over, lost days. Show up as a bottle of red wine on Valentine?s Day and we?ll renegotiate. No promises. I just know neither of us are ready to say ?Goodbye Forever? right here, right now.
NP
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