Hi everyone ,
I am very much thankful to all of you for you PM and posting here.
NoraC, I was the person who studied all of your story and committed to remain AF. Your thread on whereabouts of me made a flooding of PMs at my inbox.
I now again feel that I do have a family here.
I remember the PM and post made by some wonderful fellows here are ,
Mario,K9Lover,Nicelife,Madmans,Paula,NoraC,Pixie,D amo180,Rainyday,Techie,Flyway etc...
You all are my senior brother and sisters.
To me,
I didn't count the days that I am away from MWO but my time went so quickly.These days I do not have time to surf the site like this though I have internet access at my work.I work on a open floor so hesitate to be always on this site .That's why it seems that I disappeared.
I am working hard 6 days in a week to collect money for the kids education and spend my time for a while.
My commitment towards Al is still like before or even stronger.I am using so many tools to defeat this devil. For example,
1. Reading out books and MWO and other forum.
2. Surfing internet.
3. Linking with the spiritual people.Recently I made a master and he gave me a new name !!
4.eating healthy food .
5. Doing light meditation and exercise.
They are common no 1-5 anyway.
6.I tried so many times with NLP technique myself but could,t give the outcome.I got messed up somewhere.Now , I am hiring a professional though it is expensive and practising hard to achieve the goal.For example sometimes ,he stays with me a couple of hours and says to drink Al how much I do like .He asks question before drinking,while drinking after drinking and shows me the thinking patterns in different level of drinking but in the same case/topic.
We have recorded ,written down them and trying to train my mind naturally.
Anyway I wont go back and commit a suicide before this evil but ready to turn up into a rehab..centre ,wont lose the hope.
I see you all later.
My pleasure that you all are here with my battle and we conquer this for all of us .
Come back again,
Dixon
I am very much thankful to all of you for you PM and posting here.
NoraC, I was the person who studied all of your story and committed to remain AF. Your thread on whereabouts of me made a flooding of PMs at my inbox.
I now again feel that I do have a family here.
I remember the PM and post made by some wonderful fellows here are ,
Mario,K9Lover,Nicelife,Madmans,Paula,NoraC,Pixie,D amo180,Rainyday,Techie,Flyway etc...
You all are my senior brother and sisters.
To me,
I didn't count the days that I am away from MWO but my time went so quickly.These days I do not have time to surf the site like this though I have internet access at my work.I work on a open floor so hesitate to be always on this site .That's why it seems that I disappeared.
I am working hard 6 days in a week to collect money for the kids education and spend my time for a while.
My commitment towards Al is still like before or even stronger.I am using so many tools to defeat this devil. For example,
1. Reading out books and MWO and other forum.
2. Surfing internet.
3. Linking with the spiritual people.Recently I made a master and he gave me a new name !!
4.eating healthy food .
5. Doing light meditation and exercise.
They are common no 1-5 anyway.
6.I tried so many times with NLP technique myself but could,t give the outcome.I got messed up somewhere.Now , I am hiring a professional though it is expensive and practising hard to achieve the goal.For example sometimes ,he stays with me a couple of hours and says to drink Al how much I do like .He asks question before drinking,while drinking after drinking and shows me the thinking patterns in different level of drinking but in the same case/topic.
We have recorded ,written down them and trying to train my mind naturally.
Anyway I wont go back and commit a suicide before this evil but ready to turn up into a rehab..centre ,wont lose the hope.
I see you all later.
My pleasure that you all are here with my battle and we conquer this for all of us .
Come back again,
Dixon
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