x-posts with ya Molls.
Sorry about Andrew's mum.
Good post Molls about your first meet ups and social inhibitions. What I find bonkers a bit for me is how as teenager I was SO not socially inhibited (sure, a bit shy on any initial meet, but after that... life and soul). My parents friends, some of them still comment on how they remember how confident I was when I was 14/15 etc... And now I'm like... ehm.. WHERE did he go?! :H
Today is 50 days AF for me. Keep wondering if he of old will reappear. Or a variant of him. Hope so.
The other thing I'm anxious of is that on the Sunday, sorry Subday, of the meet up is my buffday and that makes me a little anxious too. I'm never a fan of it being my birthday. Same reason for not being a fan of hogmanay - pressure to DO something. Make it significant some how. Sometimes can't be arsed, but then feel crap if I've not done summit! :H :H Argh!
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