Announcement

Collapse
No announcement yet.

The Kradle Will Not Fall...

Collapse
X
Collapse
 
  • Page of 31
  • Filter
  • Time
  • Show
Clear All
new posts
Previous 1 18 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 template Next
    #406
    The Kradle Will Not Fall...

    PS- Thankfully he never smoked those disgisting things- some new boys in his bunk stole them from his locker...I don't they smoked them either...just wanted the power play....
    On My Own Way Out Since May 20, 2012
    *If you think poorly of yourself, you can fail with a clear conscience.
    https://www.mywayout.org/community/f11/tool-box-27556.html tool box
    https://www.mywayout.org/community/f19/newbies-nest-30074.html newbie nest

    Comment

      #407
      The Kradle Will Not Fall...

      Kradle,
      You should be so proud of that email. Matt is a smart and thoughtful young man that loves you very much.
      It sound like he is learning and growing too.
      Much love
      Mama
      I love my family more than alcohol.:h
      Live in the Solution....not the problem

      Comment

        #408
        The Kradle Will Not Fall...

        Thank you, Mama. I completely agree. :l

        I was rereading his email this morning and I couldn't help noticing how he sounds exactly like us going through our AL journey...the bravado, the drought , the boredom, the less than box, the fear of actually becoming AF and what that feels like...
        I should be very grateful that he is in a safe place to go through it and hopefully it is his spring board to never have to go through what I am, and what Others here go through...

        Have to pick up the girls from choir soon. Science project D- Day..yuk :yuk:

        :h
        On My Own Way Out Since May 20, 2012
        *If you think poorly of yourself, you can fail with a clear conscience.
        https://www.mywayout.org/community/f11/tool-box-27556.html tool box
        https://www.mywayout.org/community/f19/newbies-nest-30074.html newbie nest

        Comment

          #409
          The Kradle Will Not Fall...

          Been thinking of you so much & sending positive thoughts. :l:l:l
          "Only I can change my life. No one can do it for me.".....Carol Burnett
          ..........
          AF - 7-27-15

          Comment

            #410
            The Kradle Will Not Fall...

            Had a long post last night and couldn't find it!!
            Well, that's probably a good thing. My post are getting to be little boring novels...

            HAPYY EASTER Everyone... I keep calling it The Pagan Holiday in memory of my ex best friend but I really need to stop that....it's kneeing me stuck in my better than box which isn't helping my less than box....:nutso:

            Have Mathieu's call this morning and am really looking forward to it. I miss him ALOT...
            DH is heading out Thursday to be with him. I'm very grateful that I found a terrific little guest house right there in Ariivaca and the Gal who runs it, works at the Ranch as we'll!! That is so great! I was setting up the reservation the other day and she said, Yes, I know your son.....and we both laughed and she went on to tell. Me that when she was delivering the Ames Testing ( for their school) that Mathieu tried to engage her in a philosophical dialogue about the use of 'The Comma ':H ........ She told me it was the most creative method she'd seen to get out of doing the actual work which was being assigned. ... It's so Mathieu. I have to love it:h

            Anyway, enjoy the Day everyone. :h I see lots of wonderful progress on this site Lately...special shout out to RedNose whose like the Easter Energizer Bunny these day...he keeps on tickin'
            :l
            On My Own Way Out Since May 20, 2012
            *If you think poorly of yourself, you can fail with a clear conscience.
            https://www.mywayout.org/community/f11/tool-box-27556.html tool box
            https://www.mywayout.org/community/f19/newbies-nest-30074.html newbie nest

            Comment

              #411
              The Kradle Will Not Fall...

              Wow Kradle... I'm blown away with that email. You know hon... I reckon when the pieces of the jigsaw puzzle fall into place for him he's going to be a spectacular young man. I wish him, you and hubbs all the best on this journey. I know it's hard for you and it hurts at times, but he's well worth the effort... he sounds like a special person. XXX

              Comment

                #412
                The Kradle Will Not Fall...

                Zenstyle;1651253 wrote: Wow Kradle... I'm blown away with that email. You know hon... I reckon when the pieces of the jigsaw puzzle fall into place for him he's going to be a spectacular young man. I wish him, you and hubbs all the best on this journey. I know it's hard for you and it hurts at times, but he's well worth the effort... he sounds like a special person. XXX
                I agree! You & hubby are such wonderful parents. :h And, yes, Matt is a very special young man.
                "Only I can change my life. No one can do it for me.".....Carol Burnett
                ..........
                AF - 7-27-15

                Comment

                  #413
                  The Kradle Will Not Fall...

                  Thanks you guys. :l

                  He is special....sometimes he's a Saturday Night Special....:H
                  but. I think we'll all be okay in the end. :h

                  Thank you Nora for the parental boost...love that you did eggs for your kiddo this year! :l
                  On My Own Way Out Since May 20, 2012
                  *If you think poorly of yourself, you can fail with a clear conscience.
                  https://www.mywayout.org/community/f11/tool-box-27556.html tool box
                  https://www.mywayout.org/community/f19/newbies-nest-30074.html newbie nest

                  Comment

                    #414
                    The Kradle Will Not Fall...

                    Matt is so smart, really. I hope that things work out for him, and for you, Kradle. :h

                    Comment

                      #415
                      The Kradle Will Not Fall...

                      And I kind of get what he means by not feeling differently when he got "drover". I remember thinking I would suddenly feel so adult when I turned eighteen- didn't feel differently at all. It was anti-climactic. Sometimes I think that one of these days I'll finally feel like I have life all figured out...but, I'm not sure that's going to happen, either. :h

                      Comment

                        #416
                        The Kradle Will Not Fall...

                        Hello my people :l

                        You know this may sound ridiculous but I sort of forgot about my thread- that sounds awful. I have been awol lately. I'm not going off the rails but have had drinks- no excuse really though I know I can come up with a lot of reasons.

                        But the truth is I feel worse about not being here- here with my people, my friends who have stuck by me thick and thin. That bothers me the most, truly.
                        So that said I am going to make a very concerted effort to stay put again. I have been reading but not really contributing and I think just sticking my nose in every day is going to make life much more rock solid...and moving forward- even if it's just millimeters a day.

                        Fen- I know you wrote a million years ago here but Matt made Drover 'again'- three times a charm! and yesterday he went in for Point Leader- This means when I go there June 11th, I will be able to go off Ranch with him...Can you imagine? I can make him a meal, fish in the Pond, swim in the Lake..such little, unreachable things for my son if he had not gone to Arivaca.
                        Fingers crossed for Point Leader! We have our Therapy call tommorrow!
                        :h
                        Oh- and he's very close to getting his colt...an unbroken horse he must 'gentle' to graduate.
                        love you all:h
                        On My Own Way Out Since May 20, 2012
                        *If you think poorly of yourself, you can fail with a clear conscience.
                        https://www.mywayout.org/community/f11/tool-box-27556.html tool box
                        https://www.mywayout.org/community/f19/newbies-nest-30074.html newbie nest

                        Comment

                          #417
                          The Kradle Will Not Fall...

                          I'm so glad to hear that Matt's making progress Kradle. It probably seems like two steps forward, one back at times but that's still one step in the right direction.

                          I hope you do stick around more often, even if you only read and don't post. But it's even better if you do post, because we miss you otherwise!

                          love and hugs :h :l :h
                          There's two ways of looking at the holes in your shoes
                          You can dig the ventilation... or you can sing the blues

                          I didn't come this far to only come this far.

                          Comment

                            #418
                            The Kradle Will Not Fall...

                            I'm with Glassy on that Kradle,i miss you tons when you don't post,you have been my mwo friend for a couple of years now,and i like to hear from youglad Matt's doing good
                            I have too much shit to do today and tomorrow to drink:sohappy:

                            I'm taking care of the "tomorrow me":thumbsup:
                            Drinkin won't help a damn thing! Will only make me sick for DAYS and that ugly, spacey dumb feeling-no thanks!

                            Comment

                              #419
                              The Kradle Will Not Fall...

                              Love and hugs sweetie!! Bravo for Matt❤️❤️❤️❤️
                              I love my family more than alcohol.:h
                              Live in the Solution....not the problem

                              Comment

                                #420
                                The Kradle Will Not Fall...

                                Hello my loves :l
                                Glass- definitely the step scenario for our Matt. He didn't make PT LEADER - he was voted Down. :upset: the counsel continues to tell him that his relationships are not working. That he is still in everybody 's business - working more on their problems then his own. Gee- sound like anyone you know ??? uch:

                                Pauly, when you said the word 'years' I did a double take. We have all been with each other quite awhile...thank heavens!!! :huggy

                                Mama- you have so much on your plate as we'll. I loved the FB pics of the Fam- damily! You are so blessed! Hugs and hugs

                                We'll, Matt has one more chance to make pt leader before I go down there...if he doesn't make it, I can't take him off ranch and it looks like he and I will be staying in close quarters on the ranch! Boy Howdy...:nutso:

                                I can't wait to see him but I so want to be able to go get a meal or take a walk by the lake or just sit under a nice tree...there is no opportunity at the ranch for that. It's a 126 thousand acre horse ranch- very beautiful mind you but...still not very intimate or nurturing..
                                Everyone pray he makes pt leader...for his sake and my sanity!

                                Love you all.
                                On My Own Way Out Since May 20, 2012
                                *If you think poorly of yourself, you can fail with a clear conscience.
                                https://www.mywayout.org/community/f11/tool-box-27556.html tool box
                                https://www.mywayout.org/community/f19/newbies-nest-30074.html newbie nest

                                Comment

                                Previous 1 18 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 template Next
                                Working...
                                X