Every day it seems that something else comes up in my mind that makes me realize how great it is to not drink. Today I realized that I used to have anxiety when faced with a situation where I knew I would be drinking. It was a sense of OH MAN I know I'll be drinking and I HOPE nothing goes too far awry. Like I knew on some level that the shit could go off the rails once the first beer was consumed.
SO.. instead of anxiety about NOT drinking I realized that I had anxiety ABOUT drinking,knowing that mayhem could be the result.
Talk about freedom! The ability to just go about my mundane business without worrying about ending up in a ditch.
GOTTA LOVE IT!
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