Today I had to clear out the holdall I've been using to hide my empties in in my living room, I can't even put them out in the rubbish incase somebody notices that the one or two cans I leave around of a night to appear 'normal' is less than half the story. It's pathetic, how secretive I'm becoming, I hide myself in this room, I close the door whenever I'm anywhere else. I have no excuse to carry on as I am, people who drank much more, much longer can stop so why do i keep going back to this? I torture myself constantly, thinking about what I'm missing out on, half memories of bad things I've done, or trying to recall those hours spent in what I can only assume is black out.
-Inchy
You are too young , too talented & too good for this life to let it slip away into nothingness through alcohol. To have that horrible guilt hanging over you.
YOU are worth so more - you were born to be happy and alcohol and all related behaviour is not making YOU happy !:l
- please take the number you were given & ring it now !
Comment