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[K9Lover]

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Hi Inchy!

I am here for you. I know you can do this if you set your mind to it. It seems unachieveable when you think "forever" or "never again", like BHOG said, just worry about NOW. Stick close...you can do this.

K9

[InChains]

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Day 1, part 2

probably gonna end up being about 50 parts of day one haha. Okay, coming up towards the time I'd start drinking, getting that weird super alertness that, for me, comes right before a drink. Like a reminder to sedate myself for the night. Nervous, a strange feeling, being yourself and being well but knowing that there's a kind of sickness waiting for you, a sleepless night, tossing and turning. The only thing to make it better, the only medicine is going to kill you. Its been harder and harder to hold off drinking til my usual late hour recently, seems more intense now, knowing that I'm not just waiting - It won't happen. One hour at a time, I really hope I can make it.

-Inchy

[sweetpea29]

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Hey Inchy

Just to let ya know Im thinking of ya tonight and sending some cyber strength your way:l

[BHOG]

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one hour at a time, Inchy!
You CAN do this.

[InChains]

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ok, 10.15, as it turns out chocolate is totally the way forward, am feeling pretty ok, keeping busy, working hard.

[BHOG]

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Chocolate is good!

[sweetpea29]

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Agreed on the chocolate guys , but im gonna have to start laying of it a bit or soon wont be fit to button me jeans!

Good girl Inchy, keep it up xx

[InChains]

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way less calories in my chocolate than in all the beers I was drinking haha

[sweetpea29]

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Yeah Inchy, dont you be worryin about the like of calories right now, whatever gets you through this first night and first wee while. Doing whatever it takes to stay away from that first drink is priority.
Headin to bed soon but seriously am cheering you on xx

[InChains]

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thanks sweetpea, doing a lot better this time round

[K9Lover]

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You sound better Inchy! Keep it up, you're doing great!

[InChains]

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thanks k9 I am feeling good right now, somehow easier today than before, such a relief

[K9Lover]

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You have NO idea how many times I quit...then one time it finally stuck. You will get there too as long as you never quit quitting. You never know when it will happen, so don't give up before it does! Now go have some chocolate!

[free at last]

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Inchy, glad to see your posts from yesterday. I just finished six consecutive AF days, am eating tons of food (including chocolate) but at least I am not drinking. That is my only concern for now -- no alcohol (POISON) in my body. Stay strong. Free

[BHOG]

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Inchy-
See? You CAN do this!
Keep at it, my friend