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[Guitarista]

The house that G built.

Siren136;1515019 wrote: Go ahead and rub it in, wintry seaside location, I mean. I could walk on the beach for hours. Don't work too hard - catch you later!

Me too Siren. Nothing like along run on the beach, rugged up to begin with, peeling the layers off as ya warm up. No-one else around aside from the occasional local walking their dog. And then, a refreshing, enlivening dip just to let me know i'm alive!

Have a nice evening friend.

L8tr.

[Siren136]

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Guitarista;1515025 wrote: Me too Siren. Nothing like along run on the beach, rugged up to begin with, peeling the layers off as ya warm up. No-one else around aside from the occasional local walking their dog. And then, a refreshing, enlivening dip just to let me know i'm alive!

Have a nice evening friend.

L8tr.

ooo, errrr, not sure I could do the dip in the winter! I'll dip my toes in, how's that? I'll be cuddling with the dog! Have a great day, Gman.

[Persephone1]

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Siren136;1514742 wrote: My chest infection was more than a year ago - I was just sharing the example that it's best to get it looked at sooner rather than later. Fit as a fiddle these days!

Geez, way to actually read what you've posted, lol! :H Oh well, glad you're feeling better...

And OMG! I laughed OUT LOUD at your pic...thanks, I really needed that!

I will test my skills in a 'lil bit, I fear it may take me a while to 'get it'. Lovely that you joined the Jazzy Juner's too. You are all over the place these days Girl, I can't even remotely keep up wit choo :H

Hiya G and the rest of the Fam. Yes, Please do post more music. Love it! How are you these days? Any temptations or things we should know about (I am just being playfully nosy )

Well, I have an actual job interview tomorrow night. It's late at 7pm, kinda like a date? haha...I haven't worked in a year and I am really scared. I have been diagnosed with degenerative disc disease and a bulging disc in my neck. However, I've been waking up with severe joint pain everywhere but my ankles/toes. The worst is my hips and hands. I fear its rheumatoid arthritis. It's very slow going in the ams for me and I have to take something to get moving. I have not tested positive for the RA factor, but not everyone does. Still trying to get into the pain clinic. I don't have a doc who will prescribe anything decent for me now. I am in pain ALL the time, but mornings are AWFUL! So, I need a proper diagnosis and treatment, so I am in Limbo right now & suffering. Wow, back to the job thing...I am worried that I can't do it. I've been healthy my whole like so this Sux. Anyway, just venting I guess...

Have a wonderful day friends. P.

[Siren136]

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Persephone1;1515376 wrote: You are all over the place these days Girl, I can't even remotely keep up wit choo :H
I'm a bit lost at the moment. I've been reaching out and been rejected at every turn. I'm not sure what I'm going to do now. I just wish I could disappear and cease to exist.

Persephone1;1515376 wrote: Well, I have an actual job interview tomorrow night. It's late at 7pm, kinda like a date? haha...I haven't worked in a year and I am really scared. I have been diagnosed with degenerative disc disease and a bulging disc in my neck. However, I've been waking up with severe joint pain everywhere but my ankles/toes. The worst is my hips and hands. I fear its rheumatoid arthritis. It's very slow going in the ams for me and I have to take something to get moving. I have not tested positive for the RA factor, but not everyone does. Still trying to get into the pain clinic. I don't have a doc who will prescribe anything decent for me now. I am in pain ALL the time, but mornings are AWFUL! So, I need a proper diagnosis and treatment, so I am in Limbo right now & suffering. Wow, back to the job thing...I am worried that I can't do it. I've been healthy my whole like so this Sux. Anyway, just venting I guess...

Have a wonderful day friends. P.

I'm so sorry you are in so much pain. Have you been evaluated for fibromyalgia? I wonder if you might have a dual diagnosis over and above the disc issue.

[NoSugar]

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Siren136;1515384 wrote: I'm a bit lost at the moment. I've been reaching out and been rejected at every turn. I'm not sure what I'm going to do now. I just wish I could disappear and cease to exist.

I hope you aren't talking about here on MWO, Siren. You are a force of (good) nature who is an incredibly valuable member of this forum. If you are referring to off-line life, I agree that that can be a struggle, especially while we ourselves are changing.

Sometimes when I've felt like "everyone is mad at me" or "I have NO friends" it would finally occur to me that the problem was in me and my perceptions of reality. If you are feeling rejected here or in real life, please try to make sure you are hearing/reading what the other person is trying to say and truly means.

I may be off base here and if so, I'm sorry. I just know that I sometimes attribute my baggage to the other person and takes things negatively and personally when that is the last thing that was intended.

Love you and I seek out your posts, :h NS

[Byrdlady]

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So do I!!
In fact I think it was yesterday that I was worried you'd think I was stalking you because I seemed to be posting just after yours!
I hope everything is ok!!

[Guitarista]

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Siren136;1515384 wrote: I'm a bit lost at the moment. I've been reaching out and been rejected at every turn. I'm not sure what I'm going to do now. I just wish I could disappear and cease to exist.

What's happening here Siren? Please check in and have a yap.

[Guitarista]

The house that G built.

Persephone1;1515376 wrote:

Hiya G and the rest of the Fam. Yes, Please do post more music. Love it! How are you these days? Any temptations or things we should know about (I am just being playfully nosy )

Well, I have an actual job interview tomorrow night. It's late at 7pm, kinda like a date? haha...I haven't worked in a year and I am really scared. I have been diagnosed with degenerative disc disease and a bulging disc in my neck. However, I've been waking up with severe joint pain everywhere but my ankles/toes. The worst is my hips and hands. I fear its rheumatoid arthritis. It's very slow going in the ams for me and I have to take something to get moving. I have not tested positive for the RA factor, but not everyone does. Still trying to get into the pain clinic. I don't have a doc who will prescribe anything decent for me now. I am in pain ALL the time, but mornings are AWFUL! So, I need a proper diagnosis and treatment, so I am in Limbo right now & suffering. Wow, back to the job thing...I am worried that I can't do it. I've been healthy my whole like so this Sux. Anyway, just venting I guess...

Hi Persephone,

Temptations and things you should know about? Umm, well ok, I need to find a woman, that'd be one thing.

Geez, i'm sorry to hear of the pain you are in. Do you need a different doc? Hope you get to see a relevant specialist real soon, cause that doesn't sound fun at all! Sure does suck. Vent away friend. Hey, a job interview? Cool. All the best with it. Can you say what it is? I know you'll impress!

Hiya NS and Byrdy! Hey, where's MY hello?!

Day 24. Bring it on!

[Cinders]

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Hi there, G and others,

Having a rough couple of days here. I have no idea why.

Doesn't matter, Antabuse makes it impossible to cave, but in a way that is difficult, too.

However, I am quite sure this will pass and I will be my usual obnoxious self pretty soon.

Hope you feel better soon, Persephone. Good luck on the job interview!!

Cindi

[Guitarista]

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Hi Cindi,

Yes, the rough times always pass. Sooner rather than later for you friend.

Yes, you are SO obnoxious! :H I couldn't think of a more decent, sweeter person on these boards or anywhere else.

How's hubby? Fit and recovered?

[Cinders]

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Hubby is back at work. Thank Heavens!! I am not sure I could have taken one more day of him telling me how to do the things I do every day all by myself....

Seriously, I am blessed that he recovered so quickly and ended up without any long term damage. Was very scary there for a while.

Cindi

[Guitarista]

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Cinders;1515451 wrote: Hubby is back at work. Thank Heavens!! I am not sure I could have taken one more day of him telling me how to do the things I do every day all by myself....

Seriously, I am blessed that he recovered so quickly and ended up without any long term damage. Was very scary there for a while.

Cindi

Good to hear Cindi.

Now, get back to your OBNOXIOUS self will ya?!

[Siren136]

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Guitarista;1515440 wrote: What's happening here Siren? Please check in and have a yap.

Lots happening. Life as I know it doesn't exist anymore. Everything I thought my life would be has been stripped from me. I feel like I don't have a center anymore. Sometimes it would be easier to hide and just disappear for a while.

[NoSugar]

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Siren136;1515485 wrote: Lots happening. Life as I know it doesn't exist anymore. Everything I thought my life would be has been stripped from me. I feel like I don't have a center anymore. Sometimes it would be easier to hide and just disappear for a while.

Siren,

Please tell us what is going on or PM a friend. I know you have several here and I am one of them. You just don't sound like yourself - especially how wonderful you've sounded recently - and as I think we've learned, getting it out really helps. I'm so sorry you are hurting and you sound really overwhelmed. Please let us, or at least someone here, help you.

We really care about you. Love, NS

[Siren136]

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NoSugar;1515491 wrote: Siren,

Please tell us what is going on or PM a friend. I know you have several here and I am one of them. You just don't sound like yourself - especially how wonderful you've sounded recently - and as I think we've learned, getting it out really helps. I'm so sorry you are hurting and you sound really overwhelmed. Please let us, or at least someone here, help you.

We really care about you. Love, NS

I know you do, NS. Several friends have PM'd me to make sure I'm OK. I will be OK. I had a hard conversation this morning and it derailed my mood.

My husband leaving has left me adrift with regards to the future, but I think my attitude about him in particular is fairly healthy. It's the rest of it that is causing me stress. I have never lived by myself and don't know how to be single. I'm not quite married and not quite single. He is getting exactly what he wants and I, once again, get nothing that I want. But I don't know what I want now. My girlfriends are busy with their lives and don't have time for me, even though I have always been there for them and that makes me sad. I have to tell my family that my husband left and that is so hard for me, because they mean the world to me.

I'm just tired of being strong. I want to sit in the shadows and hide while someone else is strong for a while.