hey all

[Tipplerette]

hey all

Good, keep it up and put your meds beside your bed with a glass of water right there. So, even if you fall into bed exhausted or fed up, they will at arms reach. A long journey begins with one small step.xx

[mama bear]

hey all

ditto what Molly said Girly
you have been on this rollercoaster too long....hugs

[YouKayBee]

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I'm hoping this means you are getting to the point where you will be able to quit, because you really have to want it to do it. I can empathise and feel sympathy for you because I was there once and it's just a horrendous existence. Horrendous for any human being to go through and horrendous to watch.

[girly wirly]

hey all

Well the first two important steps have taken place. I've emptied the drink away and taken my meds. now just to make it to bedtime x

[K9Lover]

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Girly :l
I'm here for you if you need me. Please hang in there my friend.

K9

[mama bear]

hey all

me too girly

[K9Lover]

hey all

How are you doing Girly? Please check in with us!

[techie]

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Hey there beautiful Girly. Wonderful to hear from you.

[Kradle123]

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Hi Girly, sorry I didn't get back sooner.

sometimes I loose the threads and can't see the 'conversation..'

Thinking of you today. :l

[girly wirly]

hey all

Thankyou my lovely friends. My personal situation has gone from bad to worse, trying to stop today is unthinkable. sisters been on the phone all day crying about her problems and i'm on the bottom. I Feel very lonely and tired. Going to try and have a nap, at least that will postpone whats coming. I'm away in my caravan whilst hubby is working down here. I have 20 cans of bee,r three bottles of wine and a bottle of vodka. Hubby should have been back two hours ago so there's a huge row in the making.

[K9Lover]

hey all

So your plan for today is to get rip-roaring drunk?

[girly wirly]

hey all

That was pretty much the plan. The place is chock full of the stuff. Don't think I will ever beat this. It's completely unmanageable. The thought of life without drink seems impossible. As for my behaviour lately... just way way out of control. somethings gonna give and it is all gonna come crashing down on me.

[K9Lover]

hey all

Awww Girly :l My heart goes out to you.

I know it seems inconceivable that you can live (and happily) without alcohol...but you CAN! But...you have to want it more than anything....anything! Are you at that point yet?

[girly wirly]

hey all

I think i am. I'm in a very very black place.

[K9Lover]

hey all

Well, if you ARE ready, then the time is now. Believe me when I tell you that ditching the alcohol won't make anything worse...but keeping it (and drinking it) will. You really need to get a plan. You can't "hope" things get better, you have to make it get better. What are you prepared to do? Will you pour out the alcohol and make a committment not to drink today? Just today...we'll worry about tomorrow, tomorrow.