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    #31
    Army Thread Wednesday 14th August

    afternoon all just back from my RUN - it happened! for the first time in 5 years i have just gone running, properly, about 10 times round a field (there may have been a little walking involved too xD) so now i'm a fruit eating, afternoon running, bedtime reading kinda girl - lord help me and its only day one haha
    I have faced it, a life wasted, and I am never going back there again

    To ya'll my name is inchy. I am an alcoholic - and priority number one is making it to the end of this day AF. No excuses.

    18.08.13

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      #32
      Army Thread Wednesday 14th August

      InChains;1543718 wrote: afternoon all just back from my RUN - it happened! for the first time in 5 years i have just gone running, properly, about 10 times round a field (there may have been a little walking involved too xD) so now i'm a fruit eating, afternoon running, bedtime reading kinda girl - lord help me and its only day one haha
      Well done:goodjob: Soon be opening an Army running group.

      Hiya Zen Wednesday does come around fast:H

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        #33
        Army Thread Wednesday 14th August

        Evening troops.

        How's yer buffday going Molls?

        And Day 1 for the oners?

        And Inchy running - Like it!

        And Whizzy - yup, let's start an army running club. JC can be the starting gun, and Molls can feed us cake at the water stations :H

        Zenny - you often wake up with men in yer hoose? :bigwink: Seriously tho, hope he's ok when you get back from ze gym.

        So, that's it decided then. I sent a letter and email to the CEO saying just as Satz suggested. And followed up it with another email to say can the process be as quick as poss please. Hmmm.... my line manager didn't say one word to me today. Indeed it kinda felt like she was avoiding me. But then maybe that's just me and me paranoia (tho i don't feel paranoid .... maybe just seeing things that aren't there) She did say Byyyyeeee when i say bye when I left the office. But maybe she meant that.

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          #34
          Army Thread Wednesday 14th August

          mollyka;1543640 wrote: I highlighted the above bit - cos I can soooo identify with that --- I felt hopeless and out of control really --- to the outside world I was still ok -- but I was screaming inside for help --- in fact --- I'm wondering now was my last pathetic drink a sort of cry for help --- it was so inappropriate it just wasn't funny --- my marriage was gonna be over -- my daughter was going back to Canada and potentially would never speak to me again --- and yet --- I CHOSE to drink less than one scabby bottle of wine I mean, in the past that wouldn't have wet my lips so WHY???? You need someone to help you love --- maybe your friend can do it --- I think your husband would be the safer option (not saying don't talk to your friend - but your husband lives with you - can be there as 24/7 support -- ya know??)
          Keep that mojo going today girl ---
          xx
          Yo - i'm not saying i'm screaming inside for help, BUT this is still something i am VERY wary of for me. The counsellor person i see every few weeks, when i asked whether i should still continue with it, suggested that i should as she felt there was something with how i deal with feelings that was unresolved. (btw, this is a free service, i don't pay them a jot). And i have been especially angry these past few days - shouting at folks when i drive and internally cursing the world. Just being an old curmudgeon!

          Anyway, drinking to show someone/anyone that something is wrong just seems to make so much "sense" (without "sense" meaning i advocate it) when other forms of communication seem so hard, unseen, inarticulatable (new word there)...

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            #35
            Army Thread Wednesday 14th August

            RunningCourage;1543723 wrote: And Day 1 for the oners?
            Still hanging in there. First hurdle done - all my European colleagues have gone home. Next hurdle - 5 o'clock.

            I'm back to running in the morning. With my luck it will be raining and I'll have to use the dreadmill.

            I hope Girly is doing OK, too.
            Well it's all right now. I've learned my lesson well. You see you can't please everyone, so you've got to please yourself.

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              #36
              Army Thread Wednesday 14th August

              Way to go Day Oners! You CAN do this!!

              Happy Birthday Beautiful Mollers - hope it is joy-FILLED!

              Love Waggy
              February 27th, 2013. A New , Successful Start. :h

              When everything seems like an uphill struggle, just think of the view from the top!!

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                #37
                Army Thread Wednesday 14th August

                He's just came home with a 20 pack of beer. Time to come clean! Wish me luck x
                The mind will intellectualize it, the heart will emotionalize it, yet the gut never lies.

                https://www.mywayout.org/community/f9/girly-wirly-s-toolbox-2-45452.html

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                  #38
                  Army Thread Wednesday 14th August

                  he's gone to the hospital and the kids are up so not bit the bullet yet! eeek!
                  The mind will intellectualize it, the heart will emotionalize it, yet the gut never lies.

                  https://www.mywayout.org/community/f9/girly-wirly-s-toolbox-2-45452.html

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                    #39
                    Army Thread Wednesday 14th August

                    I didn't wait for 5, I just dumped my last beer. It's quiet this afternoon and I feel pretty good, pretty strong.

                    Hang in there Girly!
                    Well it's all right now. I've learned my lesson well. You see you can't please everyone, so you've got to please yourself.

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                      #40
                      Army Thread Wednesday 14th August

                      Great going Im doing ok x
                      The mind will intellectualize it, the heart will emotionalize it, yet the gut never lies.

                      https://www.mywayout.org/community/f9/girly-wirly-s-toolbox-2-45452.html

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                        #41
                        Army Thread Wednesday 14th August

                        glad you're both doing good, i'm hanging on too
                        I have faced it, a life wasted, and I am never going back there again

                        To ya'll my name is inchy. I am an alcoholic - and priority number one is making it to the end of this day AF. No excuses.

                        18.08.13

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                          #42
                          Army Thread Wednesday 14th August

                          :wavin:

                          Just going to grab a cawffee and read back.
                          It could be worse, I could be filing.
                          AF since 7/7/2009

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                            #43
                            Army Thread Wednesday 14th August

                            Yo there Molls,

                            Just had to have a wee lie down on the floor. All this talk of running has left me zorsted.

                            Hang in there ladies, it only gets better.
                            It could be worse, I could be filing.
                            AF since 7/7/2009

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                              #44
                              Army Thread Wednesday 14th August

                              hey all, hope my fellow oners are still doing good
                              I have faced it, a life wasted, and I am never going back there again

                              To ya'll my name is inchy. I am an alcoholic - and priority number one is making it to the end of this day AF. No excuses.

                              18.08.13

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                                #45
                                Army Thread Wednesday 14th August

                                JackieClaire;1543768 wrote: Yo there Molls,

                                Just had to have a wee lie down on the floor. All this talk of running has left me zorsted.

                                Hang in there ladies, it only gets better.
                                Need one of these Jacs...


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