I have been dibbing in and out for a while, I managed 6 months then drank to celebrate, utterly stupid I know.
For the last year, I have been sober, falling down the rabbit hole, getting back out, sobering up......and back down the rabbit hole, there is always a bottle saying 'drink me' you get the picture!
I utterly am resolved to give this time round a whole hearted, all of my resolve, best ever shot. I am sick to death of having booze boss around my life. It is sooo much easier to be sober. The effort of sneaking it in, hiding it, terror of being discovered, finding an excuse to drink 1 glass of wine so the smell will mask the stench of Vodka. But that's ok, as he has only seen me have 1 glass! Look Hubby I am being really good, whilst hiding the Vodka in the wardrobe:upset:
I posted a thread quite a while ago which really need to remind myself of, I have tried the search box, but no luck. Is there a way that I can go back through my old posts??
I really need to re-read and remind myself why I need to be sober!
It was titled, along the lines of 'what I really don't miss'
:thanks:
For the last year, I have been sober, falling down the rabbit hole, getting back out, sobering up......and back down the rabbit hole, there is always a bottle saying 'drink me' you get the picture!
I utterly am resolved to give this time round a whole hearted, all of my resolve, best ever shot. I am sick to death of having booze boss around my life. It is sooo much easier to be sober. The effort of sneaking it in, hiding it, terror of being discovered, finding an excuse to drink 1 glass of wine so the smell will mask the stench of Vodka. But that's ok, as he has only seen me have 1 glass! Look Hubby I am being really good, whilst hiding the Vodka in the wardrobe:upset:
I posted a thread quite a while ago which really need to remind myself of, I have tried the search box, but no luck. Is there a way that I can go back through my old posts??
I really need to re-read and remind myself why I need to be sober!
It was titled, along the lines of 'what I really don't miss'
:thanks:
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