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    Tex you crack me up. I want 2 also. I will pm you in a min. Bootsie, I really do pray for all Gods children. I think the only way I really stay sober is when the sh*t hits the fan, I pray. When I try to be in charge of my life I screw it up. Every fricking time. I am trying to learn to let go and let God. It isn’t easy for me, but it is keeping me sober. Sometimes I believe God is putting me in circumstances where I have to leave it up to him so I can learn. I wish I was a quicker study. Lol. Magic, I really am getting used to you posting. It’s great to get your insight. More2, I am on dial up and it took 15 minutes to get one minute of the song, but I think that song might be about the witch nibs is working for. I worked in school cafeterias for several years and the lady in charge is always a little screwy, I think it comes with the job. Maybe it is going to be up to Nibs to break through the “glass” ceiling and give them a beautiful, intelligent boss; who knows.

    I love you guys
    Bear
    What St. Frances of Assisi said of himself is true for me.
    ?If God can work through me He can work through anybody.?

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      30 days???

      sorry magic that was your collie. gosh i am tired. i was off to bed but am still up trying to get my fricking computer to sync with my fricking iphone. ahahahahha technology. nite all. mccheesy. where are you? where's our photos? are you waiting til you are crowned mr. vegas hottie? ahahahaha

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        30 days???

        Hi all,
        Can't sleep and thought I'd get caught up. Seems like I can't ever get a full nights sleep in. 12 days sober if I don't drink tonight and I won't cuz of PTO meeting. I havent had this much AF time in ages. I think its the kudzu. Made a kudzu pizza last night. I'm getting used to the stuff. I was thinking back to the last couple years where I was having such a hard time keeping the housework up and tired all the time,always a sink full of dirty dishes.I could't see at the time that the mess was because I was spending my eves drinking or recovering from drinking.It seemed to me that I was doing good, tending to my kids homework, going to work etc. Now I see I was just doing what I had to and plopping down and getting drunk. I have plenty of free time now and the dishes are done, house in order. I'm gonna have to go back to bed. Love to all of you. bird

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          30 days???

          good on u bird, i had 9 af days fell but bk on day 3 now, the mind is always clearer af , as is the sink!!

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            30 days???

            Welcome Making it Right!!!! AND WAY TO GO Bird, you have become a regular ol' chef with the kudzu. I laugh cause I have it everywhere around me too and never thought about eating it.
            I have a BUSY day...9 am meeting, 11 am meeting, 2 PM meeting...then when I get off I have to take snack to brit volleyball game and ak has to be at practice at 6:15...UH. CALGON, take me away! Good night I couldn't drink if I wanted to. I don't have time..he he he
            I look like a skunk! I have got to color my hair! I mean it is bad!!!!! I can't stand it any longer. It is going to be done this weekend. A must, I don't care who is here...and I am getting a pedicure. Me and Brit need our toes done too. That is one treat we just really look forward to.

            To answer the question ....My mom used to live in Oklahoma with her husband...VERY far from me. They had seperated so she came to live with me when Billy died and I was having such a hard time. It worked out for bth of us. However, since she came out they reconciled, but his work takes him all over the place...so she can't live alone, so it is logical she stay with me. That is how she ended up staying here when she fell ill....

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              30 days???

              wow, i'm up way early. however did that happen. 4:30 a.m. well i have to get up at 5:00 a.m. so might as well post and then stay up. welcome birdie and right. think i'll go straighten up the house before i get on with the day. i didn't sleep much last nite. hummm. well, i have my days. oh gosh am i at like 16 days now? frick i had better get that calendar out and just figure out when 1 month is cuz i'm not good with counting. ahahahahaha anywhooo. i'm with you color and pedicure this weekend. yeahhhhhh take care ya all.
              :welcome:

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                30 days???

                Hello all

                Hello. I've been busy again, and sore. Working out is going well, but I am so behind the other guys. Years of destruction will tend to do that. Anyway, I guess now some of you want to see pics. I'll get some out once I get some that I consider somewhat flattering, okay? Take care.
                where does this go?

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                  30 days???

                  Hello everybody !!!
                  Wow today was a real BLURR !! More2, Like Bear I have dial up and I just allowed my computer to download the song... Took a few hours but is was soooo worth it !!!!!!!
                  Bear, you are right !! The song is written about my damn boss witch ! Thanks so much More2 you made my day !!! When I deal with teenagers I respect them and they are the most beautiful human beings. I love working with them.. On the other hand, she has already sent 3 up to the office... Funny quick story guys !!! She had cameras installed over the summer... Now, they reviewed tapes and she, along with my favourite co-worker (who right now is dodging daggers for no good reason I might add ).. , anyhow on the tape she had to see herself Physically YANK a person out of line and send them to the end of the line...very forcefully !! It hasn't changed her one bit .... she is evil. And she can be evil away from me. ha !! haa !! Tex, I really really really think that I'm happier and more "content" taking LO... I've always taken omega 3,6,and 9. as well too. It does take a bit to get into your system, and there are subtle little changes, but they are there...

                  I got your email Morrison, and sent you some pics of my world... I'm so glad that you are still hitting the gym... I'm really enjoying my little home gym too... RJ is so right about excercise being a big part of MWO !! I've always been an excerciser, but I really feel so much more benefits from it now somehow... I guess I just can feel all the cyber love that helps me more than words can say... I was so very lonely... Alcohol maked me a lonely, hopeless shell of the person I am today.

                  Am I ever happy to hear that you will be going on a MUCH deserved vacation Luv !!! Dip those freshly painted tootsies into the ocean and sand, and fill up on all that delicious seafood. YUMMMM !!!! We are all so very happy for you... Your fella is indeed one very lucky man !! I'm so very glad that your children love him as well... Sooo Good To Hear !! Reeaaallyyyy !!!!!
                  Nice to see you Making It Right !! Come spend some time with us and enjoy !!!

                  Bird, You sound so happy and you should be !!! I love the fact that you are so creative with kudzu !! Brilliant!!! I'm making pizza tomorrow, and will giggle as I put all of the traditional toppings on... You are truely doing amazing !!! I can hear the pride in your voice, and for great reason too !!!

                  Well, I have tomorrow off, but have tons of things to do around here which is alway nice. When I stop tonight I will drop as I have been in high gear allllll day !!! Love you guys, Hugs,

                  ~ I hear a whinny on the wind~

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                    Morrison ya don't have to look like freakin Sylvester Stallon man, share your pics with them!!! Your a nice lookin guy. OR we could have fun with this...lets post a bunch of crazy pictures....LOL

                    Nibs, I hate your boss is so mean! I truly don't understand that. I am over 28 employees and I just can't imagine why people treat others that way. Sometimes when I go to management retreats I just wonder how some people got there...and have stayed there???

                    Hope everyone had a good day...I am off to bed!

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                      Nibs.....get some LO and put it in the witches coffee..see what happens.

                      Conversly, try some scotch. Perhaps she'll fall asleep with her head in that big pot of soup.

                      Boots, I gave Sable a hug and a kiss for you, she is not feeling well. Both she and my bearded collie came home from boarding at the vets with nasty cases of kennel cough, despite being vaccinated. They are now on medication but coughing terribly.

                      As they both sleep with me, one on either side, all snuggled up and sharing my pillows, this makes for an interesting sleep.

                      While away I slept in some lovely clean beds, no mud or dry leaves, no dog hair, sticks.......

                      Bear, we're all trudging along the same path, each of us stopping in a different village now and then. If I've reached a corner or lake a wee bit before you I'll leave you a sign, or a note. If I can help you in getting there, I'd be honoured.

                      I recall you saying in a post that you were a simple man.
                      I'm a simple woman, really. My feet are mostly bare too.

                      m. xx
                      ~Are you looking for the Holy One?
                      I am in the next seat.
                      My shoulder is against yours. ~Kabir

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                        30 days???

                        MAGIC...you make me laugh!

                        I am so EXCITED....the IPhone went down 200.00 today...I already called my local Cingualr store and as soon as I pick-up the kids, I am getting one! (doesn't take much to make my day!) HA HA I might get Brit one too as a surprise. She'd just die with excitement! YEAH....YIPPPPEEEE.... I need a life, huh?

                        GREAT news today...Mama GAINED 4 lbs!!!! I am so HAPPY. I am just having a good darn day. She is back up to 98lbs.. Thank you Jesus!!!!

                        Zak went to baseball lastnight, you all know he is 9...WELL, this year they want them to wear a cup!! He is so excited about that. It was hysterical. He called his daddy all giggly telling him "I get to wear a cup this year!!!!" Why is that so great? I have no idea, but he sure was excited.

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                          30 days???

                          Good,,, no,,, Greatday everybody !!
                          Luv, your lil' fella must feel the same way that us girls felt when we were told that we should wear a beginner bra !! Sooo cute !! They DO grow up fast don't they.. I'm sooo happy that your Mama gained 4 lbs !! WOWZY !! That is great to hear !!!

                          Magic, I can almost see those lucky dogs curled up along side of you... how cute is that !??? I sure hope that meds kick in... How aweful for them !!! Poor dears... I just feel so bad when any animal atall feels under the weather..

                          Funny quick story, yesterday when I had to do my barn chores as the sun was just coming up at 6.. ha !! haa!! I saved a big ol' toads life !! Poor ol' fella got himself into the goats outdoor water bucket and was floating waiting for his "end" to come... Well, I scouped him out and put in out by a tree when he could recover in peace and then I could hear this funny chirping sound.... It was him saying "Thank-You" What the heck is with me and toads this summer !!!!! Giggle !!! Giggle !!

                          Bootsie, buddy, you are an amazing gal !!! You Rock !!! You must be feeling better all the time cause you are keeping us all in stitches girl !!! You and Bear are gonna love the LO !!! Everybody is different and for me it took a good 3 weeks to "feel" any different.. However, I was feeling pretty OK when I started taking it , so maybe I'm not the best person for giving this advice... I just know that I'm more "content" and not stressed...

                          I'm just in the middle of a whack of stuff around here today and at the moment my dough is rising for pizza.. Bird, I got creative and put herbs and spices in the dough.. It's not kudzu, but we don't have the privledge of having it grow here in Northern Ontario...

                          As I type I can hear the rain just POURING down and I don't give a rats ass that all my laundry is gonna get rinsed again my "mother nature" The sun will come out , hopefully before Monday morning when I need my uniform... ha !! ha !! (no I didn't spike my protein drink... ha !! haaa !! )

                          Hope that everybody is having an awesome Friday !! Gotta go grate some cheese, cut some veg, and pepperoni... No kudzu here though.
                          Hugs,

                          ~ I hear a whinny on the wind~

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                            30 days???

                            Hey guys, sorry I didn't post last night, I got my foot hung behind a shoulder blade, and couldn't get undone....lol....Not really! It was really, really neato! I was sooo sore from the weights and 4 miles of cardio, from the day before, that I didn't think I'd be able to bend at all, ditto my friend....Alex, my daughter that is in college, but already a RMT and cert. yoga teacher, gave us the private lessons, and took it really slow...really slow, cuz we were really SLOW...we're in some downward dookie dog pose with our heads craned to see what the heck she was doing, that we were supposed to be doing...and knowing tht yoga is supposed to be meditative, well, lets just say that there were lots of "choice bad words" being uttered betw. groans, then someone did break wind...(heck it was after morning coffee)....and needless to say all of us were rolling on the mats, in the "who farted in fitness class position".....lol.....anyway, we pulled ourselves together, and its really awesome...I was less sore after the class, than I was when I went in, after over-working at the gym....we're just going to have to stay in private lessons til we are more experienced, just friend, daughter and I....at this point we'd get expelled from class....I don't think s--t, Motherf----r, will get us Brownie pts....maybe in Sanskit...Holy S--t might pass, but I'm thinking probably NOT....Anyway, we totally felt like we deserved and had worked for a really nice, relaxing, expensive lunch...I mean hey, ya gotta have some motivation...right..!!!???.....so we walked to a cool restaurant, saw half the people we grew up with in town, in our sweaty yoga clothes, TITS exposed in yoga top...and ord'd our one glass of wine and a salad...whew....THEN, I drove back home, and went to the gym...I'm determined to be a Lean Mean Fighting for Jesus Machine!....lol.... Which Bear, I can soooo identify with "letting go and letting God"....I just always mess up...I think part of our mods/af, falls under that verse..."what is impossible with man, is possible with God"...sure helps me....and if you ever get to Houston, go to Joel Osteen's church, that, and this site...saved my life from over-indulging....LUV bug, you will have so much fun getting out and as my Dad used to say..."blowing the stink off"....and I'm sure your guy will love having you to himself...but YES, get those roots done, More2 and I compete to see who gets theirs done first...lol....I'm going Tues....Bootsie, and Bear, you care packages will go out my towards the end of next week, we have had to re-order all the items you want, and one you are getting you didn't ask for, that I think you both will benefit greatly from! If you don't feel better, I'll give ya credit back....just hang on, with Monday having been a holiday, the delivery sch. at the pharm. got delayed....Help is on the way tho! Ok, tomorrow, we are getting up and going to the TB horse races in LA., they have a state of the art casino right at the door to the racetrack..they are gearing up for the Super Derby, the horse that won that last year, was Curlin, winner in the Triple Crown, so should be some good horses there, working out and up to that, on the 22nd...I'm going to gamble a bit, not much of one, but pretty dang good blackjack player...I'll put a few dollars in the big wheel for all of us, if I win, I'll pay to take us all on an awesome cruise, or a trip to someplace we can all meet up...so cross your fingers, eyes, and toes....I'll cut you guys in! Magic, got your message, just remind me what you wanted...(brainfart), time to take my hormone levels again too...Bird, great to see you, I know I missed somebody, Nibs....glad you are back to work, but hate you have that awful bitchy boss...Love you all...will log on again later, and see whomever is in chat tonight!
                            "Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending"

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                              30 days???

                              Hi all,
                              Everyone sounds good today.LUv,you are so up I am smiling so. Hey, I never got excited about wearing a bra. I really hate it. I mean who invented that anyway? Its only good if youre running. Hey Nibs There are goats behind my house that belong to my landlord. They are so funny with those human sounds they make. OOOOHHHH. Very loud. When I first moved here I had never been around goats. I had stayed home from work with a hangover one day and was in the shower and heard them hollering outside. I didn't know what it was and was frightened.WAOOOOH. I thought it was my landlord and imagined him standing out there making those noises. Thought he might have some problem you know. I was peeking out the blinds trying to see what was going on and saw the goats. What a relief!!...Tomorrow is the opening of the art exhibition with my sculpture. Not sure if I want to go or not .Afraid it might mess up my sober time in since it would be stressful. I'll probably decide 30 minutes before it starts.Got my brakes done on my car and am really wanting to go somewhere tomorrow. We've been stuck around here so long while I was saving the money up.See ya later..bird

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                                30 days???

                                Bird...GO...HAVE FUN....enjoy the moment. Don't let it be stressful, take pleasure in your accomplishment. You deserve it!

                                TIT...OH>>>OH>>>OH>>> my fingers and toes are corssed...win big...REAL BIG!!! I wanna meet everyone and go cruising!!! LOL Have fun and be safe...

                                Today was a good day...all around good day. My Granny will be here tomorrow, so up early to clean the house and be ready for her!!! Nightie night...

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