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[Guest]

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Morrison I see you shared your pics....good for you! I told ya you were a nice looking fella.
Bootsie, sorry your day was rotten. Are we in the book too? HA HA HA
Nibs...sounds like you had a nice day too.
Where is More2?

[bootcampbarbie]

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why of course you are in the book. i was thinking to day how to have my homie group in the book and have figured it out. can easily just do another on line group with my homies and our lives. of course you know the book is fiction so i get to play around alot with all kinds of stuff. i'm afraid if used the real peeps names and said it was true story i'd be sued all over which way to sunday or for sure hit by an anonymous car. hahahaha i mean we have to include mr. 5 minutes, he's going to hate that, have to include the boys from downtown that have spent a good amount of the year trying to find ways to screw with me, virginia group and their george bush connection. and of course our favorite number 1 through 4 lenders and all of their really amazing inside deals they do, the way they treat people and of course, why their companies are really collapsing. oh and then let's do a trip down through the valley through foreclosure land and the sharks taking people's homes and if i included those top sharks, wow, i'd have a contract out on me. hahahaahaha so yep, we will call it fiction. just oddly enough some peeps if they ever read will go hey i think that is me in that.hahahaaha so today i was outlining a treatment. going to call on some former clients who are screenwriters as well. i was wondering if it is the banking version of "wall street movie". but who to play barbie? so i think there is enough for a few books. maybe you could all figure out who you would want to play you. hahahahahaaha. but, i have to say makes me smile thinking oh what i know and what the american people don't know. hummmmm and it is the big obvious. so i could have alot of fun cuz it is really the bootsie stories all in one. i will definitely include the episode where client's thought bubbles were so perverted i had to get out of the car and throw up. that was an awfully good piece, my guru friend and his magic pill should go in there as well. oh you know i think there maybe some material afterall. i now have 7 business clients and so i've got work for 2 days a week. i guess i have a lot of time to write. ahahahahaha
more 2 maybe off with family i believe. hummmmm. she is a busy one. i did talk to her on the phone though like weds or so. she is quite fun. smiles and love. tomorrow is first day back in gym. lunch lady have a great time at work. luv bug so glad you had fun out on your date time. nice nice. you deserve a nice fella.
to put you all to sleep or wake you up. i did get a text from mr. 5 minutes yesterday first in a long time. i couldn't reach anyone after my accident happened so i called him as i was 2 blocks from his pad when it transpired. he answered said wow, that's too bad, can we get together? no, well i have to go. so yesterday, he text me to tell me he's headed for london and sent me lots of photos of what he was packing, like his gucci shoes etc to see if i thought he'd look okay in all of that. hummm. i was like wow, i think he forgot to ask me how i'm doing. ahahahahahahaa. lol so, in honor of that cuz i'm such a kind person, i text back and picked out all the clothes that make him look really fat and show off his big butt. hahahahahahahaahaha i am so so cruel. gosh, i know that was mean but that's how we roll. nite all. maybe the title of the book is not the empire strikes back. it's barbie strikes back. lol.

[MDBiker]

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Barbie, you are a mess. Sorry about the realestate thing. It is that way in a lot of businesses.

bear

[bootcampbarbie]

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hey bear: i have worked with alot of entrepreneurs and i'd say entertainment and real estate and mortgages corruption runs rampant. there is so much money at stake i believe it brings out the sleeziest and greediest of the bunch. and i'd be more than happy to do my part in really sharing what goes on behind closed doors. today i feel better then i have for a long time just knowing that it's over. i'm done with it. and that i can write all about the adventures of it. what a relief. so here's to peace of mind and alas back to my old way of life which was pretty tranquil prior to real estate. today, i have consulting clients and then working out and making din din for hubby. what a nice day. and hubby said it was the best weekend he's spent with me in years as i was no longer all stressed out barbie. ah, the af life. nice nice nice. so cheers to everyone have a fun day.
gotta roll

[Guest]

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It does feel good when you "LET GO" of something that causes you stress or pain. I was just thinking today that I have got to let go of some anger. It eats me up! Just let it go and move on. I am the type to REALLY hold a grudge if I feel wronged, but I know in the long run...I am the one suffering...no one else. Just me! The person I am angry with or who wronged me has probably moved on...living it up. Not giving a shit that they hurt me to the core of my being! So, I decided today, I have to let the anger go and move on. EASIER SAID THAN DONE!!! But, I will be happier in the long run!

[bootcampbarbie]

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here! here! i decided i didn't want to be bitter party of one. lol so you know it adds wrinkles and such. so here's to beauty and letting gooooooo! i forgive and i am free. yipppee!

[Niblet]

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Hello all, I really would love to chime in !!!
My oldest sister convinced my other sister as well as my Mom that I was stealing money from my Gramma (no, not the Gramma that I miss sooooo terribly, but my other one..)Anyhow, she was the caregiver that was magically "winning" all the time at the casinos all the while having full access to grammas' accounts etc... (I could never sleep at night... she will rot ,,, you know where someday) So these 3 women in my life who were my whole female world at the time were melishishly keeping this "dark secret from me".... for 3 years, I never heard from all my neices and family because of it ... My very own Mother didn't even tell me so that I could understand why nobody would have anything to do with me... (She lied to me saying that , because I started associating with my Dad, they will have nothing to do with me. They all DESPISE MY DAD !!!!! ) Sad, lies.... So, I just kept on being the best Mom and wife I could be all the while drinking to mask some of the horrible pain... Luv, I understand what you mean by letting it go... The dear Lord blessed me with the opportunity to straighten things out before Gramma passed... at a cost mind you, but right is right, and wrong IS wrong... My mother finally fessed up on the PHONE non the less,,, My legs went numb, I sobbed and was almost physically sick thinking that all these family members thought I would steal from a bedridden little ol lady ! I called Gramma from one of my telephones and taped our conversation.(I still have this tape in our safe) She was very confused as to why Cindy say such a thing... poor little old lady... I knew that it would be better to be at her side to talk with her, and hopefully have a meeting along with Cindy there... When I arrived at Grammas and asked her if she would be fine with us all sitting down together to talk about that she said that it was... I called Cindy from Grammas phone beside her chair... Cindy started just rapping off about me this and me that, until I calmly said, "Well, I'm in grammas livingroom and she is right beside me" She didn't know what to say... So, Cindy refused to come to this absurd "meeting",,, and then I simply said loud enough near the receiver, "Gramma are you aware that Cindy is telling all the family that I'm stealing money from you " ? then I allowed Gramma to talk into the phone, " I don't know why Cindy would say SUCH a thing"... I've kinda blacked alot of that shit out to be exact, but I sure opened a can of worms...When I was "Done" everybody knew that I would sleep well with a clean conscience.. I'm now the black sheep, but I think they're kinda cute, don't you ? We lost gramma about 2 months later and I still thank the Lord that I was blessed to make a Wrong a Right ! Yep, I smile knowing that I do not need these types of people in my life if that is all they have to offer.. I'm much happier without them... And my Dad, well I'll just say, I wasn't allowed him in my life for 14 years and now I truely know where I come from !! He is always joking about goats and horses... He just gave his beautiful standardbred gelding away to his girlfriends' neice and he has a beautiful home.. He kept on trying to give him to us, but at the time we didn't feel the need for another horse... Buddy now show jumps even !
Boy, can I ramble !!!
Bootsie, you gotta write a book Hon !!!
Bear, I forgot to tell you last night when I read your post, I was laughing my butt off.. I could just see you walking in with that tatoo on your face, upsidedown !!! LOL !! Only our Bear !!!
Morrison, buddy I wish you much happy thoughts...It is so awesome to now put a face to the person.. More real now somehow eh? Good stuff !!!

How's our Kudzu Queen? Or maybe I should be saying Kudzu Chef?
Does anybody ever eat wild meat atall? We JUST (STUPID CAPS ARE LOCKED ARGGG !!!)
ENJOYED A REALLY NICE VENISON ROAST...
I STILL HAVE BARN CHORED TO DO AND STUFF TO DO IN THE KITCHEN SO, I'LL SEE EVERYBODY LIKELY TOMORROW MORNING ) SILLY COMPUTER !! MAYBE MY BITCH SISTER CAST A SPELL ON IT !!! hUGS GUYS,

[bird]

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Hi all,
Yeah I went to that art opening thing. I almost didn't and had the kids at amusment park all day saturday then we had to rush rush to the thing. We went in and it was easy and they all had these astronomical prices on their stuff. I thought damn I could do 2 pieces at these prices and make what I make all year in the job I have now. Well I got really hyped up thinking about it and by the time I got outta there I was feeling like BOING BOING Boing. Couldn't settle down and you know what I did. Stopped and bought a 6 pack thank God I didnt buy 12 cuz I was not feeling that great even after the 6.And I'm still tired. My bod just can't take the booze anymore.And also I didnt eat my kudzu saturday cuz we were at that amusement park all day. I'm sure that had alot to do with it also.So I should be feeling back to normal by tomorrow. Later all,love ya. bird

[morrison]

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Yeah, so now you gotta see a close up. I did that on purpose. You can see the broken nose now and the messed up lip.Haha. Maybe I worry about it to much. I think we all relate. I always had to fight, and feed the anger. Then booze made sense, you know? I love all of you for reminding me that we are not alone. My anger always came from fear. Fear of everything. Funny how that works. The world may see you one way, but inside, you may be dying. Thank you all for letting me know I can live.

[Guest]

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Bird, sorry you had a rough time. But, like you said at least it was a 6 pack and not 12. Could be better, but could have been WAY worse. Munch on some Kudzu pizza today!!!!
Morrison, so GLAD to see you doing well. I know you feel a thousand times better.
Nibs, I have a sister I have barely spoken to in 4 years and after Mama passes, I will never speak to again......BUT, I just let go of the anger. Chose to for my own sanity. You do not have to accept someone in your life just because they are family. I just don't believe that. Sometimes it is just healthier for you and them to walk away from each other and let it be.
Where are you More2????????

[MDBiker]

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Nibs, that was really lousy of your sister. She must be jealous of something. Mayor, I beleive fear is the bigest contributor to alcoholism there is. That's why haveing a relegious experience will help people attain AF status. Get rid of the fear. Bird, you along with all of us have just started on a long journey. You hang in there. luv, you are right about he anger. When the other person is back to being concerned about themselves being angry only does harm to us. good thinking. Barbir, I am glad you are feeling good about the new changes.

love you all

bear

[bootcampbarbie]

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hey all. well, doc says i now have officially, "walking pnemonia" i'm certainly glad it isn't crawling pnemonia or running pnemonia. lol cuz that would be just hard to explain anyway you look at it. so, boy on the meds and going slowly. yes, bear am happy. sad i need to go broker and attorneys involved but happy. now, my partners in real estate don't want me throwing in the towel. and i quote "just feel plain ol lost without you" gosh that is the bestest. well, have to send out some bread crumbs so no one feels lost. nibs your sister and my sister and luv's sister belong in the same club. i think there is a special place for them and they don't get to be in our house in heaven that i bought us from rabbi ben. so everyone roshashana is coming tomorrow/thursday. we get to obsolve our sins for the year and pray for all poor bastards. so, that's my version at least. remember i am faux jew. i have to now call my friends to see what i'm really supposed to do. lol okay, back to resting. ta ta

[Niblet]

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Bootsie, you're so dang cute !!! You will come out of this mess feeling so much better for it... Write that book.. it truely seems to be your passion and you are talented. We will have to pray a very long time for those poor Bastards your Fauxy Jew You !!! LOL !!!

Bird, I gotta agree with Luv, you didn't totally blow it and stay drunk for a 4-day bender or anything, and you did have fun at the festival too... Not all was lost my dear. What ya cookin' today? Kudzu pesto sauce? Hummmm... might be nice...

Luv, we all are so much wiser and better off to not waste wonderful energy on people that do not deserve it... We have so much more to offer others and ourselves... It took me a good 5 years of feeling sooooo down before I began clawing my way out of my black hole, all alone, but doing it just the same.. because I'm worth it.

Yes Bear, My Mom and sisters do not have male long term companions, no offense anybody but they are all very overweight, and they can peel the paint with the things they say and the knives they throw into backs of people. It just seems that there is always always some sort of huge termoil around them.... I simply will not have that in my life.

Morrison, buddy, I seriously didn't even notice that you might have broken your nose before in the closeup pic... I do understand though that we always see the little flaws of ourselves as so huge sometimes and nobody else can see them... All I saw was a handsome, smiling man... You.

Yesterday was spend mostly in town getting a part replaced on the truck... One day this little story might be funny, but right now I'm still a little hot under the collar, ,,,
Our son borrowed our cell phone when we dropped him off at the car races a week or so ago.. Unknown to us, he reset the ring to vibrate... So here I am in a thrift shop,,, 3 flippin' hours with my phone vibin' in my purse.. Wondering why it is taking so long for the garage guy to come and get me... When I checked me phone to see if it was indeed on I had 6 missed messages !!!!!!! I wasn't impressed ! Now I don't want to see another thrift shop for a LONG time !!! Kids ! He is lucky is bones are tough or I'd pull a hampster trick and zip! he'd be GONE !!! LOL !!!
Today is a new day though and hubby even did morning chores letting me sleep an extra half hour ! ( He just knows when I need that) So, this weekend grouse hunting opens and we are all heading out to camp after I get home from work on Friday... I have a neighbour who will take care of the critters for me. I've gotta get my butt in gear and call my friend that has asked me to go to a wedding in Ottawa with her... I accepted and I will be away from the 28 th until Oct. 1. I gotta go, Hugs guys,

[bootcampbarbie]

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hey more 2, good to see you back on the boards. figured you were a busy gal. i'm thinking tex is out galavanting around the countryside. she'll be back in today. gotta head downtown today, i'll be it slowly and show a few props, see another client and then gather up what i need from developer's office and give all to the attorney and broker. need to outline the case for them. that will be my weekend i believe. anywhooo. i actually feel better today.
morrison, i didn't notice any imperfections. am i slipping? something is wrong lol but i went back and again no imperfections. just a handsome guy who is sober.
lunchlady, have fun at camp and grouse hunting. hahahaha sounds so much fun
birdie, i'm with the gang on this one. stopping somewhere is better than continuing on and on and on. no shame there. we don't do shame and blame here, wrong club. lol
luv bug, hoping you have a beautiful day. hope mama and her birdie are well and kids are happy in school.
i should take mine little pups hiking. just don't have the strength quite yet. i think by tomorrow i will though. yeap. take care all. and happy roshashana. i'm praying for all god's children today and poor bastards too. wink wink

[MDBiker]

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It is good to see you on the boards more2:huggy . I know you are busy, but we miss you when you are gone. Barbs, don't do too much until you are feeling better, you might make the phemonia worse. I have to go back to work , but I will check in later.

bear