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[MDBiker]

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Hello all. Hope everyone is well. I am getting ready for the trip. Mama bear almost has me packed. I don't know if I could do it without her. I am a little nervous about going but I am also excited. I hope it goes smooth and everything is alright. I am such a worrier. Anytime I am doing something new I feel so out of place and ignorant. But, if I don't work throught the fear, I don't get the blessings. I hope all of you are well. I am leaving here tomorrow morning and will arrive in Munich tomorrow afternoon. Oktoberfest without beer is going to be a challenge, but I believe I can do it. I never want to be like I was before and I know a little drinking for me could very well be my death. It just isn't worth it. Please remember me in your prayers. I as always will keep you all in mine. I will take a laptop with me so maybe I will be able to share some photos while I am there.

Love you all

bear

[magic]

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Big ol Bear!

Are you wanting goodbye kisses?

Have fun, you'll be fine and you're in my prayers....

Keep safe,

m. xx

[Niblet]

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You'll be just wonderful Bear along with Mama Bear... What a team you two are !!! May God Bless You Both and Keep You Safe...

We had a really nice drive although I have to admit I got my hubby lost... LOL !! really !!
We knew we were going to be bird hunting along the way to camp, so I suggested a different route.. Sounded like a great idea ... Wow... the roads went every which way with very little signs atall... Finally we saw another hunter driving so we followed him about 5 miles or so... Then peeped our horn.. he stopped and we then got to ask for directions.. Good thing as we were going the wrong way in a very big way !!! It was a beautiful drive all the same... No birds, but we had a nice visit with David and Susan along with their two Malamute dogs. Beautiful people.
I'm super tuckered tonight and the critters are all tucked in early... I'll be in the sack early too I think...
Again Bear, you'll be in our prayers as you enjoy your time away in Germany... What a trip of a lifetime !!!! Enjoy, Don't they make the best bratworste sausage in the world? Yummy !!! Now we're talkin' !!!!
Take Good Care everybody !!! Hugs,

[Guest]

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Oh BEAR I am gonna really miss you in a big way, but I hope you have the best time ever. If it gets rough, ya got my # call me. I am here if you need to talk your way through a rough spot. BUT, I got lots of faith!!! You will be fine. Have a blast...

[Guest]

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Nibs, I LOVE my pics!!! Thank-you...

[toughintexas]

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Hey Guys!!! Boy, have I missed you ALL, and have I missed ALOT....I'll never catch up....long story short, this is horse futurity season, and TB horse racing, and buying season, I kinda dabble in both...anyway, unexpectadly went from that horse race where I was going to win big, and gamble and get us all a cruise, and didn't get THAT done, but, met up with my former employers, and got talked into a consulting gig for the yrling. Keeneland Kentucky yrling sale...that's where the Triple Crown bred winners are bought alot of the time....stress, and more stress, thought I'd be gone 2 dys, was gone a week, came home to wash skivvies just in time to go on scheduled trip to Colorado with hubby...whew....anyway, meantime, I'd e-mailed all of you I had your personal e-mails, and had no idea, in my rush, the server was messed up....FINALLY got home, and computer was messed up....1200+ e-mails loaded TWICE....OMG....then, I noticed that I had like 47 e-mails, all to ya'll and customers, that were still in my outbox....(gawd!)...then it all jammed, etc., big 'ol mess....but I'M BACK!!!!! Wahhhhhwhooooo....missed you all! BEAR, you have FAITH, and you just trust you are going where you need to be, you are a BLESSING to all of us, and will be BLESSED in return...you let us hear from you, hope you got your care pkg....take it with! More2, should we tell everyone we're TWINS/SISTERS IN CRIME??????.....One of our parents haven't fessed up that they gave one of us away....at least we didn't end up in the circus...just with older hubby's and one helluva a habit!!! I too, left here, halfway down the road to airport in a rush, forgot supp's, and thought...."oh well, I've done sooo good, no biggie".....yeah, right....lol.....fell right back in the overindulgence raising my hoof, buying a horse...lol....didn't show my own ass, (thank God), or piss anyone off except myself...personal letdown...but, I felt like s--t on a shingle, shoot me now, but me down out of my misery, you name it...too old for this abuse to the system...funny how you loose your "resistance" so fast...from a max of 2-3 reg. glasses of wine, to wayyyyyy more, it'll kick yo butt! I too, went to the gym, and "punished" myself for it! NOW...where is that place Bootsie is sending us to, to hob-knob with the stars, and clean-out our collective crap together???? (I already know this ENTAILS/INTAILS physical and mental and emotional crap!)....Whatever, Sign me up, but HELL...like I said, the dang Betty Ford center is right THERE....don't they have a day program?????....Can't we take the "short program"???.....I mean if they give us a cram course on AF, don't you think it'll "scare us straight" and we'll be able to Mod forever without a slip....(ok, I'm wishing here..lol...)....but maybe some sub-liminal pics of leather livers will do it once and for all..then we can have one glass of wine after the class to grasp it all....(LOL LOL LOL)...what stinking thinking huh!....Oh well, I've dusted off too, and gotten back on the horse...if ya can't laugh about it, after you cry, might as well forget it...slip, fall, tumble, crash, get back up....the Big Guy has got to be thinking he left a part outta our brain...I keep praying for him to go ahead and install it, even if I have too much mileage for a warranty.....GEEEZZZZ.....Ok...NOW...WHAT IS GOING ON?????....We have 2 chats now???....one of which I was on at 2am the night I'd been on "hold" with my server and every foreign worker in the world...trying to see if everything worked...I got in about the tie Boots made her exit and Morrison just had...WHAT THE HECK IS wrong with Morrison now?....Dude....we are your FAMILY....we need you...what's up...you can tell TIT...remember, you love TIT....(all new folks, someone else will have to catch you up on that one!)...anyway....get yo butt back here, I still haven't seen your pics! or pec's! NIBS...loved the pic., glad the wedding was soooo sweet....LUV, how you do it, I hope to never know, but glad you got some rest...did I miss you getting to go off with your new man when your stepdad was in, or is coming???? Bird, just hang in, as you know, from all our experience, this is a journey, we will make it together....I know I'm missing someone...Boots, isn't that hormone replacement awesome! That's why I started that "miracle" thread...we do BHRT all day....it helps, whew....get yo innards ripped out all in one day, and wake up with surgical menopause, and you'll wish you were just hungover...oh man! Anyway, we love doing that too! I hope you got into your pkg., and are feeling better too...that organic C, and nutrients ought to kick the crud in the butt soon!....Love you all, tons!!! Trying to type and watch the Dallas Cowboys.....will check chat....Miss ya'll, glad to be HOME!

[Guest]

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TIT, FINALLY, we so missed you. Glad you are finally home and back to a working state. You have been busy. Glad you jumped right back up and dusted off. Beating yourself up doesn't help. SO SO SO glad you are home.

[Cinders]

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TIT, Yes. Glad you are back. For a while there, everyone was so worried. Me included.

Bear, if you haven't left yet, please have a wonderful trip to Deutschland! Never worry about fitting in, with your kind soul you fit in everywhere!!

Bootsie, Missed you yesterday. Hope everything is going well. Flip is trying to steal Eric from Star!!

To everyone else, please have a wonderful Monday. I love Mondays, believe it or not, a new beginning.

Cindi

[Niblet]

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Welcome Home Tex !!! We all missed you sooooo much !! Gotta Fly !! Hugs,

[toughintexas]

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Ok, I promise....I just didn't know ya'll didn't get my e-mails, I promise I won't go AWOL....lol....man, we'll sure miss Papa Bear.....can't wait for pics tho! Bear, you are in my prayers am/pm.... AW More2, maybe they'll just let us start our own out-patient mentally, physically, challeneged class....riding our own "slow bus" to sobriety! (lordy....lol....)..... Whew, I gotta get things picked up here from the weekend, and I'm on a marathon cooking spree...that way, after the gym, I can just warm up something healthy to catch the season premieres.....THANK YOU LORD, no more reruns!! BTW, gotta brag....the Dallas Cowboys are the only NFC team undeafted so far....they kicked the Bears butts last night!

[Guest]

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GO COWBOYS!!!

Gonna miss ol' Bear so much. I know the trip will be great though. I am jealous!

[bootcampbarbie]

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well looks like all the gals are here. how fun is this. oh my gawd. after being so sick and not really being at the gym for about 2 months i have hips. uhoh. so gym it is this week and cardio. how to get rid of that pinch on those sides after i worked so hard to get that bootie body. sigh sigh sigh. was out all day with hubby yesterday. we saw movies, he bought me a really sex boustie that thank god covered said hips and high heel shoes, hose and those sexy undies. and well, this is really funny. i don't know can i share this? cuz we were in the store at a hotel. well i found this book titled If women ran the world sh*t would get done. celebrating all the wonderful, amazing, stupendous, inspiring, butt kicking, things women do. so i was just dieing of laughter reading this book. i'll share the good stuff and exercises. anyway, the man behind the counter said oh you think that's fun. you guys should get this and he gets out this box with this cute little thong undies with yep a little vibrator in the crotch and a remote control that has 10 speeds and well goes up to 30 feet away. oh my gawd i about fell on the floor laughing. i wanted to buy each of you one and send it to you. i can't think of one friend this isn't a hoot for. then he gets out these lipsticks which turn out to be uh yep 4 speeders. can you imagine me pulling it out at a meeting and getting it confused? well, i have to tell you i had a hoot of a time yesterday. and yes the remote works through doors and then through stalls even. anyway, probably will have this post deleted but it was so fricking funny i had to tell my home girls. i'm buying them for my sister in laws for xmas. so as i go off to finish cooking dinner i flipped open to this page:
if women ran the world, women would always trust and value their own opinions, not just when other people are obviously wrong, inconsiderate and stupid. ahahahahahahaahahahhaaha okay i know i know i'm really really quirky but that was funny. now it says to list 3 ways you kicked butt today. so, tex so happy to have you back. more 2 please run for me my hips need it. luvbug sending you a hug. bird thanks for the pm and nibs i loved the photos. you are really one hottie and wow your home is so very beautiful. cindy go back to the post. i've been doing alot of research. you should see all the research i posted up their for the girls of all the single guys i've now found. and i do love that that thread is so obscure no one will find it and it is under research. hahahahaahhahahaha i added more single guys to drop ship anywhere. they are really liking that idea by the way. since i am the new matchmaker lol now if only that remote would plug into my cig lighter in the car. that would be the perfect remote. fell off my barbie chair. you honestly have to love sunset strip. where else can you go into a hotel, high end hotel, store and find such wild things. oh and i got the hottest red shoes there too for 1/2 off. goes nicely with my new pedicure

[bootcampbarbie]

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p.s. magic, sending you and babies a huggers. hopefully kennel cough is all gone for everyone.

[Niblet]

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Howdy everybody !!
Bootsie, you never cease to totally amaze and crack me right up !!! What will they think of next ?!?!???
Tonight, we had Canada Goose... Hubby made breaded fingers and deepfried his and the boys while I did mine in a stir fry over brown rice... Very Good !! We'll all be honking in the morning I supppose.. ha !!! haaa !!! So far my boss is being very decent... I'm truely waiting "for the ball to drop" but until then it is sheer bliss at work !!!
Oh , and today I've been asked to be a mentor... I was totally surprised when a teacher came into the caffeteria to speak with me about a student that in her words, " felt very comfortable around me and would be happy to have me as a mentor"... It turns out to be one of our boys' good friends that spends ALOT of time at our place... His Mom left them to be with their hard working father when he was about 9 I guess.. Anyhow, this teacher will fill me in more a little later but today she was just keen to see if I was up for it... I feel really priviledged... Lots of times when he is staying over I say "Good night, love you Ty, " then to Ryan , and I always say " Goodnight, love you to him as well " and he return the love you... Very nice boy.
Just getting ready to tuck in, have tomorrow off and am hoping for sunshine to dry lots of laundry outside...
I hope that everybody is well, hugs

[magic]

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Nibs................NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO........say it isn't so......

Not the geese!!!!!!!!!!!

They're my friends :upset:

And Boots, what, I'm too old for remote control vibrators?????????? OMG!

Someday I'll tell you how old I am.

I was cranky, bad day (teenagers) but you guys have me smiling

If women ran the world......Boots, that's a 'thread'.

m. xx