30 days???

[Niblet]

30 days???

Hello all !!
Didn't mean to go AWOL for the last day and a half.. I had all good intentions of checking in yesterday when I got home, but I ended up stay late putting away an order that came in later than we expected. I was tired and chores had to be done yet... Last night is Survivor so we always watch that. Our weather turned around nicely for the trick or treaters thank goodness !

Welcome Cheebs, hope that you enjoy yourself here along with the rest of us... Feel free to ask questions, vent, make suggestions etc... there are no failing grades here, only alot of compassionate, loving people sharing a long walk down a sometimes dark and scary path together hand in hand.

OH Tex, I'm so sorry hear that you are feeling so stressed and scared Hon ... I wish I could go to your house and give you a big Hug. XXX You will be just fine sweetie... I'll say prayers for you when I do my chores... I don't want you to feel the way you do.. YOU DO NOT DESERVE TO FEEL THIS WAY ... You are the sweetest gal on the block.. I hope that you are feeling a bit more at ease about all this ... I wish we could all just divvy up the fear you are feeling so you could breath easy... Hugs Hon.. I'm thinking about you.

Bootsie, Hon, what you wrote was just sooo magical and beautifully written... I really loved it very much, feeling so blessed to be a part of such a fine piece of art. Thank-You again for writing it for all of us to share
I LOVE tomato soup too !!!! It is seriously one of my favourite things to have for lunch, or sometimes for breakfast even... I likely have it atleast 4 times a week... No kidding !!! I love heinz, skim milk in it and then fat free process cheese added... YUMMMM !!!! I feel like a kid when I'm eating that in front of the TV watching my favourite shows..

AWW Luv, I HATE that the ASSHOLE is making you and Brit feel any worst than you do already with what you have on your plates at this time !!! Some people can be so very selfish !!! That is an understatement though... Hug your little young lady knowing that you are being the best Mom in the world to her that you can be.. She feels your love... What a lucky girl she is to have you... I agree that you and I would make very bestest of best friends too... We could have a HOOT !!! Oh well, I'll take what I can get and feel blessed to enjoy each and every one of you all this way... Hope that your Mama continues to have good days Luv... that is wonderful to hear !!!

Yep !! Bear I was BANGING all those pots and pans around, tossing some water on my brow for good measure while "preparing" that lasagne dinner.. Hee !! Hee !! It turned out really great !! I did however open a big of prepared salad too Haa !! haa!! And I did make my own herb and cheese rolls to go along with it... Easy Peasy to make too...
Congratulations on selling that tractor Bear !!! As you are happy to see it go, somebody else is making plans of plowing, loading stuff, of adding impliments to it.. Ha !! Ha!! Good Stuff !!

Hey Bird !! I wouldn't feel badly if I were you about having a 6 pack in the grocery cart for goodness sakes !!! They sell the stuff for us to buy it ... It's not like you had 3- 40 pounders and a 24 case of beer or anything... Most people buy alcohol at sometime or another. Is that rooster ready for the pot yet ? Haa !! haaa !! tee !! hee !!

Hello Magic xxx Our wise sweet Magic... That hogs all the pillows !! Haaa !! Haaa !! Hugs to your 4-leggers ...

12-Many, I down loaded that karaoki, and that is sooo funny !! It took awhile because I have dial up, but it was worth it !! Thank alot buddy !!

Cindi, I love your new avator with the flying pig !! haa !! haaa !!! Puts me in mind of the time we had to bring a huge pig to market in March while there was still 3 feet of snow on the ground... Our barn is about 350 yards from the driveway and there was no way of driving up to the barn, so be hauled the pig in the wheel barrow... First we tied a couple of ropes around his back ankles just incase he got away from us... then, we kinda flopped him into the wheel barrow... we started rolling right away, and pigs are pretty smart... He didn't want to upset, so he sat real still all the way to the awaiting truck camper... Worked like a charm... We still laugh about it today... Haa !! Haa !!! His name was " Hogie" and he weighed almost 200 lbs.

More2, really glad to hear that you had a really nice cruise... Only cruise I go on is self propelled in the canoe around our little lake at camp. Ha !! Haa !! I've watched shows that feature cruise ships and they are truely amazing !!!

Well, tonight I'm working in the cafferia because we have basketball tournaments.... Yahoo !!! Noo bitch Face Boss !!! (Did I say that out loud !!?)

Wherever you may be Morrison, I pray for your wellbeing my friend... We all love you very much.

Well, time to get my butt in gear, It will be just fine Tex... Love you.xx
Hugs everybody,

[bird]

30 days???

Hi all'
So glad its Friday and I was tired at work all day. Downed that 6 pack watching survivor with the kids. Had a nightmare about the school bus breaking down in front of my house and there were a bunch of teachers on it. They were all coming in my house and I was drunk and the trashcan was overflowing with beer cans and I was trying to hide it. Guess you could say I dont like the teachers knowing I drink but am trying to get over it. I mean its not illegal. Well where is everyone? I'll be back later. I want to straighten up before the kids get home..love bird

[MDBiker]

30 days???

Well Friday and work is about over. Woo!!! Hoo!!! PARTY TIME

[MDBiker]

30 days???

I didn't mean to post that little quip, but WTF it stands on it's own. I am so glad today is Friday. I can use a couple of days off. The UPS guy brought me a new windshield and a new voltage regulator so I have a little work to do tonight. I hope you all enjoy your weekend.

God Bless

bear

[Guest]

30 days???

Party time doesn't have to include booze Bear...it's all good! So, I went to the doctor...told him I am going to become a complete looney tune if he he doesn't give me something for deoression. NO typically I am not like this and hey if I told ya my story the past 1.5 year now, you would put me in a padded room, so he HAPILY gave me EFFEXOR. He also gave me something to sleep. I am am MAJOR worrier.....worry about everything...therefore...don't sleep...sometimes 3 hours a night, so he gave me something for that too. So no booze, but I got pills out the butt again. HA...

[bird]

30 days???

Hi all'
More2, does the antabuse have any side effects? I have wondered about it. Luv, glad you got some pills. Bear I am very glad its Friday very very. Hi Bootsie. Hi Nibs. Hi Cheebs,Tex,Dave,Magic and anyone I missed. Gonna be a nice cool weekend here. Good camping weather but dont have the money to go. Will just hang out around the house. Played some games with the kids earlier, clue,uno, go fish. Now they had to watch deal no deal. Later on...bird

[meditation mama]

30 days???

LUV - I PM'd you on Effexor.. my experience...

MM

[magic]

30 days???

magic.......present.

The dark is starting to get to me, i could just sleep, sleep, sleep.....

I've gotten my medication changed, hopefully that will wake me up some.

My little light isn't even helping much.

Has anyone heard from Morrison? I think he is angry with me. He posted something unacceptable (even for us) and I called him on it. That's when he decided this was a woman's board. His court date was mid November, right?

So Morrison, I apologise, please come back so we can support you through court.
Your friends miss you.

I'm going to pick up my daughter and then to bed.

Good night all, good night moon.

Hugs all round.

m. xx

[MDBiker]

30 days???

Well you all did show!! I wish the best for all of you. I put the bike together this evening and took it to town for a spin. It still wasn't charging, so I came home. On the way home I started smelling something and coudl hear a little rattle in the motor. I pulled up my drive (and I mean up, it is really steep) and as I pulled into he shop I realized oil was saturating my leathers, my boots, the seat, and even my glasses. I looked back and there was a trail of oil all the way to the road. I looked down and oil was pooling up on the floor. I didn't take time to figure out the problem, I just went in and took off the oil soaked clothes. I think I am screwed. A new one is about $28,000, and just a new moe tor if it needs one will be around $5,000. This may of just become my winter project, and that sucks. Any way, if this had happened when I was drinking I would have lost it. As it is I am just grateful I made it home and it isn't in pieces.

I will check in tomorrow

God Bless
bear

[MDBiker]

30 days???

Well you all did show!! I wish the best for all of you. I put the bike together this evening and took it to town for a spin. It still wasn't charging, so I came home. On the way home I started smelling something and could hear a little rattle in the motor. I pulled up my drive (and I mean up, it is really steep) and as I pulled into he shop I realized oil was saturating my leathers, my boots, the seat, and even my glasses. I looked back and there was a trail of oil all the way to the road. I looked down and oil was pooling up on the shop floor. I didn't take time to figure out the problem, I just went in and took off the oil soaked clothes. I think I am screwed. A new bike is about $28,000, and just a new motor for it if it needs one will be around $5,000. This may of just become my winter project, and that sucks. Any way, if this had happened when I was drinking I would have lost it. As it is I am just grateful I made it home and it isn't in pieces.

I will check in tomorrow

God Bless
bear

[Cinders]

30 days???

Oh, Bear!!

I am so sorry about the bike.

Yes, it is never a good sign when all the oil leaks out of the engine, is it?

I hope it is repairable and doesn't require a new engine.

Take care,
Cindi

[12many]

30 days???

Hey bear-

Sorry to hear about the bike. That blows. Maybe something will turn up when you look at it in the morning

More2 - way to go on the AF!

I'm AF tonight finally at feels good. 1 down and at least 29 to go.

I worked out in the garage this afternoon and finished my latest project. Picture posted in my album.

Be well, all.

Hugs,
Dave

[Guest]

30 days???

Bird, Antabuse as no side effects that I know of UNLESS you drink alcohol and then honey...you you will puke your ever loving guts out, sweat, want to die...feel like you are dying a slow death!
More2, way to go girl!!!!!!! antabuse to the hard way to go cause it does not take away ANY cravings. IT IS ALL YOU!
Where is my friend TEX??????
Magic, I really don't know what to say about Morrison...when he needs us he will be back. He has to help him first. But we have to respect each other to. We ALL have problems and feel like just cussing the world out at times and have vented here...and that is is all fine. He will ALWAYS be welcome back. We never wanted him to leave.
Bird, weekends at home are fun too!
Bear if you are anything like my boyfriend, he has a shop FULL of spare parts....he has extra motors everywhere...can rebuild a whole race care is a couple of weeks...cracks me up. He ha a shop in his back yard with a lift and all...REDNECK good ol' boy! He said I need one.....what do you think I said...."I does not match my roses and flowers"....he can keep his boys toys at his house. They smell and are to loud for me. I like going to the race some with him...OH and the guys LOVE when I come cause I bake goodies and bring food....HA HA HA but, I don't go often. SCARES the shit out of me. It is cool today so guess what I am doing...planting flowers!!!!

[Niblet]

30 days???

Good SUNNY Morning All !!!
The sun is burning off the frost and the fog is lifting as I type this to you all...

Aww Bear, I'm so very sorry to hear about your bike.. Although on the flip side, " I'm so proud of how you handled the situation" You are truely a "different" person than you had been... You optimism is truely something that touched me

Bird, Your dream Cracked me right up... Haa !! Haaaa !!! You are sooo funny !!! I would love to be your neighbour !! I love to play card games and stuff.. My fellas won't play with me... ( I personally think they are afraid of losing...Haa!! Haaa!!)

More2, you are so very brave and my hats off to you my friend...

Luv, I hope that these new meds will do the trick for you... You deserve to be happy and well rested... I could just see you in the stands at the races with your hands over your eyes... Haa !! Haa !! Your fella is one very lucky man indeed... Happy flower planting

Bootsie, I miss you !!! Hope that you are feeling well...

Tex, we all have your back Hon. xxx

Magic, I hope that your little light is a bit brighter today xxxx You are not responsible for our dear Morrisons absence... Sometimes we all need to find ourselves, and then step on forward when we are ready.. That is just the way it is sometimes...

Today I'm gonna get outside in the sunshine and maybe go for a nice walk in the bush.

Have a wonderful day MM
Hey Dave, make today day 2 AF !!! Good for you buddy !!
How is your daughter Cindi ?? Hope that she is feeling stronger...
Well, think I'll make my favourite breakfast in the whole world ,.... Heinz tomato soup !!
Hugs everybody,

[Cinders]

30 days???

Niblet - Good sunny morning, to you, too!! My daughter is up and down.
She still throws up occasionally and probably does need the gallbladder out.
However, she is able to work and make money. whew. She and her fiance have
decided they will get married in a civil ceremony if she gets worse again
so she is covered under insurance. Then have the wedding in Feb as planned.
Her last foray came in at $14,000.00. quite a bit for a hairdresser.

Bear - Have you pulled the engine apart yet? I once spun a rod bearing in an MGB.
My hubby was a little irritated, to say the least. However, he did enjoy rebuilding
it.

Bird - You dream was hilarious. If your weather is like ours in Alabama, it is beautiful
today and my trees are all starting to turn beautifully. I love Fall.

More2 - I really hope the antabuse helps you mentally. Yes, I too hate hurling. Yikes!!

12Many - Working on day two, awesome!! As the days pile up so does the confidence.
Pretty soon your mood won't be scared anymore, just happy.

Magic - I hope the new medications are easier on you. Get outside when there is sunshine.
I suffer in the darkness of winter, myself. Grrr.

Bootsie - Hope you are starting to feel better as the supplements and meds kick in. Will
be greatly relieved when you are back in rare form. Keep taking very good care of yourself.

Tex - Like Nibs says, "We all have your back" and will stay there. Sorry you are having
to go through this.

MM - How is the pleurisy? I still vividly remember the pain. Ouch. Get well soon. :l

Cheebs - Glad to have a new "face" on the thread. Welcome.

Morrison - We love you!! :h

Have a wonderful Saturday, everyone.
Love,
Cindi