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[Cinders]

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Bootsie,

Shit. What do you mean your blood work came back not good? I need more information.

Please let us know what is going on. I am soo worried now.

Cindi

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Bootsie, I will do the course as promised and please KNOW I lov you and want you well!!!!!!! Call me if you ever need me!

More2, thanks for trying to call. After I went today I went home and slept for hours! I guess I was just drained from all the anticipation.

LUVUALL!!!!!!

[Beaches]

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Luv, just popping in to say that I am so happy it went well with you seeing Billy's pictures and now you have the closure you need.

Bootsie I see in another thread that you are leaving for now. I want to wish you the very best and know you will be missed.

Happy Holidays all.

[Niblet]

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Good Morning,
I've been away from the computer for the last couple days, and I have to catch up..
Bear, your message was just beautiful, and I feel so blessed also having found this place full of compassionate, "real" people... I love you all dearly... xxx

Bootsie, I'm praying that you are well... You will be in my thoughts and prayers...

Luv, I teared up reading about you going to view Billys file... I'm so happy for you finally getting a chance at having much needed closure... Please don't dwell on Billys Mom and his family. Don't let it own you and take your thoughts. You have done this for long enough Sweetie. Rest up and get feeling better.

Cindi, you are such a wise and beautiful person... May God Bless and keep you.. xxx

Sending you hugs Magic.. xxxx and one more x

More2, are you getting palm trees for Christmas ? Wow !!! That is amazing !!!

Tex, I'm so very proud of you my girl !!! After these last weeks you haven't caved with all the busy schedule you keep... Hats off to you !!!! I cannot STAND to see a child run their parents !!! They need guidence to feel safe in this world.

Hello Lucky !! Always so good to see you

Last night I had all the girls come over for a Christmas staff party... It went really Good !!!
Gotta get my butt in gear ! Last day of school !!! YAHOOOOO !!!
Tonight hubby and his buddy are working on the snowmachine, so the buddys' wife is coming also... Her and I will go walking.. I'm really looking forward to that... Hugs,

[Niblet]

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Oh, Bird, that is so awesome what you school has done for you and the girls.. There are angels among us... You deserve all this and much more... Love You xxx

[hart]

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Popping this thread up

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Awww, More2, the holidays cansometimes bring the blues. God how I know. BUT, we will all be OK....2008 is gonna be a GOOD year!!!!!! For all of us.

[lucky 2.0]

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I think we should tie bootsie to her barbie chair so she cannot go anywhere. Who has the rope?

[Niblet]

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I have a barn full of baler twine... will that help Lucky ?
More2, sending you positive vibes and lots of love...
We had a really fun time at work... Just stopping by before our friends show up.. Hopefully Gwen has her walking shoes or I'll lend her a pair.. giggle !! giggle !!! Hugs, I'll stop by tomorrow before I begin all my Christmas baking..
Love you Bootsie xxx

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Bootsie. YOU CAN'T leave me!!!! Not now. Please stick around! I love you. I am so sorry my call caused you such stress. I did not mean to be so selfish. I feel horrible.

[bird]

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hi all'
Luv I know I said not but I am glad you saw the pics. It seems to have helped you out. Bootsie I am so sorry about your bloodwork. Please keep us informed so we dont worry. I really do think of all of you each day. Nibs that party sounds so fun. More2 dont be sad. Tell us about it so we can help...Today was our company Christmas party. I always play drums and there are several people at work who play and we all get together and have a god jam and alot of food and dancing and drinking if you want. I only drink at home so did not have to worry about that. Anyway there was a guy there I used to play with a long time ago like 20 years ago we had a good band and did some traveling around. So he asks me if I want to do some studio work in a new studio opening up right down the road. So I hope that works out. We played for a couple hours after everyone left and I had so much fun. It seems like alot of stuff is happening to me so fast. Things were so down and now they are so up. I know life is up and down and has to be that way so I will just ride along with it all. If only I could get some long term AF, I cant understand how everything else is taken care of for me except that one thing. It may be that I dont have enough faith that It will happen, When I do have faith everything else will work out. Some sort of mental block or something. I'm pretty sure it will work out in time. I think maybe in the back of my mind I just am so afraid of not having that -what?- what is it that booze gives me? A little vacation? A painkiller for long ago pains? Whatever it is I am outgrowing it a little. Some of the things I would only do drunk I am now attempting sober and doing OK at it. Talking to people without being spoken to first. Asking questions without feeling foolish. Being myself without being ashamed. I still have trouble with talking on the phone though. Hoping for a good new year for all of us. gotta go for now. Love you all lots. bird

[bootcampbarbie]

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okay back from the dr.s office and just sat and cried a long time after my appt. you know let me say this first of all. LUV BUG YOUR CALL WAS LIKE TALKING TO AN ANGEL. IN NO WAY DID YOU STRESS ME OUT DARLING. NO WAY.......... SO DON'T YOU EVEN THINK THAT.
i didn't realize taking on being hubby's 24 hour nurse was going to be this exhausting on top of already being tired and worn down.... soooooo, between working, deadlines, clients, hubby, health, and then some of these threads and folks on MWO (not you luv at alllll you i love and adore) well, i just fell apart...... the tea does not medicate. ahahahahahahahahahaahah in fact i should have taken hubbies meds too. but i don't like pain pills so not for me. anyway, sending you all lots of love... and bird you play drums...funny.;.... well, i'm with you on the sober stuff. but i drink so much tea i should own stock or something. and nibs you probably are making something really good for xmas.... love you are probably doing that too. and luv you are going to love the forum... like i said i promised i'd get healthy... a deal is a deal.........
and more 2 i am with you... maybe we stay off the boards but slip into this thread only or something.. it is safe here lmao i just don't have the energy to deal. okay rambling. love you and thanks for hogtieing me up. love you all very much

[bootcampbarbie]

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i am also waiting results from a blood dr. dr. celia found the best one it town so she is having him look at my results. they are going to do scope down into stomach and then up the colon on thursday. the results would indicate that i'm bleeding off somewhere and somehow and why we have no idea. now the mystery of why my hair is falling out is finally solved. yeahhhhhhhhh it's called anemic i know it isn't funny but it is. we've determined i've been feeling this way for 8 months.. i just thought i had worked too much.... oopsy.. okay, onward upward.. i'm going to be back to positive barbie..... love you all and happy ho ho. and how is tit as well

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Bootsie, I so love you!!!! I want you to feel better, if there were ANYTHING I could do , I would. We have become a family on this thread. Sometimes you just have to leave the boards alone. I go days, sometimes weeks ONLY checking on everyone here. I just dont want us to loss our bond. we have all worked so hard. AND yes, there have been slips, but we are ALL so much better than we were. I remember when I first came here...I was drinking ALL day, everyday!!!!! You all have helped me through the worst time of my life. I feel your love and good vibes every time I reach out. We've done pretty damn good having been here on this thread now since April. We genuinely care. Don't leave MWO because of the boards. Just take a break, but keep coming here. You guys are the first thing I check on with my morning coffee and the last thing I check on before bed. I love you and thank-you you all for the phone calls and mesaages this week. I MADE IT!!!!! I am at peace and when I think of Billy, I DON'T think of his shell, I think of the handsome man I loved and will always love.

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Barbie, you may have a bleeding ulcer, not fun but will explain ALL your symptoms. I am telling all of you 2008 is OUR year!!!!!!! And when you get well Bootsie, I am coming to meet you and give you a huge hug.