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[bootcampbarbie]

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ah discunting the days... i'm going to see if i can use that word in a sentence each and every day. so, thanks for luv's number lisa. i too have tried it and it is full. and the cool news is that i emailed barry at lenair last nite and he got back to me first thing this morning. he has an emergency session like now all set up for her. so if i could get to her as when she called him she didn't say it was emergency. so he quoted her may/june. but she can get in now. so, i shall just pray that luv hears me. and i'm writing her aletter today and fed exing it over to call him asap. i suppose flying to carolina is my next step. ))))) little 110 of me is going to find that gal.... bootsie is on her way. and well i think she can get good and sober and then when ready apologize to lushy. i'm sure as with every drunk, remorse is high on the list along with it's buddies, shame, and blame and self loathing. so i htink just sobriety would be good. and not even thinking about getting back the kids. just being sober.

so, all i am sending you love. hope you are around morrison. sending you a big hey.. shout. tex, and all the folks i don't even know yet. bootsie

[magic]

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Hey Babe, you're a good soul.

When you find her~ squeeze her tight for me.

m. xxx

[Cinders]

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Bootsie,

:l:l:l:l
for taking such good care of Lisa. I have been trying to figure out how to get there and can't. $$$ issues.

But I love her so much that I would do it if I could.

Thank you sweetie!!

Love,
Cindi

[bootcampbarbie]

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well, let's pray that i can do this from fed ex as a plane trip to carolina from california is a very long flight. and i have to find the girl and slap some sense into her but worth it. kidding she's in too much pain to slap but at least be dragging her ass to lenair for 3 days.. and there will be no rehab on the books anywhere which will be good for getting custody of the kids. rehab is not good for custody actually. soooooo onward upward.
i'm sure i'm in trouble today as i didn't go to one of my jobs. whatever i'm exhausted. time to jump in my shower and get some tea.

[Guest]

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First off I MUST apologize to this group for my actions over the last few weeks. Yes, I am in personal pain. Losing my children topped it off. My Mama is dying and now my Granny too. BUT THAT IS NO EXCUSE!!!!!!! There is no excuse for my behavior. I love you all dearly and RJ was kind enough to lift my ban, so that I could apologize. I don't even know who all to apologize to I was so drunk I can not remember what all I said. I will not be posting for awhile. I need to get help. I am going to do it. I will be reading but until I can be positive and suppotive like my old self, I will just be reading. PLEASE keep this thrread going. We need each other. I have an appointment Monday to get back on Topa. I love you all and I am so sorry to have let you all down. My kids came to see me today. Their Daddy said they can come home when I get straightened out. I WILL do this, they are my world as you guys know. I love you! Please PM me if you want, I will answer those until I can be more positive and a good influence on the boards.

[Cinders]

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Luv,

So good to hear you are coming out of the binge and thinking about healing again.

I do hope you truly consider rehab. Truly. Or Lenair.

I understand about wanting to read only for a while. I've been there, too, although usually can't keep my fingers from answering some threads.

I care and love you, Lisa.

Take good care of yourself and get well.

Love,
Cindi

[morrison]

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So glad to see you posting Luv. We were all very worried about you. I trust you'll pull through this. And we won't let this thread die. Much Love. :l

[MDBiker]

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I am glad to see you thinknig again. Do whatever it takes luv. You have to. I hate to see you in so much pain, but once again, You're Back!!!!!

i was glad to see the support everyone showed for Luv. I am sure there were a lot of PM's and phone calls no one knows about beside the post to her. I have done some pretty warped things when I was drunk, so I do understand.

Good to see you posting morrison, what a glowing example you have become. I am so happy for you.

Cindi, thanks for being you. You lift me up when I am low.

luv you all
:huggy

bear

[Niblet]

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What a relief to get home and find out that you are doing so much better Luv... We were all terribly worried and sad that you are going through such a tough time...
Well, I have a messy barn to clean, laundry etc... etc... so I'd better get my butt in gear.
Hugs,xxx

[tea]

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Great to hear from you LUV, you have everything to live and get sober for, feel the dignity of holding your head up high with your kids back with you in the NEAR future. Sending you strength.

Lxx

[bird]

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Luv you didnt let us down. We are all here for the same reason. Hope bootsie finds you and you get to lenair. Hey,we have to have these down times. How else would we know how good the good ones are??love bird

[tea]

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Well said Bird, there for but the Grace of God go I and all of us. Wishing you peace of mind LUV. Get well darling.

Lxx

[cowgal]

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hey all!

LUV, I am so glad you are ok and getting help to get you better, I cannot say enough about how everyone here cares about you.....................:h

I guess I am back on day 26, day 25 was Friday, was AF, But I blew it this weekend, drank Sat cuz I was depressed and yesterday cuz hubby and I went out for oysters and (ob course beer) for our 18th anniversary.....................it is actually today, but I plan to go AF today, even though it is the PARTY day of the month (at least!)....................

Feel a little down about drinking over the weekend, I thought Thursday was it, just don't want to get on another roll...............so AF for me!! I will get to 30, even though it is not 30 consecutive days..............................boo hoo!!! :upset:

Love,:l

MA

[greeneyes]

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Lovie.. Empty your voicemail please. Charge your cellphone. It's difficult to reach you. Come out, come out, where ever you are!

[bird]

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Yeah CG I wouldnt even count that slipup. I'd just think oh Ive only drank once in 25 days or whatever. Congrats on 18 years.....we spent the weekend in the mountains. It was nice and I really wanted to drink when we got up there, the traffic in atlanta was unending so slow. Thank God for antabuse. Went hiking through a state park and saw this weird campground called the squirrels nest. A bunch of raised sleeping platforms built up a hill going in a semi circle and a giant stone fire pit in the middle. It was creepy like some sort of cult thing or horror movie set. haha. Took our cat with us and she was sitting on the kitchen table and looking out the window which had a screen. I saw that she'd spied something and I looked out and a long way off there were some deer. Seems funny the cat saw them so far away and was excited. Dont think shes seen deer before. Later on...bird