30 days???

[bootcampbarbie]

30 days???

have a beautiful trip tex. sounds like vacation is right what you need. birdie college is going to be so fun for you. having put myself through school for 12 years of night school. day time would have been so much more fun. go girl go. so happy luv is going to lenair in june. not sure if i would have taken the whole family though. lmao. but hey there you go. nibs how's the weather? i bet camp is fun fun fun. and more 2 the daily good deeds is a stupendous idea. i admit to well being a bit stingy i'm afraid. we had a great dinner at a restaurant and then ordered a cake and it was like a huge piece of cake. so i said well wrap it up as i love chocolate cake. when we came outside this guy at the bus stop is like give me some food. hubby said well honey we should give him your cake. i said no we aren't.. that's my chocolate cake. sorry charlie. guess some other time. i'm afraid when it comes to chocolate i get territorial. my bad. bear are you going to go and have a little fun? whoop whoop.... and cindi look at you all past 30 days af. whooo whoooo a parttyyyy. det i love the chicken. as i love cooking persian food. yummy.. have been working on health here. still no fitness but health health..
well, the start of a long day for little me. so away we go. wanted to say hello. one more week and it will be four whole months sober. yipppeeeeee luv to you all.
and luv bug... hellooo honey

[MDBiker]

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Hey guys, I am back from the trek to the mountains. It was wonderful. The weather was bearutful every day there. When we made it down to the flats again it was blowing like 40-50 mph and 88 deg. F. but we made it with a lot of sunscreen.:blush:

I am glad to see everyone is doing well Bird, stay with the antibuse until you don't need it. I would have to say that looking back, drinking was only a symptom of other things I have to deal with to stay sober. You might want to find someone to talk to. It could make a big difference.

everyone else, hang in there and I will try to get back on here this evening.

love you all
:huggy
bear

[brittzak]

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Hello all...I think of each of you everyday!!!! I am so happy to se everyone doing well. How is Morrison, has anyone heard? I am doing GREAT. Been sober for 30 days! Even through my Mom's death...and today is Billy's 2 year death anniversary....still sober. I am pretty proud of that!!!! Bid deal for me...I miss you all dearly, even though we email, it is not the same!!!!

[Accountable for Me]

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Sorry to hear about your mom... I know it has been such a tough road for you. I am so very happy you have remained sober for the last 30 days, onwards and upwards! I hear you are going to Lenair very soon? Wishing you the very best.

[brittzak]

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Thank-you! YES, Lenair is scheduled for June 24, 26 and 27. I am very excited...VERY

As for my Mom, she SUFFERED a long time! She is now at peace.....dancing, laughing, loving again!

[brittzak]

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Actually for the first time in like FOREVER, I am at acceptance, BAD THINGS CAN HAPPEN TO GOOD PEOPLE!!!!! I am good people sober....DRUNK, MEAN ASS BITCH THAT I AND EVERYONE ELSE HATES!!!! I miss my Mama, BUT AND BIG BUT for me not to be at peace would be completely selfish...she suffered beyond suffering................I hope and pray I never die of cancer. She couldn't even brush her own teeth, take herself to the bathroom..dignity was lost. She is NOW dancng as she so loved to do in heaven with my Billy!!! He loved to dance too. I am actually very at peace today....

[Niblet]

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HELLO LUV !!!!!!!! You are missed so gosh darn much !!!! Yes, your Mama is having an absolute BLAST dancing and being totally healthy up there in Heaven... xxx I'm so glad you stopped by... Our "House" isn't a "Home" without you....
So, I spoke with a lady yesterday that is looking for some kitchen help at a little teahouse... She already told me of some up and coming functions that she needs me to help, so I'm really happy to say that I will be working part time this summer when school lets out...
I haven't been on MWO lately but think of you all and love you dearly !!! Hugs, xxx

[MDBiker]

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Congratulation Luv. I know it has been hard, but you made it through a really hard year and you are sober 30 days again. The first 30 days are hard, but here you are. I do miss you on the boards and I pray your stay at lenair brings about peace and freedom

:huggy

bear

[Niblet]

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I just looked at a page I missed...
Tex, I would have loved to help foal out those babies along side of you.. I helped a miniature mare once that had her babies head sideways.. I was a true relief to know that I was there to calmly change the presentation for a swift delivery... Pheww !! and so many people up north here say that they always miss the mare foaling !!! ??? You #1 have to be in the barn DAHHHH !!! LOL (they tuck into their bed in the cozy house and set the alarm clock for every hour to check the mare... )
Enjoy your much deserved trip Hon!! I'm sorry you had such a scare from the meds...What won't kill us will make us stronger.
Bird, I'm sorry that you are frustrated,,, you deserve to be as happy as a clam...
I gotta fly now, Hugs,

[cowgal]

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HI!

I missed you all soooooooooooo much, haven't been around for a while, at least not on as many threads as I used to post on..............I haven't read up on everyone either, just so darn busy here at work, can't get on at home, so this is my only time to do so.............

Bird, hope you are alright, LUV, by what I am reading you are doing well, 30 days, huh!?!? GREAT FOR YOU!!!!!!:goodjob:
Niblet, dear, I miss you too................haven't gone to the fitness thread either, bad cowgal!!!!:H

Short note for now, hopefully more later, off to see the ODAT and April showers threads for a short while, then I guess I better get some work done!!

Love you guys!!!:l:h

MA

[bird]

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Luv its great to hear from you and know the toughest times are finally through and you made it through them. I am so happy for you. We really need you on this thread...I am having a busy day with 4th grade luncheon and then I had my little guy and he was so difficult today. ..bird

[brittzak]

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Keep on keeping on..........got video from Mama' s funeral today....made me laugh and cry. Thank-you all for being here for me the past year.....love you all tons!!! Bird, I am so proud of you. Sounds like you are doing great!!!!!!!

[Cinders]

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Good Morning my 30 days friends,

LUV, wow, it is so comforting to see you back and doing well to boot!! I truly hope Lenair is as wonderful for you as it has been for all others who have gone there. I am sticking money aside for me and my daughter...

Also, I want to send condolences on your mama's passing and joy that she is finally out of her suffering. Now you have a happy mama looking down at you and yours finally free. :l

Bird, Hang in there!! I really hope you can get the degree you want. It will be so much fun for you. Keep taking the Antabuse. I know it is really helpled this girl keep her you-know-what sober for the last month and a half. I really love the freedom it has given me.

TNT, Nibs, Bear, Mary Anne, More2, Morrison (you haven't posted for a while but I have complete faith you are out there lurking and doing really really well!!), Det, Dx (hope you are enjoying your trip) I love this thread and hope it never ever dies. You are all always in my thoughts and heart. Knowing all of you has been a true blessing. As I walk through each day sober, I often think of my MWO friends and you were my first "group" who all jumped in and welcomed me.

My girl gets out of rehab on May 3rd, tentatively, and is looking forward to doing IOP. She also asked me to go to AA with her. She is also going to try Al Anon and it was really cute, she said "no offense, mama, but I did grow up around alcoholism." I just laughed and said "Absolutely none taken." I am just feeling so glad she is finding HER way out!!

Love to all,
Cindi

[brittzak]

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Cindi,
I am in tears reading your post! I so hope you and your daughter KEEP ON KEEPING ON, sweetie! God knows we have all been through hell together! I am praying Lenair takes the cravings away forever! Sure as HECK can't hurt to try.
I miss Morrison! I pray daily for everone's health and happiness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LUVUALL!!!!!

[bootcampbarbie]

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so nice to see luv bug back. hope you are doing okay honey. lenair is around the corner. i'm going in may for other goodies. saying hello and sending you all love