i'm at lenair right now. had a very powerful session of course i'm almost at five months sober girlie.. but i'm here for other stuff to clear. i was there for like 2 1/2 hours. i fell asleep after my session on her couch. i was knocked out cold. i'll share more later. it was huge huge huge. okay love you all. nite nite
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i'm at lenair right now. had a very powerful session of course i'm almost at five months sober girlie.. but i'm here for other stuff to clear. i was there for like 2 1/2 hours. i fell asleep after my session on her couch. i was knocked out cold. i'll share more later. it was huge huge huge. okay love you all. nite nite:welcome:
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Love you bootsie!!! Keep my spot on the couch warm!!!!! I can not wait.....................
Bootsie, not sur why you are there, but think I may know, i LOVE YOU, you were here through thick and thin for me. I TRULY love you!!!!Forever loved, forever missed Papa Bear
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We're all doing pretty well. I slept last night without meds. Had to have herb to relax today. I woke up pretty hyper. will try small dose tonight.
thanks for all the support
Bear LadyLoving Bear Forever:wings:
"I am only one but still I am one. I cannot do everything but still I can do something. I will not refuse to do the something I can do." ~ Helen Keller
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Just checking in, my friends, from the seas off Oregon.
Lisa - good to see you active and love your exclamation marks. Your passion is enviable.
Tex - good luck on your 6mos appt. Let us know how it went.
Morr - you are quiet. Feel free to call us.
More2 - sorry we will miss you in Seattle.
Nibs - stay steady, girl.
Bird - what did your doctor say about your headaches?
BearFamily - thank you for keeping us informed and taking the time to let us get to know you and share our grief together. It really helps.
xoxox
Dx* * I love Determinator * *
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Dearest Bear Family, Your loving words are truely a sense of comfort to us all... Momma Bear I can sure see now why PapaBear was always speaking so highly of you. You are a ray of sun xxx
And Bearjr, the apple doesn't fall far from the tree. You are wise like your Daddy.... Hugs to MrsBearjr xxx We all love having you here.
That's right More2... The picture Bear took of the sky was just like a picture of the Heavens... A must see ! I'm glad that your garage sale is over and done with. Bless your hearts for donating the remains to goodwill.
Lisa, I'm about 8 hours from Niagra Falls. If you look at a map I live right about where the 3 great lakes meet. Near Sault Ste. Marie. There is an international bridge in the Soo... Are you crossing there by chance? I'm a stones throw from there so to speak. I'm so proud of you hopping back in the saddle sweetie... Hats off to you xxx
I've really missed you Bird !!! I'm so sorry to hear that the antibuse isn't working well for you. Are there actually different brandnames that maybe you could try?
Bootsie, I'm so happy to see you... We all miss you so much Hon.
Cindi, much love to you xxx
Dx, it's good to be home after camping from Friday-Tuesday. I carried you all in my heart while I was away.
I gotta get my butt in gear... My house looks pretty messy and I still have some unpacking to do.
Love all you guys, Hugs,xxx
~ I hear a whinny on the wind~
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running behind the wagon...
I started out 5 days ago to do a 30. I totally had a binge last night with a date, feeling crappy and scared this morning. I am setting out to get back on the horsey..please wish me luck and send me prayers. Thanks
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Out, be good to yourself dear....strength to you!
well, Dx and I have been cruisin' and I've not been boozin' so our world is a happy fun place
we are docked at Astoria Oregon at the moment then shove off in a couple hours to keeping steaming north. i think I could get used to this whole cruising thing....now to figure out how to become financially independent so we don't have to work!
be well friendsnosce te ipsum
(Know Thyself)
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Dets, please figure that out and share the secret here with the 30 days group...YOUR GOOD FRIENDS...HA HA I WANNA CRUISE TOO!!!!!! Of course, I'd weigh 500 lbs in a year! To much food...
I hope ya'll have a blast, what a wonderful anniversary for you both.
Nibs, I will be mapping out our plans soon and let you know. I have to be inVermont the 24th-27th. I am so excited, yet a little nervous too. I just pray every day it WORKS!!!! I have heard really good things....
OUT.....WELCOME so glad to see you here. Jump back on that horsey and ride like mad, ok? Is so hard to beat this, but we can.
Bird, I hope you are Ok. Haven't heard from you in a few days.
More2, hope you had a nice day. I am putting in my fish pond soon.
Cindi, how are you and how is your daughter?Forever loved, forever missed Papa Bear
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A fish pond?!!? How nice !!! You just have to get taking some pictures of your beautiful landscaping... We still have frost often at night so no planting flowers yet for me here in Northern Ontario. I heard today that we might have some snowflakes even... Well on Saturday we were fishing out in a snow storm.. Really !
Lisa, have faith that is your turn to be forever sober. You deserve this Hon.
Welcome home Tex !!! I'll be so glad to hear a holler from ya Sweetie ! xxx
Dx and Det, enjoy your cruise.. It sounds like you two are having a Hoot !!!
Bird, I'm missing you... Please stop by,,, please. Please feel free to PM me with your number.. I know firsthand that a phone call makes you not feel alone. I love you dearly xxx
Today while scouping my horse stalls I had a special talk with the Lord. I always have a direct line it seems when I'm out in the barn. I could feel my heart and soul become lighter than it has in days. Thank-You dear Lord for always being there when I need You. My talk today was directed to Momma Bear, BearJr as well as Mrs. BearJr and all their family... May God bless and keep you, Hugs xxx
I hope that everybody has had a wonderful " Happy Hump Day " !!!
Love you all, Hugs,xxx
~ I hear a whinny on the wind~
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Ohhhh ,, and Out,,, Thank-You for coming here... Hop right back on that old wagon you have been runnin' behind. We are here for you and will do anything to help you... Please remember that a craving cannot hurt you.. Find something to do and before you know it "BINGO !!" you are another day sober !!! I'm really proud of you for coming here to join us. We all are better for having you along with us. Hugs xxx Don't give up... Have Faith Hugs,xxx
~ I hear a whinny on the wind~
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Hi, My 30 Days friends,
I am just now getting back into logging in and posting mode. I was pretty sick for a few days and unable to really follow all the posts.
BearFamily - Thank you all so much for keeping us informed and letting us know how you are doing. We can all feel the love you have for each other. Despite what has happened, you are truly blessed. LadyBear, I pray that each day gets a little easier for you. :l
Luv, Nibs, More2, Det, Dx, Out (welcome), Bird, and Morrison just a shout out. I am waiting to go to an AA meeting tonight. It doesnt start until 10:00 pm which is awfully late for this old lady but I have been having a rough week cravings-wise and need the support. I thank God daily for the Antabuse and hope that between AA and MWO at some point I will get over those awful washes of feelings. Right now, I am in the white knuckle thing. I dont like it.
Luv - If Rhonda Lenair helps you, girl, I am going to beg, borrow or steal to get myself and my daughter to her. Please let us know how it goes. I am so excited for you, too!!
TNT - Yes, please let us know how the appt goes. Sending prayers up for you, too!!
Love,
Cindi
ps, I really do know how to type but I have a stuck key issue and cant use the apostrophe and double quote key, the p key keeps beeping, too. Very frustrating. Support is sending a new keyboard to the hotel for me tomorrow.
pss, My daughter is doing okay but struggling, too. Like she said, though, if we can get through this, we can look back and know we really did something!!AF April 9, 2016
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Hi all,
It has been so hectic here the past few. Every single day has beeen filled with school activities and going to work in between. Also I have been up at the Arts Center alot like every day with kid stuff. I am beat.Today was the last day of school and I was so hyper I thought I would have a heart attack or something. My kids excell in school and end up with alot af awards and it is so hard to get through the ceremony trying not to cry and then going around to the classrooms saying goodbye to all the favorite teachers and lots of people and kids are crying. It all gets me really really hyper and I'm glad its over. This sounds crazy ,but I dont think I would have tried so hard with my kids if I had been sober. It seems like I have to be super -Mom to make up for the times I drink. Hopefully when and if I quit my kids will continue as they are. bird
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Hello everybody,
All is well here...Chilly, but I'll take it just the same
Bird, I know I've said it before, but I'll happily say it once again, "If more children were blessed with a "Mom" like you this world would be a much better place"... I would have gladly have been your little girl xxx
Thanks for setting up that account More2.. You are an angel Hon. I'll be really happy for you when your beautiful home is owned by new proud owners... I'll be it'll be gone with 3 weeks of being on the market !
Welcome Home Tex !!! I've really missed you Sweetie !
I'm still sitting her in my work clothes but know that once I start dinner and stuff I won't be upstairs and on the computer... Tonight we are watching the kiddie show, "Open Season" with the boys... Popcorn, pillows and a crackling fire... Ahhh it's been a long day.
I'm sooooooo excited guys !!!!!!!!! GIgggle Giggle !!! Hubby is picking me up a motorless push lawn mower.. It is called a Reel Mower... It comes with a bag that catches all the grass... My old horse Cody will just love it when I gradually introduce fresh grass to his boring old tomothy hay. Their pasture still needs a week or two before I can put him and Milley out on it. In the meantime I'll make sure that he gets nice fresh grass. Gosh, when I come back I want to be Cody !!
Enjoy your evening everybody, Hugs and extra special hugs to our "Bear Family" xxx and then one more x
~ I hear a whinny on the wind~
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