good morning
Hey all, thanks for all the phone/pm invites, will DEFINITELY take you all up on them................hey bird, know you have been busy................we will keep in touch..........
I am in a CRAPPY mood, a friend just blew me off for a really nice horse ride (benefit) on Sat, cuz I drank last weekend, she thinks it might be "too much for me" right now, I felt like telling her something, but just thought better of it................I could have not even told her I drank last Sat when we rode...............oh well, AA is sooooooooooo "black/white" I can't stand that about it................:upset:
Had really wierd dreams last night too, was exhausted when I woke up from all the traveling and excitement in the dreams..........was in Mexico or somewhere in auctions etc.................inlaws were there too, very crazy........:H:H
BUT I am AF, was tough last night, wanted to drink and almost did my "two beers" on the way home from the AA meeting I had been used to before fessing up to how I had been doing to my sponsor, so confused as to what to believe/do/etc.................
sorry to vent and complain, thanks for listening....................:thanks:
love and hugs....................:l
MA
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