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[cowgal]

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hey

I have taken this as a "meant to be,GOD thing"..............the hard part is finding a job, in this town they are few and far between.................will keep you all posted, just "chilling" for now.

love you all!:l:h

MA

[bestlifeldms]

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MA,

Trust in providence!

[brittzak]

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Ma, HUGS and love to you honey!

[morrison]

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Oh, not having a job sucks!!! I know how you feel. I hate having a job, but not having one is so much worse. I'm still working on my invention. Well, if fantasizing about actually "inventing" something and become wealthy from it, is working, then I've been working a lot. :H I still want to get out of Vegas, but one thing about this city, is TONS of jobs. Sounds like you're not in a good place, huh? Sorry about that. Part of why I came here, and stay here is work. But, I'm with a company now that is all over, and will transfer when the time comes. My brother's last girlfriend worked at home online and did well. Sadly, I have no clue what she did. It wasn't smutty or anything, but maybe if their aren't jobs outside, you can do something from home? God, I wish I could think of something. I truly do remember how sucky it was looking for a job. But, as somebody once told me, the worst thing that can happen is you find a job. haha. Hang in there.

[morrison]

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Oh, and ladies, I am sooooooo boring right now. But, I'm fine with it. I just need friends that DON"T drink. I will continue to relapse if all social situations revolve around alcohol. I don't like groups much, but if everybody else is drinking, I HATE it. That is no excuse for relapsing, just making a point. I don't think there are many people in this whole city that aren't on something. I wonder how Det is doing at burning man. If he didn't take his antabuse, he may be doomed. Det and I have a lot in common with our drinking patterns. I mean binging. I think he told me he would take it. God, I hope so. No way can somebody be in that environment and not get F***ed up. Good luck to him. Too bad we are so spread out, or we could do things together when we got bored. I guess most of you are fine because you are married with family and all, but, even though I'm a loner, it's not good to just sit inside by yourself all the time. Maybe I'll get myself one of those real dolls. Haha. Have you seen those things?

[bestlifeldms]

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Oh yes, Morrison! I saw one up close and personal one time. Opened my son's closet door and she "Popped" right out at me, fully inflated and mouth wide open! I about had a heart attack! :shocked: I don't think there is anything I haven't seen after raising 5 kids, especially, when 4 are boys. LOL! Have a good holiday! :h

[toughintexas]

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Morrison, sometimes boring is good...lol....at least that means no particular trauma/drama is going on! You can find you a real live doll, cuz you are a doll yourself! So are you still on the antabus? I'm just soooo proud of you! Have you finally gotten thru all your mandatory stuff from the court? I wish we all lived closer too, man, that would be soooo great, instead of sitting here typing, we could be face to face, talking forever, and eating, or piddling around together!!!! I love ya man, hang out with us here more, we need the male influence more!

[morrison]

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Bwahahaha. Bestlife, are you serious? That is hilarious. I first heard of those things on a radio program, and they are thousands of dollars. I'm not talking about a blow up doll, they are life sized dolls modeled after real women, and look very real. There was a movie about it recently called "Lars and the Real Doll." They just look creepy to me. I have my freaky side too, but, no thanks to that. :H

Tough, I guess I didn't post it here, but in another thread I started. I stopped taking the antabuse for when I wanted to go to social events, and "relax." Bad idea. Now I'm struggling a bit again. Not as bad as I was. God, I use to be such a mess, I can't believe it. I had so many months sober, but got cocky. And, a bit bored too. No excuses though, I know. When I start taking it every morning again, I'll be fine.

[bestlifeldms]

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No Morrison, it was one of those cheap ones. I think he was only about 12. I wonder where it came from, or maybe I would rather not know! :yuk: I'm sure I would rather not know!

[toughintexas]

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Morrison, you have come sooooo far, its just mind-boggling, and truly inspirational! You have really really done some hard work on your habit, and you should be mega-proud! I'm very proud of you! Yep, its easy to fall back into the pit of nasty habits, we have to all be on guard to not let that happen! I hope you get relocated to Texas! LOL LOL I'll fix you up with some friends! Bet its wild in Vegas this long holiday weekend! Love you tons, TIT

[brittzak]

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OMG, I would freaking die Best!!!! LMAO... Morrison do those dolls come in male and female??? Might not be such a bad idea some days...HA HA HA

DETS is fine...I talked to him last night on chat and he is staying strong. Hasn't drank a drop and he leaves tomorrow. He does have the best story EVER of an AA meeting he attended while at Bunring Man. I will let him tell it though...it is a freaking hoot!!!

[morrison]

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I'm so glad to hear Det is hanging in there. Can't wait to hear the AA story. I must have missed him on chat, because I was on for a short bit.

This thread is so happy anymore. How great is that? Most of us that are long timers were such a wreck. Yes, I slipped, but there is no way I'm going back to the suicidally depressed drunk I was before. Good riddance to those days.

T, it doesn't look like Cox communications is in Texas. It is certainly a place I would consider. I just don't see myself going back to any of the cold states. I hate the winter and cold. I'm definitely spoiled with all the sun now.

OMG. I got curious to see if there are guy real dolls. haha. Yes, and you can get different penis attachments. Bwahahaha. I better clear my browser cache now, don't want anybody seeing I was checking out that stuff.

[brittzak]

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OMG, OMG....could you imagine your roommate seeing you were looking that shit up? Different penis sizes too...who invents this stuff? I mean are you sitting around one day pissed at your wife/husband and think "screw this shit, I could be haning sex with a lifelike doll that isn't a pain in the ass?" LMAO...I think this is hysterical.
I second your comments on the suicidal drunk deal Morrison...never again. I am very grateful I didnt kill myself during my really low period. I think we are doing pretty well here. Everyone of us has a plan...that to me is the most important step in staying AF.

[toughintexas]

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Morrison, we have Cox communications here....tell them to send you!!!! Let me know about those male dolls too.....lol

[brittzak]

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ROFLMAO...I need to get a life...of course I had to go see this for myself. You build your own daoll...arms, hands, feet even...this is HYSTERICAL. I just cant not imagine being that lonely.