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[cowgal]

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Can't wait!

You guys!! I almost forgot about our meet in Jan!! I am so wrapped up in me!!! and my life/problems etc! Bird, LUV, Momof3.............who else?? cindi?? Best?? Anyway, it will be tons of fun!! :h:h

This weekend just snuck away on me!! Swim meet on Fri, thought it was Sat, then Sat I was thinking it was Sun all day...........was soooooooooooo happy to find out yesterday was another day off too!! LOL! Well, today is running tons of last minute errands, having lunch w/ a friend from AA.....................social security office (lost my card)...........Thank god for good books, will have a long wait I am sure....................

Congrats Best!!! I was having a rough weekend, w/ 2 teenagers and an ASS*OLE husband, didn't really want to drink, but really thought of running away, actually left for a while and had some coffee at Books a Million last evening...............lots of change going on and my natural instinct is to drink to not feel so uncomfortable...............well, didn't drink and THANK GOD for AA, meetings help sometimes.:l

Talk to you all later,

lots of love,:h:l

MA

[brittzak]

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I hate when I post something and it isnt here...UH....

Anyway TOPA is kicking my behind! I am about to fall over I am so damn tired!!!! I forgot how tired it makes me.

Best..I don't know whether to be happy for you or to cry....I guess theyhave to grow up....DAMN!

[bestlifeldms]

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It sucks! Not one of the departures, of any of our five kids, has been a "feel good" thing for me. I have always had this feeling of, "Wait, come back! There's so much more I need to teach you. You're not ready, yet!" Probably more accruately, I'm not ready... Sitting here bawling now, all over again. Damnit, I hate this. This really is a good thing. It is best for him, I know... Just, whew! Deep breath. OK - carry on...

[brittzak]

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Well mine have a few years to go...THANK THE GOOD LORD, because I get wheepy just thinking about it..LOL My god I jst tought Brot how to wash her own clothes and cook eggs. I figure if I died tomorrow she at least need to have clean clothes and not starve to death...LMAO.....seriously though, I hadn't though her anything! I had always cared for them. I was really doing them a disservice though. So, little by little they are learning a few things around the house....even Zak.

[brittzak]

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AWWW, I PRAY my babies come HOME toooooooo!!!!! we ALL do I think and PRAYER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[brittzak]

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BUMP.....we are on 2

[greeneyes]

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Hi all! Well, I keep waiting for "the sign" of my purpose in life but is sure as hell hasn't been in the want ads! Boy is the job market bleak! I wish I knew what I REALLY wanted to do or am supposed to do. My heart just doesn't answer me when I ask. Oh well.... I got my order of essential oils and shall begin doing some guided meditation with aromatherapy. Maybe that'll bring it on :H 56 in one week and I still don't know what to do when I grow up.

[Ricker]

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I'm in

Today I'm 6 days AF - count me in.

[brittzak]

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Greenie when is your b-day? Mine is the 17th???? You're a Scorpio too????? OMG!!!! I feel a hundred lately. Had a EMg Friday and spinal epidural...I am a freaking mess. I have been on meds and numb seems likes days now. HOPEFULLY, this is on the mend now. PRAYING!!!! I may have to have another epidural block but won't know for a month or so. I say just chop my head off it causes more trouble than its worth...HA HA

Nibs must have run away...I sure miss her.

WELCOME RICKER!!!!! Glad you're here!!!!

Hope everyone else is well....

[greeneyes]

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Mines the 19th!!

[brittzak]

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Did I know that and forget? You know topa steals your brain???? It comes back though....just takes a couple of weeks.

[brittzak]

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My first husband of whom I have always had a nice relatinship we were children when we married and departed. TEXT messages me he has remarried..WTF? Who does that???? I had a few choice words...he may not speak to me for awhile. that is so disrespectful. a TEXT message...grow-up for god's sake. He is a physicist, but he can't dial a phone and say Lisa, got a new wife...later. We talk all the time...about once a month. I knew he had a GF...so what. We divorced YEARS ago. I have had 2 children since then honey. Men are such an odd species soemtimes. He send a text "married a Cambodian Lady...sorry didnt tell you sooner, getting on plane in Odessa" ...I waited a minute...I said "WTF, is she a mail order bride or something, you can't pick the phone up and CALL???" I feel bad I said it now, but NO response so I wonder is SHE mail order bride, he is 39...bald now and a weird ol' sciencetist...LOL

[bird]

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Sounds like he may have been nervous about calling you luv.Greenie I know what you mean about what you want to do when you grow up. I think I just found my thing with these jazz boys but feel like I just have my little toe in the door. Ive been here before but got sidetracked with kids and other stuff....we are getting laid off for Thanksgiving week which is good. Also the week of Christmas. Will be nice to be off with the kids...have 3 weeks AF and feeling so weird at this point. This always happens to me at this point. Walking around aimlessly and trying to figure out what to do next. Wanting to go somewhere and theres nowhere to go or wanting to buy something but not sure what. What it is really is I want to drink but I can't. I'm sure it will all pass in time. Sometimes I really wonder though. My Mom called me yesterday and I'm pretty sure she was drunk. This is after 13 years sober with 1 slipup...well just talking aimlessly here. Guess I'll get a bit of reading time in before the kids get up...bird

[brittzak]

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Bird hopefully it was a slip ans she gets right back on the wagon. 13 years is quite something to be proud of. Happy for you and the Jazz gig...sounds very promising and I know you love it. I can't think or type for shit even my own name due to topa...LOL But hey I am sober...I cant do that drunk either...
Hope Nibs is Ok...sure missing her!!!!

[cowgal]

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hi all

He everyone, just in from Orlando, David did well but won't go national this year................there is always next year.............Zac is DRIVING ME NUTS!!!!He is such a smartass teenager!! Oh well, I can handle it much better sober at least. He is SOOOOO ANNOYING W/ HIS MUSIC AND ALL!! Cannot stand it!!

Good, got that out, sorry about the X, LUV,yeah I agree, men (boys too ) are another species, and a wierd one at that..............Orlando would have been so much more enjoyable alone! I thought that thought so many times throughout the day yesterday!

Bird, good you are off the week of Thanksgiving, AND Christmas, that is AWESOME!!

Greeneyes, I don't know what I want to be when I grow up either, right now I am a Dermatology nurse, a tired one at that, well I was on Thurs. at 6 PM or so..............those hours are super long!! I worked 2 days and racked up 23 hours already!!! Good for the pocketbook, but not for the feet, legs, body......................mind!

Everyone have a wonderful night, love ya!!:l:h:l:h

MA