30 days???

[brittzak]

30 days???

Letgo...this thread started 1.5 years a go...we at the time did 30 days together and loved each other so now we may be AF may not be but we all love each otehr so we hang out and shot the shit daily. Whatever your goal is join us...we help each other through life!

[brittzak]

30 days???

Yes sometimes we gotta be specific in our prayers...like God I would like a job please...9-5, make some money, but not 13 hours a day God...ok LOL

[morrison]

30 days???

brittzak;471583 wrote: Yes sometiems we goota be specif in our prayers...like God i would like a job please...9-5, make some money, but not 13 hours a day God...ok LOL

I don't want a job at all. I care not for material things. Seriously. Thinking of packing it all in. Work blows. Why do we put so much stress on ourselves?

[brittzak]

30 days???

I promise I will get better with my typing again...GEES love Topa but I am a complete DIZZY head on it. You should have seen my bullets page for a meeting today...OMG, thank God I am a clown so I made them all laugh. We all giggled and moved past it. Otherwise it would have been a real castrastrophe. All i couls say was at least they are REAL words just not used correctly this is whats happens when I can't have 5 minutes peace! My bullets look like Zak did them...LOL TOPA DOPA...oh well, at least I wasn't dying to hurry up cause I was hungover.
Morrison, how is it going buddy?????
More2, packed up yet?

[bird]

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Hi all,
Damn its cold out there. Had to bring the birds in. Sure beats 100 degrees. Yeah Morr work is blah. Why don't you come down for the 30 day meet in Jan?? Sure will be fun. Sure read some scary shit on ASAP about anty. Geez, now I'm scared but afraid not to take it. Well' I will just keep on taking it. Good about the house More2. Might have to call Nibs huh?? Love you all...bird

[morrison]

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bird;472125 wrote: Hi all,
Damn its cold out there. Had to bring the birds in. Sure beats 100 degrees. Yeah Morr work is blah. Why don't you come down for the 30 day meet in Jan?? Sure will be fun. Sure read some scary shit on ASAP about anty. Geez, now I'm scared but afraid not to take it. Well' I will just keep on taking it. Good about the house More2. Might have to call Nibs huh?? Love you all...bird

Nothing to be afraid of bird. Just keep taking it. It works. I am going back on it myself. Oh, I just think I hate this place, and that is why I bitched about work. If I don't get out, I am going to lose it.

[cowgal]

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good morning

I hear you Morrison, only worked about 4 days here at the new job, and IT IS KILLING ME!!! 6:20AM-?? which is usually 6:30PM from the past 4 days at least..................the paycheck will be nice, but what about a life??? There are people who have done this for YEARS! Supposedly the doctor treats his employees really well, not bad so far, but show me the $$!! That would (maybe) keep me here for a while, but I am stuck for 6 months at least or I have to return my sign on bonus.......................

still AF, good thing....................thinking about drinking ALOT though, I mean really romancing it, scarey!!! I am sure this will pass, and I have not given in, and I have excercises to do to help.

off to another looooong day, my feet hurt sooooooooooo bad, need a foot massage!:H:H

Love,:l:h:l

MA

[brittzak]

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Cowgal, I think you are about at the hump I was when i realized Lenair didn't work for me.....I didn't give in then made it to 4 month 2 days, but keep in tune to those cravings. Scarey! AND it is very hard. I recently got back on topa as it works wonders for me. Praying for you girl.

[momof3]

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Hi All,

More 2. I hope your new tenants don't end up being a big pain in your a** My gosh, where do people get off being so demanding? You think they were negotiating with a big corporation or something. Anyhow, rant, rant.

Cowgal, Work can be our salvation in some ways because it keeps us away from drinking. However, I always think of the AA premise of HALT (Hungry, Angry, Lonely, Tired) and try to stay aware that my overworking and running around like a nut can lead to these things (i.e., HALT) and hence the desire to drink. Take good care of yourself gal and you always have other options after 6 mos.

I would also echo what Brit said. Cravings crept up on me after Lenair and I wasn't as vigilant about them as I should have been because I thought I was "cured." As you may remember, I had a lapse after 40 days. I am 7 months AF tomorrow and it has been, as I've said before, good old fashioned hard work.

Brit, You sound very strong. It seems likek the TOPA is working for you. Is the brain fog getting any better?

XXOO
M03

[morrison]

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Hey. I'm gonna get sober again. I swear to it. I just got a talking to from my best friend, so, now I have too. Yeah, I hate the guilt. You know, when you get that talking too? How you are screwing up again? Well, sometimes I guess we need it. I need to get sober, because some friends are coming in town to visit. Oh, there is a get together in Jan? Hmm. Wish I could go. That does sound like fun. Maybe I will. Hell, the money I save on not drinking will get me there. Cowgal, I would rub your feet for you if I could. haha. Seriously, I can barely sit still, so I need something to do with my hands. I was on chat, explaining how I barely slept in two weeks. This is nuts. I'm tired, but can't sleep. I know booze is not the answer, but I'm losing it. Okay, enough complaining, I'm getting back in the wagon. I promise.

[Determinatrix]

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Morrison -
I second more2. Get your ass back on track!

xoxoxo
Dx

[brittzak]

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Yep, Morrison my dear friend, get your ass back on tack.....we all hate the withdrawals for more reason than one....the sleep shit, the pain of it all, but we must got through that to get to the happy place again...and hey then you can go boxing and and beat the shit out of some poor dudue Ok...he wont know what hit him...just picture ol' AL sitten htere...you'll win every damn time. I am rooting for you dear!!!!!!

OK More...how about like NO that clause won't be in there.....f they cant catch you you leave a back up number they can call and that person has the list of all repair companies you deal with, you dont have anytone close to you you can trust with this if you are out of town? even I can turn a ceiling fan up and down.....on topa! OK...

MA, sorry so tired honey...

[greeneyes]

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Hey everybody! I have a zillion things to do to get out of town in the AM for a week, so just a quick note. Can't wait for a change of scenery, no divorce drama, yada, yada, yada.

Britz, I did get your message - I was getting a massage at that time! I had a busy day. Was taken to lunch and dinner, worked in between and also wnet to an exhibit at the Art Museum. Dale Chihuly's Seaforms. Stunning exhibit of big blown glass. It is through the 30th Luvbug, do try to see it - absolutely gorgeous. Saturdays are free, otherwise &5.

MA, have you had a follow-up phone call with Rhonda? Your drinking thoughts concern me. What are you doing for stress?

Everybody have a great week. Love yourself and as tlrgs says, "stay strong & think positive. :l & :h Greenie

[morrison]

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Hey all. I agree, I need to get back on track. Thanks. Please be patient with me until I get fully sober again. Every so often, I just go through these times. I'm nuts in the head. I hope you all have a good day. Damn, I can't even write anything good at the moment. Brain is mushed. Oh well, love ya. Chat with you later.

[brittzak]

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Morrison we have all been there and we know you....hang with us! We are here for you...come home and we will help see you through.

Greenie, Brit would love that too....we will have to go see it. Thanks for the info. We are getting pedi's tonight. Our fave Mama daughter thing to do. We need em'.

DX good to see you!

LUVUALL