30 days???

[cowgal]

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hey

Good day all you 30 dayers............hi TIT and Morrison....................I am hating life, getting off work at 7Pm yesterday, to an alanon meeting from 7:30-8:30, then home to bed, up at 4:30AM today..................AAUURRGH!!! Can't wait til Friday, yesterday was grueling, not pleasant at all in more ways than one.:upset::upset::upset::upset:

How I didn't drink is a miracle...................

Love you guys, thanks for letting me rant.:thanks:

MA:h

[Cinders]

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Morrison, HI! Good to see you. How are you doing?

MA, So sorry the days are so busy and tough but it will make Friday even sweeter!!

I am so proud of you. You are doing so well.

TIT, Good to see you, too!! I am working hard myself at getting on and staying on track. 2009 is gonna be my year!!

Love to Nibs, More2, LUV and all!!

Cindi

[brittzak]

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MA, hugs to you honey! I swear how you have not burnt his shit in a pile in the frint yard is the miracle!!!!!!! Ok, maybe I need anger management...LOL

Hey Morrison my friend...good to see you.

Cindi...this is OUR year girl...

[bestlifeldms]

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Hi everyone!

Just stopping by to say "hey". Work has been grueling. My controller and I are fried, for sure. I can't see much relief in the next 6 mos. either. I have been here 10- 10 1/2 hrs. a day. Screwed up my back on sun. taking down Christmas decorations during the game. Oh yea, did I say, GO STEELERS!?Fingers crossed for Sunday's game-Ravens are goin down! Things at home good, quiet, calm, non-eventful... Ahhhhh. Colder than a witches tit here. A couple of inches of snow per day. MA, do you miss the burg? BRRRRR! Didn't think so... So proud of you getting back on track. You are one amazing woman! Hugs to everyone here. I have kept up with everyone's progress, just haven't posted much. I'm still good - yep. Thank goodness. Looking forward to 2009 as my first totally AF year in over 2 decades. I don't know how I ever got this stuff done when I drank. Hugs to all. Best

[cowgal]

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hey all

This year already SUCKS!! In more ways than one..................can't get into it right now, but not drinking either...............:upset::upset:

Thanks for all the support, just hope and pray I can stay strong..............

TIT good to talk to you yesterday!! I LOVE YOU!!! HUGS girlie!:l

Best! Great to see you surfacing from your 10 1/2 hour days...............they stink don't they??? I have a few under my belt too.............

Cindi!!! YAY!! good going, I hope and pray this year is my year......................optimism is usually not my strong point, but another thing I can work on, right!? Trying to get this ole' chubby-butt back into shape, lately been eating like crap, not working out and stressing to the max, somethings gotta give!!!

Off to try to take care of a problem, then shower, bed and do it all over again, thank GOD Fridays are only 1/2 days usually, hope tomorrow is!!!

MA

[bird]

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Hi all,
Nothing going on much, the kids on Wii and I bored but sober. Enjoying being laid off, not sure if I could have stayed af this long at work.love bird

[cowgal]

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hey

Glad you are well Bird, sorry about my rant yesterday, but had my identity stolen!!! I have never been so mad!! Got it all taken care of now, but was really upset when I opened up my credit card bill.....................hadn't used since Houston trip and had a few $100 charges on it, not mine!:upset:

Well, didn't drink over it, went to AA tonight, new people and faces there, was really nice, went out to eat afterwards...................getting a game plan for the year, the "D" word, one of the guys is a lawyer and will help me, got a few "guys" who say if I ever need support to call them, will do....................:l

rough week at work (cried almost every day,:upset::upset: I mean REALLY ROUGH!)

Off to bed, feel good spiritually right now, I LOVE my friends in AA (AND all you guys here!), really............it is good to feel cared about.

Tai Chi tomorrow AM at 9:15, so off to bed................

love you guys!! Hope you all had a wonderful Friday night,:h:h

MA

[brittzak]

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MA, once you get past the rough part of divorce, you will be a new woman. Your marriage is such a drain on who you really are that you can't breathe girl...and we read this through your posts, so I can imagine it is worse. I have heard it in your voice as well. I dont advocate divorce, but sometimes you have done all you can do and you have to do for you and the kids nohe has had many many many many chances. He doesnt want to change. But, you did! HUGS! I love YOU.

[cowgal]

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yep

I was out driving to pick up Zac from GF's house (her parents LOVE him!), didn't get home til almost oneAM, Mike was still out.......................has "tons of work" today and is still in bed, it is 11:15AM or so, I am NOT waking his ASS up, he can sleep it off and fuc* up HIS day........just got home from Tai Chi, had to eat something, off to gym and them eye exam (I am going BLIND!!) Will check in later, am scared/excited about the split, but I think it has to happen, this is not the life I bargained for, he stays out all the time (wasting our $$) drinking, we have NOTHING in common, he is disgusting looking, fat, beer belly, doesn't take care of his teeth, man I could go on forever, just DISGUSTING!!!!:blah:

gotta split, talk to you later, love ya!!!:l:h:l:h

MA

[greeneyes]

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MA, right now all I can say is I'm sorry I didn't do this sooner. God knows there must be a reason but I sure don't know what it is. I just got off the phone with his first wife. "Holy shit" pretty much covers it.

[brittzak]

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WHY...LOVE and because we too had the AL blinders on guys. BUT the difference is...you two are better. AND you deserve better. Being alone is better than living in that hell. You are alone anyway. Alone and miserable.

Just want to add here on this thread that today is Bears Bday......Happy Bay big guy! We all love and miss you.

[Red]

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**RAISING HAND** WOO HOO!!

I've got 8 days today!!

:goodjob: everyone!!

[brittzak]

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WAY TO GO RED!!!! And welcome...

[cowgal]

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good job!

Red,way to go, LUV, will send some positive thoughts Bear's way, TIT and Nibs hope you guys are alright, I know from reading how much he meant to you...............wonder how the fam is doing......................

Mike has been gone all day, I just got home, pigging out w/ the kids for dinner...........YUM, pierogies, they are a polish favorite, fattening as all, but worth it, will work out extra hard tomorrow.

love,:h:l:h

MA

[last call]

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I'm in. Tday's day 1 4 me AF. Detoxed 4 3 day on beer from vodka. I'm ready. Let's pray we all can do it. :l:l