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[cowgal]

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go steelers!!!

I am up, cannot sleep, but GO STEELERS, what a game, thought we lost it, but good ending. EH?

G'night,

MA:h:h

[BabyBear26]

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Hello all...

Hi guys and gals it me again and i had an awesome weekend that i could keep to myself,,so this might take i while i also need to update ya'll,, OK so when i came back on to here i was sooo sad and was just wanting to escape,, and ya'll really helped out, i needed to hear what my daddy would have told me and i got so much more than i ever thought i would,,(thanks) anywho about this weekend it was my b-day and thanks for the b-day wishes, and my hubby lives in San Antonio , TX and so i went there this weekend 6 hrs away and we had this planed for about 3 weeks now,, we celebrated or b-days and v-day,, so he had got me a bottle of my favorite wine and then felt bad about it because i wasn't drinking anymore so he did something better than i ever could have imagined he took me to the River walk and it was awesome, we had a great time and i still remember it,, I WAS SOBER! the whole time and i am about a week sober i just needed to let ya'll know how much ya'll have helped me i don't know if i could have done this without ya'll and my family,, i will keep updating ,, have a great day

:thanks:

[cowgal]

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glad

So good to hear that Baby Bear...:goodjob:...................you are in a good place, love you.............:h:h:h

MA:l

[brittzak]

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YAY! Everyday you will feel stronger. You can handle your grief so much better sober. It still SUCKS and will be hard some days, but you will have more and more good days. Give yourself time. I am so glad to hear you had a good b-day!!!!!!!! Your Daddy is holding your hand and so are we.

[lucky 2.0]

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Very good babybear. Thanks for the update. I love the San Antonio Riverwalk! Happy belated b-day! Your new yr is off to a great start.

[cowgal]

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today

is the first day of the rest of my life.........................it has to get better guys, if it gets worse, don't know what is gonna give, but I am hopeful today will be better than yesterday...................was a blah one all around, off to work now, bye!!!

XOXO:l:h:l:h

Thanks for all the support, and hanging in there as my friends....................:thanks:

MA

[brittzak]

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Cowgal,
You know what FINALLY sunk in my head....if I kept living the way I lived and doing what I did...I would keep getting the same damn results. YOU can change.....but, if your enviroment around you is the exact same...girl you are fighting and fighting a damn battle everyday. You have to change your enviroment too.

[Niblet]

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Happy Belated Birthday Baby Bear... Congratulations on 1 week AF !!! That is terrific.. We are loving the updates too.

Cowgal, I'm so sorry to hear that you are going through a rough time right now... Gosh you deserve so much more that what Mike has to offer. YOu are sooooo worth this and more. Please know that we all love you and want what is best for you. One step at a time, and I also agree with what Luv just said...
Take good care and know we are all here for you.

Well, Marilyn was fine Mon, and Tues... phony nice, but I'll take it.. giggle, giggle... today she took 2 opportunities to snap at me in which case I diplimaticly defused it and basically ignored her. I took her power away because she didn't deserve to address me in that manner. Why me and nobody else in the place I thought to myself... Seemed to work like a charm, gaining her respect a titch even.... will keep this sort of "Don't F@#$K with me attitude" up...
Gotta go and make some popcorn and relax... Just did the barn after supper, dishes and then a workout and shower. Time to stop and settle before bed... This Saturday I'm soooooooo Jacked !!! Hubby surprised me by placing 2 tickets (Doc Walker) where I set my rings... He asked me, "Are you going to be a married woman?"... I went to reach for my rings and voila!!! tickets !!! I absolutely LOVE Doc Walker !!!!!!!!!!!! I hope and pray he sings "Rocket Girl".... I tear up whenever I hear it as it just does something to me...
Well, gotta fly, Love you all xxx
Chin up Cowgal... Know you are loved.

[brittzak]

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Oh how nice Nibs! Hubby must be hoping to score big this weekend...HA HA HA Tell him Valentine's is next Saturday buddy...lol
Your boss is a real mess. I think you handle yourself well...I would have already flipped my wig. I have such I temper for people like that. UH!
All is well here. My house is completely painted...DONE! I didnt have the idiot do the outside. I will do it myself. I couldnt take him anymore. He was an excellent painter, but he'd show up at 11 and gone by 3....he smelled like beer ALL THE TIME...poor guy was a mess. He had to leave at 3 cause he' dstart shaking so bad...he had to get a drink. I didnt know whether to lecture him or hug him i felt bad for the guy and then would get pissed cause he was so unreliable. Now I know how people must have felt about me at times. UH!!!!!!! So glad to be sober.

[greeneyes]

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You're gonna paint the outside of your house yourself? You're kidding, right?

[Niblet]

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Howdy Greenie !! It's always great to hear from ya :lTrust me the girl aint kiddin' one tiny BIT !!!!!!
Yep Luv it's so sad to see a person live their lives inside of a bottle... Nice people too eh? sad stuff.
Well, I'm not budging when Marilyn hands me her S!@#T... She does keep nudging me though (twice today) and I'm just keepin' on keepin' on... I've now thinking in terms of, " well she doesn't treat anybody else at work like that, so I'm not gonna take it anymore"... feels good and hope that this keeps on... soon enough I'll grow into this new way of treating her.
Tomorrow we are supposed to have warmer weather... Thank You Lord !!! It's been bitter cold with winds out of the north.
LOL Luv about Hubby scoring Haaaa !!! Haaa !!!! You are such a hoot !
Well, I'm just stopping by real quick to send you all a hug, xxx

[cowgal]

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ok

I just love you guys, making a mountain out of a molehill is my greatest gift, I am ok now and feel bad for even bringing this up...........am ok now, always will be an alky, but liking to drink isn't that bad of a thing in the scheme of things..................AF for a few days now, just wish the problem would go away.............ya know??

HUGS AND KISSES, it is a cool and beautiful day to be sober, just hope I make it................

MA:l:h:l

[brittzak]

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Greenie...calm down girl...it is a couple doors and shutters...MY HOUSE is vinyl siding. I am NOT painting my house. LOL HELL NO! I painted them when I first moved in 8 years ago, I just hate painting, but I cant take another day of this guy. He was worse than living with myself when I was drunk..and that was BAD !!!! LOL
COWGAL.....how are you doing? Check in and let us know. I am worried about you girl. Thinking of you.
Nibs..like the attitude. You gotta stand your ground.

[cowgal]

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ok

doing ok, just stayin low.........reading more than posting right now..............love ya guys.............:h:h

MA

XOXO:l

[brittzak]

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XXXXXXXXX MA...call me this weekend if you need me!